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Emotional Imbalance?!

Edward's POV (again)

I ran as fast as I could but I was too late. The ambulance was already on it's way. I ran after it though. It was the only thing I could think of doing. I was always a fast runner and the ambulance was only going about 50 miles per hour so I kept up well enough.

Once the ambulance turned into the hospital exit I felt my heart doing summersaults. What if she wasn't okay? I asked myself. The thought was unbearable so I pushed it away. I saw a cot being rushed in through the doors and I followed it like a hound. Bella would be okay, I kept telling myself but some part of my brain was being a pessimist. Some part of my brain kept telling me that she wouldn't recover from a tragedy like this.

I felt someone's hands go around my arm. "Where are you going Mr. Cullen?" a nurse asked. I looked around frantically. I'd lost track of Bella's cot. "Bella I need to go to Bella! Where is she?!" I demanded. She looked taken aback but answered any way. "She's in room 402." The second she said the number I ran for dear life. I barged through the doors that led to sweet, sweet Bella. I saw my dad working over her. "Carlisle?! Is she alright?!" I asked, panicked. "I don't know yet."

He replied. "She is perfectly fine physically. It's the mental part we're worried about." I nodded. "Yes, yes the mental part." I muttered. Carlisle looked me over with concern. Carlisle wasn't really my father. He adopted me when I was very young. My mother left me one day and I can still recall the exact emotions that had course through me all those years ago. I don't remember a father but Carlisle was the closest thing I was going to get.

I still hoped, even if it was feeble, that my was alive and well. Esme was a wonderful woman but she couldn't ever take the place of my mother. I sat down next to Bella's cot and played with her hair while she slept. Her body mustn't have been able to take all of the emotions that had course through her mind.

She had fainted from what the form said. Carlisle had left a little while ago to get 'some fresh air' but I knew he was just giving me my space. I alone from the Cullen children still mourned for a mother I'd lost. Alice didn't remember a mother and was rescued from an asylum by father. Emmett claimed his mother was scum and he didn't need her. His mother had walked out on him. He also said that all he needed was his precious Rosalie. That's why Rosalie and her twin brother Jasper traveled when we did. They didn't live with us but they had no guardian so they had all rights. I thought Alice had a major thing for Jasper though but Jasper didn't seem to notice or care.

The thought angered me. He was like Alice's Bella and just like Bella did to me he pushed her away and didn't cast her a second glance. I felt Bella stir underneath my finger tips. "Bella?" I said. She groaned. "Bella what's wrong?" I asked, worried. "NO! NIKKI NO!" She screamed. "DON'T DIE!!" she was sobbing hysterically by now. I took her in my arms. "You're okay." I tried to sooth her. She started to moan.

"What did I do?" she whispered and she sounded so innocent and scared. I kissed her forehead. "You're fine Bella." I soothed her. I wished I could tell her Nikki wasn't dead but I couldn't lie to her. "I don't care about myself. Nikki is….is dead." She whimpered. I held her tighter. "It's okay. It's okay." I whispered into her hair. She stiffened all of a sudden. "What's wrong?" I whispered in the eerie abrupt silence. That's when the screaming began.

"NOO! DON'T KILL ME!! PLEASE!" she screamed. I rocked her back and forth. "DON'T!" she screamed again and again. "Don't worry Bella." I tried to sooth her again. She was silent for five minutes before the lights went off. She screamed louder this time but she wasn't the only one screaming.

The sound of gun shots echoed throughout the corridors. "Stay here." I told her. "NO! DON'T LEAVE ME!" she screamed. I sighed. "Okay. I won't" I told her. I took her hand and we started to walk through the apparently empty corridors. I saw light ahead and we ran for it.

I saw most of the doctors and nurses in the dim light from a candle. "Carlisle what's going" I didn't finish my question because before me Blake lay dead with flowers in his hands. He was probably going to visit Bella. "on." I finished. All was silent before the screamed started up again.

This was not good. "ROSALIE!" I heard Emmett's booming voice yell. I wondered when he arrived but there were more pressing matters to attend to. I ran towards the sound of his voice. "EMMETT!" I called. No answer. "EMMETT!" I called again. I heard Rosalie's piercing scream. I ran faster now. "ROSALIE!" I called.

"EDWARD HELP!" She screamed. I turned into a corridor and saw Rosalie with blood oozing out of several cuts on her perfect face. Emmett was worst. "Where is Alice?" I asked. They looked at me like I was crazy. "Where is she?" I asked again. "She was going on about a death in room 506." Emmett told me.

I started to run down corridor after corridor looking for any sign of the people I care about. After about ten corridors I found Jasper sobbing in a corner. "No more. NO MORE!" He screamed again and again. "What happened Jasper?" I asked. He just kept shaking.

"I can f-feel the emo-motions around me. And they are so horrible!" he sobbed. And as crazy as he sounded I believed him. He was always hyper aware of the emotions that surrounded him so I didn't have a doubt in my mind something was wrong. I also knew if anyone saw him like this he would be sent to a rehabilitation center just as Bella would most likely be sent. "Jasper follow me." I told her and he obeyed without hesitation.

We ran down twenty corridors until we found Alice on the floor as white as death with haunted terrified eyes. "We're all going to die." She stated. I shuddered. She was probably in an even worst state than any of the others. "Let's go." I put a hand out for her and the second she was on her feet we started to run.

We ran back to where Carlisle and everyone else was. When we were only three corridors away I saw something that would haunt me forever. I saw about fifty bodies, lifeless and white with their blood all over the floor. They looked like they were sleeping. With horror I realized they must have been killed while asleep.

I ran as fast as I could to Carlisle and Bella. "Edward you're neck is bleeding." Alice stated. I put my hand to my neck and realized that indeed I was bleeding. I ran with all of my might to Carlisle and finally there he was. Nurses and Doctors instantly rushed to our sides and started to tend our wounds while we rocked back and forth with fear. I'd never cried much before but now I let the tears fall freely. I would never be the same again and nor would the others.

So tragic i know:P Please review! And read my authors note at the begining