Nikolai shivered as he knocked on the burrow's door, wanting nothing more to sit down. His whole body was sore and strung as tight as a wire, glad he hadn't run into anyone else while he was at the manor. Wincing when the door snapped open, revealing Ron who glared at Nikolai but didn't say anything as he let the other pass into the house.

"Harry's hurt."He said finally, following Nikolai into the living room, looking the boy who lived over. He'd managed to hive himself a blck eye, clawed at his own neck."He fell asleep and had a hasn't woken up yet, and we were hoping you could get him up."

Nikolai snickered a little, the sound painful and hurt."I can always get him up."He said cursing under his breath as he walked over, sinking to the floor. Ignoring as his body ached, pressing a kiss to Harry's lips. "Harry, love, time to wake up. I want to do wickedly bad things to you, but you have to wake up first."He purred kissing him again, hoping that it would work like it had last time. Worry twisting his stomach, fear and pain on his face as he looked at the brunette.

"I saw...I saw what he did..."Harry sid sofly, groaning as his eyes fluttered open."I saw what he did to you."He whispered, wrapping his arms around the broader man.

Nikoli shuddered a little, hunching into him, resting his head on the other's shoulder, trembling. Shame twisting his stomach at the realization Voldermort had made Harry suffer along with him."I'm fine."He muttered a little, not looking at any of the others, wanting nothing more than to crawl unde the covers of his bed, and hide until he could walk again.

"Let's go home. My family can wait, I need to make you better."Harry said softly kissing Nikolai softly, wrapping his arms around him, puling him snugly against him. Wincing as the other apparated them back to the mansion. Steering the blond into the bedroom, he forced the other to undress laying him down. Leaving his own clothes on as he looked over the other, looking for lasting damage, pain and fury in his eyes as he slowly carefully straddled Nikolai's waist.

Nikolai muttered softly in pain as Harry massaged his back, purring ever so the initial pain, it felt good, yet every time the brunette brushed his back he tensed, waiting for a blow. Swallowing hard he turned his head to look t the other, smiling slightly. Knowing for the most part there wasn't any lasting damage, except to his mind."You should be laying down."He muttered.

Harry sighed a little, worry in the sound as he gently laid down next to him, gently resting a arm across his back, fingers gently stroking his hair."He had no right."He whispered softly, pulling the blond closer, gently rocking him, pressing a kiss to his head."You shouldn't hold it in..scream, yell, cry...something...don't just lay there."He pleaded.

Nikolai curled up in his arms, shuddering a little, tears sliding down his cheeks as he laid in Harry's arms. Giving into the need to do it. For once as broken, as vulnerable as anyone he'd ever protected from Voldermort. Wrapping his arms around Harry tightly, he cried harder. Feeling broken, he wondered if he'd ever recover.

Harry gently stroked the other's back, holding him close, singing a soft lullaby. Tightening is grip on the other, he knew he never wanted to let the other man a bottle of firewhiskey he nuzzled his hair."It will help the pain."He said helping him sit up.

Nikolai shifted a little, resting his head against the other's shoulder as he sipped the firewhiskey. Pain and shame as he looked at Harry. Even knowing that the same thing had happened to him, didn't make him feel better because he'd let it happen willingly, to save a friend. It hurt...it hurt to be defiled that way."I'm sorry...that you had to watch..."He said after a long moment, pain in the worse for making harry watch then actually being raped.

"You did what you had to do."He muttered softly as he kissed the blond, "I wish I could wash him away from you forever, and someday I will, I promise you will. You're mine. No matter what happens, you are mine, and I am yours."

Nikolai smied slowly, cuddlng as he shifted against him, falling asleep. Reassured and safe, knowing this would work out. That they would survive.