As anyone following this might have noticed; it ain't updating

Sorry

Like I'm really, really sorry

But I'm not giving up on this one 100% yet; I want to continue it, but considering how long I've left it, my writing style has changed a bit and I want to start over. So I've made an Ao3 account and will upload this ENTIRE COMPLETED FIC to it after I have rewritten it all and given it a new ending. I will also be posting ficlets on their occasionally for destiel and other ships (eg. I'm like two thirds through writing a hannigram ficlet if any of y'all are into that); probably angsty/hurt and comfort stuff and a bit of smut and fluff every now and again.

At the moment I'm in the middle of school block exams, have a moderately existent social life, am making a short horror film and am desperately trying to find part time work or sell my art, so I'm not giving you guys the link until I actually have some shit up there. I'll also post another update in this fic with a link to the finished revised edition when I finish (realistically probably around the end of the year if not later; this fanfic is my brainchild and i don't wanna fuck it up; i wanna make it /amazing/)

I feel awful for doing the thing that is literally the worst thing for a fic writer to do; but I am informing you that sometime in the distant ish future, this fic will be done (like really, I'll try to work on it everyday) and it will be better than ever.

I love you all, and I am sincerely sorry, and farewell.