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Search Forever

Third Person

"No Max, we've been looking for a year, he doesn't want to be found. He doesn't want you because you broke him and now he has healed and he doesn't need you anymore. He has moved on, you need to too."

Max shook her head, "He needs me just like I need him! I have to find him, I have to tell him I'm sorry I Have to."

Iggy threw his hands in the air, this was getting old, "He moved on Max, we can't spend the rest of our lives looking for him when he doesn't want us to find him! I am tiered of this Max! We can't do this anymore!"

Max sighed, "Yes we can, we have to, we need to be the flock again. We can't settle down without the rest of our family!"

"They aren't family anymore Max. You have to get that through your head. They. Are. Not. Family. Angel is not your baby anymore, and Fang isn't your rock. You rely on yourself now. You are independent."

Max shook her head, "I am not, I can't do this with out him, I need my baby." Then she broke down into tears. Her baby. She had only seen him for a second and she had been drugged, she had know the father but she couldn't remember who it was, and now, her baby, her own flesh and blood baby, was dead. He was gone and he couldn't be found and Fang wasn't here to hold her. Why had she left him? She had known, she had known how much he needed her, and she had left him anyway. She could never find her baby but she could find him, and Angel, she could find her Angel.

"Max you have to give this up. I'm taking Nudge and Gazzy to your mother's house, you need to come too. You can't do this anymore." Iggy whispered softly, putting an arm around her.

Max shrugged him off, he wasn't Fang, he couldn't help. He didn't understand either. He didn't understand the horrible pain that came with losing a son, a real son. It hurt her like a stab to the heart. It never stopped, she had scared Nudge and Gazzy many a night with her moans for her lost son. It was worse than the need for Fang or Angel, it was worse than death.

She shook her head doggedly, "No, I have to find him Iggy. I have to."

"Max, you are our leader and we all love you, but we can't do this anymore. Good luck, I hope for your sake that you can find him, but we are going to your mom's. When you can't find him, come home and we will be waiting." He whispered.

Max nodded closing her eyes. She really didn't want this, she didn't want them anymore split up than they already were but there was nothing she could do. She had to find Fang and Angel.

"Take care of them Iggy, guard them with your life, don't let anyone hurt them." She whispered defeated.

Iggy nodded, "I will Max."

"Take watch for me okay?"

"sure." Iggy said.

Max walked away from the sleeping remains of her family, out of hearing range and cried. She tiredly climbed into a tree and hugged it tightly. She cried and sobbed and mourned till morning.

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Gazzy looked down at Max, he had gotten taller than her in the past year. He had grown up now, he wasn't her little trouper anymore. "Find Angel Max. Tell me where she is or tell her where I am, I miss my sister Max."

Max nodded it stung that he wasn't coming to look with her but Iggy's logic seemed to make since to all of them. They really believed that Fang and Angel didn't want to be found. She had gotten Fang's cell phone number from Gazzy three years ago, but Angel and Fang had changed their numbers after that. It was Max's fault that Angel didn't call her brother anymore.

Nudge had tears in her eyes, "Tell them that we're so sorry. That we want them back too." She whispered before hugging Max tightly. Max squeezed her back.

"I will. Take care of Iggy and Gazzy, don't let them blow anybody up. I love you guys." She whispered back.

Nudge nodded.

Iggy smiled sadly in her direction, "We'll call you when we get there. Be safe."

With that they left and she was on her own. The smallest tiny fraction of her was almost relieved because if they weren't with her, she wouldn't have to fly anymore.

She started hiking to the nearest town. She could find a library and look for him from there. She would find him, no matter what it took she would find him. She would search forever if that was necessary. Then she would beg him to take her back, she would explain herself and beg him to hold her again. As she sat down at the computer in the California library and began her search, she had no idea that on the other side of the country, he was missing her just as much.

I know it was short,

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