Ch.12(: i hope you enjoy this chapter as i enjoyed writing it(: listening to "Vampire Bride" by FreddeGredde helps get the feel of this chapter alot better then reading it with silence or some "upbeat" song(: just sayin(: xD ( aslo to note, BB isnt a vampire, just feels like one for insatiable thirst for human blood. and strawberry jamxD he is that way from the lonliness and rejection to others hes always felt.)

While trapped in my black abyss, i looked ahead to see a single light. it flickered, sparks of gold jumping at my face, some landing although i could only feel them land, and not the heat i dared hope for. the light deemed be a single flame, until also came to view, a grand ballroom. it was filled with sparking black,red, and grey candles, illuminating the red and black swirled dance floor and a soft black baby grand piano. coming down the sparkling yellow grand staircase was no other than BB,in his suit, and on his arm,me! i watched myself stare lovingly into his eyes, and as soon as our feet hit the floor, glided across, perfectly in tune with the other."I wish to be yours forever." BB said to me, my mouth smiling. "You are," i said, my hand revealing a gold ring,the ring he proposed to me with, on my left hand wedding ring finger. strands of gold falling into my eyes. he leaned in and i watched as he kissed me. this was after the wedding! my heart seemed to throb dully at the sight of me and him. i seen us slowly come to a sway and hold each other tightly, not wanting to let go. he scooped my other self up into his strong arms and i giggled as he took me through a side room, were i guessed we planned to concieve the marriage. soon the room seemed to swish to the left as the candles flames flickered and died, and a large puff of silver smoke danced deadly infront of my eyes.

a loud pulse came to my ears, like a beep from a cell phone. my eyes looked up, and a pool of light surrounded me. i closed my eyes and heard crying, yelling, and felt a sudden electric shock on my chest, sending a volt of pain through me."shes dead lining!" a woman screamed above me."Give me a higher voltage!" a man screamed back. i heard a buzzing and a shouted,"Clear!" before another pain went through my chest and i heard my pulse in my ears, pumping at rapid fire speed. "We got a pulse!" the womans voice yelled again. my eyes dared to squint open the tiniest bit, but quickly changed my mind. my stomache flooded with a gut wrenching pain, but no one said anything about bleeding, so i figured they had stopped it."We have her sedated, shes going to be waking up soon. the bleedings stopped and clotted, but there is a chance of more bleeding from a high blood pressure so please, keep her calm for a good month after leaving." a deep voice said to someone. i looked between my lashes to see a grey hospital room. i heard a beeping coming from next to me and guessed it was the heart monitor. i heard a whipsered,"yes, thank you, we will." and the door clicked shut. Near! id recognize that frail voice from a million miles away. my eyes snapped open and i seen not only Near, but Matt, Mello, Watari, and L standing or sitting around my bed."Near..." i strangley struggled to talk, seeing the wires,tubes, and monitors connected to me freaked me out. i started to whimper my protest when Near came to me and placed a cool hand over my hot one, saying simply,"Calm down." my whimpers quieted down and i layed there in silence as L told me what had happened after i had passed out from blood loss."He tried to take you away and say youre better off with him, that he could give you the world, but by doing that, he was just gunna jump off the building with you. he ran away before i could..." his voice grew flushed with intense anger, an anger i thought impossible for him. i cupped my hand in his and waited for his firery skin to cool to ice once more."Please, im fine." i watched as his body relaxed, but his eyes stayed the walked up to me and we instantly embraced. "Matt..." i choked and cried into his striped colored shirt. "Shh-shh-shh," he cooed, pulling me closer."Please, dont, dont c-cry." i felt my head get damp from sudden tears and his voice continued to sob softly. "Oh, god. im so sorry. i should have saved you, im so sorry..." he beat himself up with lashed and vile words. "Its not your fault, please, no.." i cried harder as he pulled me into a sweet and salty kiss. his warm lips against mine was enough to make my head spin into a frenzy of upbeat love songs and pen scribbled hearts. i sighed shakily and felt as hy heart skipped a few beats when he whispered, "I love you too."

I thought of ending it right here, but then i got an awesome cliff hanger! so hehehe one more chapter!:D