Disclaimer: I do NOT own Hannah Montana. I have learned to live with that. Therapy helped a lot.

A/N: Not much really happens, but yet a lot does. You just have to read. I want to thank everyone who has reviewed this story! You guys are the best and get your own mini Hannah concert. Well, you would if I owned Hannah Montana, but I don't. So you have to settle with new chapters! I've been updating a lot lately, I hope you enjoy it! Happy reading!

Miley's POV

I woke up in the same dull white room. I had no idea what time it was and the curtains were closed. I looked around for any sign. I saw Jackson asleep in a chair to the left, and I could smell the aroma of pepperoni pizza in the air. I heard something move by the door. I jumped from fright.

"I'm sorry if I scared you." I heard Oliver say. "Do you want some pizza? I saved you a slice." I let out a laugh. He was always one to bring up food.

"Am I even allowed pizza in here?" I asked gesturing towards the tubes all over me.

"I don't know, Lilly can go ask if you want. She's out there with your Mamaw and Aunt Dolly." He said pointing to the door he was slowly walking away from.

"It would probably be best, don't want to end up in any more trouble." Actually I really didn't care about how much trouble I got in. I just wanted out of this place, things we're just so horrible right now.

I was trying to sit up when everyone entered the room. Great I thought Oliver leaves to see if I can eat pizza and comes back with a party.

"You're awake!" Mamaw pointed out the obvious. She was making her way over to my bed faster than everybody else. I quickly hurried and covered up my wrists. I had no idea if they had told them, and I didn't want to find out now. They had already been through so much, I didn't want to worry them any more.

"Can I have some pizza? I'm really hungry." I said, trying to put on a happy face.

"Sure honey, they are only going to keep you here until morning." Mamaw said giving me a hug. "The memorial for your father is tomorrow night." She said, more somber now.

"Okay." It was almost impossible for me to hide my mood now. I had been doing my best to try and keep those emotions back, but it obviously hasn't been working.

"Miley, Sweetheart?" Mamaw said, pulling me back from my thoughts. I just looked at her, unable to speak. "I was wondering if you would give the eulogy. You were the one that was closest to him. I think it would be best." She asked. My first thought was absolutely not, but then I thought about it real quick and decided that I would.

"Sure, but can I have some paper to write it out?" I asked.

"I can go get your laptop real quick." Lilly offered. It sounded good to me.

"Sure, Aunt Dolly and Mamaw will drive you." I said, wanting to get them out of here. They obeyed my wishes and left the room. "Can I have that pizza now?" I asked Oliver. His face went from showing no expression to a laugh.

"Sure." I handed me the box. I opened it and stuffed a piece in my mouth.

xXxXxHannah MontanaxXxXx

I made it home the next day just in time to get dressed for the memorial service. I chose a simple black dress, long sleeved of course, and black pumps. I let my hair go naturally, just like my father always liked it. I grabbed my purse, which only contained the eulogy, and made my way out of my room with Lilly not far behind. It was stupid that someone had to be with me at all times now.

I was met with my grandmother, aunt, brother, and my best guy friend at the front door. We all piled into two cars. I was with Lilly and Oliver in my car and Jackson, Mamaw and Aunt Dolly were in Jackson's car. It seemed to take forever to get to the church that was only ten miles from the house.

Once inside the church I could barely keep it together. It took everything I had to keep from crying. When I got up to read the eulogy I let a tear fall, it was just one at first, but by the time I was through I was in hysterics and Jackson and Oliver came to help me back to my family where I was met with a loving embrace. I couldn't keep it together the rest of the service, and Jackson carried me to my car which Oliver drove to the beach with Lilly in the back trying her best to console me.

Jackson's POV

I knew that Miley had been taking it hard, but she had been doing her best to hide it. When she had to get up there and read she lost it. Everybody in the family was taking it hard, but she was taking it the hardest. She blamed herself, which was completely unreasonable. She had started cutting her wrists and hiding it from everyone, but she admitted it at the hospital. I knew I should tell Mamaw and Aunt Dolly, but I promised I wouldn't. Once they were back in Tennessee she was getting help, but for now I wasn't letting her out of mine or Lilly's sight.

Once we made it to the beach to let his ashes go she was unable to stand on her own, I had to carry her from the church to the car and Oliver managed to get her by the ocean with the rest of the family. Yes, Oliver and Lilly were a part of our family now, they had been through everything with us and they have always been there for my baby sister.

"I can't do this anymore." Miley whispered to me. My mind went to two options, either the memorial or life, either way it was not good.

"Yes you can, be strong." I encouraged her. I grabbed her hand a squeezed it for reassurance. She just looked at me with her tear stained face and shook her head.

"I can't. This is just too much, I want to go home." She then wrapped her arms around me let the waterworks that she had held off for a few minutes go again.

"It's almost over, don't worry." I soothed her by rubbing her back, trying to calm her down. It hurt me to see her like this, in so much pain. I could barely take it myself, but I had to be strong for her, and for the rest of my family. They needed me now more than ever.

A/N: Anybody want to know what happens next? I do. So, review and I will update sooner! =) I'm going to ask a few questions because i feel like it. You can answer in the review if you like. 1. Anbody knew who Tokio Hotel is? If so, do you like them? 2. Anybody been to any good concerts lately? 3. Do you have any pets? I will answer these in the next chapter! Have a great day...oh, and review PLEASE!!!

~Domi~