Brandon stepped off of the plane he was experiencing severe jet lag and he just wanted to find Meredith and go back to her house and crash for a couple of hours.
He had tried to call her before he got onto the plane but had only been able to reach her voice mail.
He was not entirely sure where she lived at but knew that she would be at the hospital. He couldn't wait to see her it seemed like years since he had held her in his arms.
He cared deeply for her but knew that the distance between them would make it difficult for any kind of relationship.
That was the sole purpose for his trip he wanted to convince Meredith to return to Paris with him.
They would have a perfect life together and he would make sure that she had her "happily ever after".

Brandon quickly left the airport and jumped into the first cab that he came too.
"Seattle Grace Hospital please." he told the cab driver as he got in.
It wouldn't be long and he would be with her and he was determined to never let her go.
He would make sure that she would be his forever and he would do whatever it took to get what he wanted.


Across town Derek stood waiting for the elevator he definitely didn't feel like being at work today.
He didn't get any sleep all night he just kept thinking about Meredith.
He knew she was upset and that she would avoid him all day but he was determined to make her talk to him.
The elevator opened and he was shocked to see Mark and Christina in each other's arms.
"Huh now that's different. Dr. Yang, Mark so how long has this been going on?" he asked.

"I don't know what you are talking about Dr. Shepherd." Christina said as she got off of the elevator.

Derek couldn't help but laugh. "Seriously you are sleeping with Christina?".

"We are not sleeping together. I like her she's different.
She doesn't expect anything just a decent relationship." Mark said as he smiled thinking about Christina.

"Seriously she is just like Meredith she is complicated. If I were you I would run now while you have the chance." Derek said.

"Huh and you wonder why Meredith left you." Mark said as he walked off of the elevator.

Derek stood there in shock he couldn't believe that Mark actually had feelings for Christina.


Mark walked down the hall looking for Christina.
He didn't care what Derek said he liked Christina she was different and kind of like he was.
He wouldn't be like Derek he wouldn't mess things up. He spotted her sitting at the end of the hallway.

"Hey Chris I know you didn't want Derek finding out about us and I am sorry that he found out." Mark said as he stood over Christina.

"I would have liked the chance to tell Meredith before she found out from Derek.
I have looked for her all day. She is definitely not here. I haven't seen her since yesterday when she was talking with Izzy." Christina sighed.

"She has to be here why don't you go and ask Izzy?" Mark said as he sat down next to her.

"Seriously I couldn't ask Izzy.
I should be the one that everyone comes to when she is missing.
I am her person and she disappeared this time without even saying anything.
Yesterday it pissed me off to see her talking to Izzy when she should be talking to me." Christina stood up about to run off when Mark reached for her arm.

"Your jealous that she went to Izzy." Mark laughed.

"I'm not jealous I just need my person. She is the only one that gets me.
I thought the feeling was mutual but I guess not." Christina replied.

"Look Chris maybe she figured she has leaned on you one to many times.
Maybe she wanted to lean somewhere else this time."

"Whatever I don't care." Christina said as she walked off.


Izzy ran into the hospital she was running late after dropping off Meredith.
She stood at the elevator thinking back to yesterday's events.

She had just finished up her surgery and went into the locker room to get dressed. She could here someone crying in the shower so she walked over.

"Who's in there?" she asked.

"Izzy, Izzy" Meredith cried.

Izzy opened the shower and Meredith walked out with tears running down her face. She quickly handed her a towel.

"Whats wrong Meredith?" she asked

"I'm broken I thought that I was better. I thought that I didn't need him but I do and I don't." she cried.

"Who Dr. Shepherd?" she asked.

"Yeah I just I need help Izzy.
I am tired, tired of the pain, tired of this gray cloud. I want to be this shiny person but how.
Especially when every time I think that it's going to be okay it's not.
HELP ME IZZY!!" she yelled.

"I will help you Meredith.
I know what you need to do but first you have to tell Derek good bye and then you have to trust me.
I can help you but you have to be willing to get help.
I know what it's like when you hit rock bottom but the only way to climb back up is by wanting to climb.
It's not going to be easy but you can do it." Izzy said as she wrapped her arms around Meredith.

The elevator opened and Izzy jumped on.
She had to keep this a secret for now she couldn't tell anyone not yet not until she knew it would be okay.


Brandon stood outside of the hospital this was it now or never he thought as he walked in.


a/n: okay so I know everyone is wondering where Meredith is at trust me you will find out soon. Stay tuned.

Thanks to everyone who has read and reviewed the story I hope you are enjoying it.