He sat on the sofa thinking, man I need to sober up. He rubbed his hands over his eyes and realized that he needed to take this real slow. His shoes, socks, and pants were off as he goes into the kitchen to get him some water and advil. He walks into her room where she is on the bed hugging her knees and he lays down beside her.
"I will do whatever it is you want me to do, just tell me what makes you comfortable." He signed.
She kisses him on the cheek and down to his neck as he moves away from her, "baby, I can't handle that right now because you have no idea how much I want to be inside of you. Please lay down and I promise in five minutes you will cum."
She laughs, "now the pressure's on."
She lays down as he delivers soft kisses too her ear and neck. He rubs her stomach just like he rubbed her arm and kisses her breast as he feels her moan with pleasure. He moves his hands down to her legs and gently rubs them.
She could not keep still as he runs his hand on top of her panties and kisses her neck again. She looks at him. "Please take them off" she said.
He stood up and took them off as he spreads her legs, "you are so beautiful baby, can I touch you?" He asks.
She shook her head yes as she closed her eyes and he started kissing her breasts and then slowly moved down to her clit. She tasted so good and he could tell that she was about to cum as he stopped kissing and started rubbing her. He slid up with their bodies pressed against each other and kissed her neck, "baby, I will put one finger inside of you, is that alright?" he said.
She shook her head again as his finger penetrated her tight pussy. She kept on moaning as he started rubbing her clit with his thumb and she grabbed his hair and screamed as she came. He did not move his finger as he kisses her again, "I love you so much baby, but I'm not done yet."
As her hand was covering her face he put another finger inside of her and slid down her naked body so he could put his face between her legs and begin sucking her clit. She looked down at him in disbelief and could not help it, she was cumming again.
She closed her legs, "leave me alone." He sat up with a look of horror on his face, "I am so sorry, please forgive me."
She laughed, "I just need to catch my breath, calm down, I still want you." He sighed in relief, thank god.
"Good because I am not done, I will make you cum at least one more time because I love the way you taste," he signed.
They laid beside each other, "why do you still have on your t-shirt and boxers?" she said. "I like the way you taste too." She sat up and pulled his t-shirt and boxers off of him as his eyes were closed and kisses him on the lips.
"Were you drinking tonight?" she asks as he nods his head yes. "I went to the hotel bar to have a few drinks and I'm glad that I did because when you pulled my pants down and touched my cock I would have cum all over your hand if I wasn't a little drunk. The alcohol gave me some staying power," he signed.
She laughed, "I hope it gave you enough."
She ran her hands along his stomach down to his cock. She started at the base and ran her fingers up he looked at her. She put it in her mouth, " Bay please stop I need to be inside of you". She reached to her nightstand and grabbed a condom, she handed it to him.
He put the condom on and started kissing her, they were both sitting on the bed, he picked her up to where she was sitting right above it. He started massaging her ass, he needed to be inside of her but he would wait for her to make the first move. "You know all I could think about tonight was are time in the shower just like you, your face when you came baby,I love you", he said.
He started sucking her nipples, he bit down on one and she pulled his hair so that he was looking at her. She nodded her head, he took a deep breath and lifted her up and put it inside of her. He missed this so much, he was so still and let her ride him, he just had to concentrate on not cumming.
He ran his hands up and down her legs, she looked at him, he really did not think he would be able to last. He put his hands around her face and kissed her, his hands went to her breasts then her waist, he pulls her down so he was completely inside of her. He felt her tightening up, he put his hands around her again and moved them to the edge of the bed. He stood up and she wrapped her legs around him, he pressed her back against the wall and was fucking her.
She moaned , and grabbed his hair again so that they were looking at each other, " cum with me ", he said. That was it they both came at the same time, he had no strength and they were on the ground, he was breathing so hard. They had sex all the time when they were together, but this was just like there first time in the park, the way they were looking at each other when they were cumming made him love her more.
She got off of his lap and went to the bathroom, he laid down , they were finally back together.
A few minutes later he gets up and goes to his bathroom, when he is done he put on pj's and went get them two glasses of water.
He goes back to the bedroom and she is not out of the bathroom, he puts the water down and knocks on the door. When she doesn't answer he opens the door, she is laying down crying, he picks her up and carries her to bed.
He lay's her on the bed and sits down beside her, " baby did I hurt you", she shakes her head no. He got her some pj's and put them on her, "I need a pill please" she said.
"Did you take the pill that I gave you baby", she shook her head no. He got her purse and gave her a pill, she took it then looked at him, "I need to be alone tonight, can you go sleep in your room, we will talk in the morning".
" What ever you need, Bay please come and get me if you need anything tonight", he signed.
He kissed her on the forehead and walked out. He knew that tonight was a lot for her, he would give her time, in the morning they would talk about everything.
The next morning he woke up, he felt like all of his problems were over with, he finally had his love back. He goes the her bedroom and she is still sleeping, he decides to order room service, he gets dressed and walks down to the desk and types in his phone what he needs.
When he gets back to the room she is up, he walks up to hug her but she shakes her head, " baby please tell me what is wrong you know that I love you".
She takes his hand and brings him to the sofa, "Emmett last night I wanted you, but when we were done I walked to the bathroom and I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror. I am sorry but we can't be together again, I love you but I love myself too much to be hurt like that. I know that you will say it would never happen again but you said the same thing after Simone, it would kill me if I took you back and you did not want me anymore".
"I am leaving today, the hotel is booked for two more nights, so please say that you forgive me. I thought that if we made love that I would feel different, but the hurt that I have been going through for so long did not go away".
He closed his eyes, tears were falling, he understood completely what she was saying, she just could not get over what he made her do to her self. If she had not had the abortion then their might have been a chance, because of him she had to say it was over. Skye why did he have to be with her, he thought about Bay on there first date, he knew when they made love that it was over for him and Bay. His anger about her rape had caused him to do things that he knew she would never forgive him for.
