Hey! Just wanted to tell you guys that I received comments from certain people saying that I shouldn't do those gay thingies… just telling you I do not write slash. Never liked it and I think I never will. Anyway, ideas still appreciated. R&R please.

Ethan's POV:

I went to school, and I knew I had to apologize to Benny for what happened last night when he was in my room. I really did freak him out, and I didn't even mean it. I walked towards Benny, trying to have self control this time.

"Hey Benny," I said.

"Hey Ethan," he greeted, but not in a cheerful way like he usually does. "You're not going to lose your control, are you?" He took a step backwards with a frightened look on his face.

"No, Benny. I just wanna say that I'm sorry for what happened last night. I didn't mean for anything to happen." I apologized.

"It's cool, nothing serious happened," he said as he took out a book from his bag.

My hunger started, and I had to control myself. It gets worse every day, and I can't tell Benny that. "Are you kidding me? If that conversation was one minute longer I would've attacked you. I can't let that happen." I took a breath and stared at the ground. At that time, my hunger just started fast. I just had to end the conversation somehow.

"Hey B, I have to go talk to Sarah," I wasn't lying. I really did have to go. Maybe she had a solution or something. "Later."

I walked until I reached Sarah's locker, but she was alone. Maybe Erica was late.

"Hey Sarah." I waved at her.

"Hey Ethan." She said.

"So Sarah, have you…"

"Um… Yeah. You have two choices, and I don't think you'll like either of them." I could tell that she didn't like them either and they weren't pleasant at all.

"Just tell me," I said in a hurry.

"You either have to ignore Benny for a week until you stop feeling thirsty. I don't think you can stay a day without him." That was actually true. Him… and Sarah.

I just couldn't ignore him for a whole week. That was just impossible for me. My eyes were wide open with shock. "What's the other one?" I asked her.

"I don't think you'll want to do this, but if you don't want to ignore him or stay away from him… then you're gonna have to… drink his blood. I just don't think that's what you want." She shook her head.

I didn't want that, but Benny did. Even if it meant losing the life I had, I just had to do it for a friend. "Maybe that's what I should do." I refused to have eye contact with Sarah. I knew what her reaction would be. It wasn't delightful.

"What?" She said in a really low voice, but it sounded like she was yelling. "You've got to be crazy. I did not save your life just for you to ignore that."

"I know, and I'm sorry. My whole life is just difficult to deal with. I just hope you understand." I said.

Sarah closed her eyes and took a breath then said to herself, "Calm down Sarah, calm down." She opened her eyes again and made me look her in the eyes.

"I'll tell you why I chose this, but not now." I said. I turned around and went to class. Maybe I had to ignore Benny a little bit, but not the whole day.

At night I was in my room, sitting on my bed just like last night, but this time I was more nervous than ever. What would happen if I told him? Would he be ready? Or would he just let me wait for another day in agony? I just had to tell him. I heard a knock on the door.

"Come in," I said with a high voice.

The door was opened, and Benny was standing there with only his head showing.

"Hey, are you okay now?" He asked.

"Yeah," I lied. "No, actually no. I'm not okay."

Benny let himself in, but he stood in front of the door. He looked like he didn't want to get beside me. He was wise for doing that. He shouldn't get close to me a lot.

"Benny, I want to talk to you about last night." I said as I looked to my right, but with my head looking at the floor.

"What about it?" Benny asked.

"Listen, my hunger is getting stronger every time. You have no idea how much worse it got." I said.

I wanted to continue, but Benny didn't let me. "Are you saying that you're…?"

"Yes, I'm going to turn you… that is, if you're ready." I said.

Benny nodded at me when I looked at him. "I'm ready," he said. He took some steps forward until he was in front of me. "I'm going to do this."

I stood up and he walked to the corner of my room where he was near the bed. He closed his eyes shut and looked away. "Just do it, now."

I flashed out my fangs and looked at his exposed neck. I slowly walked really close to him and took a breath. I opened my mouth ready to take a bite. I sank my teeth into his neck and Benny groaned in pain. For the first time, I felt like I was floating in heaven. The taste of real human blood was so much better than blood substitute, better than anything else I had ever tasted. It felt like swimming in a pool of chocolate. It tasted like a tree made out of cotton candy, but a whole lot better. It tasted so good that I couldn't stop, but I had to. I needed to. I wouldn't want to drain him, so I stopped. I looked at Benny with my fangs still flashed out and he fell on the ground. He was unconscious. I lifted him up and placed him on my bed.

I sat down at the same corner I was standing on and sat down with my hands on my face. I couldn't believe I just turned my friend. I couldn't believe that my life was going to change. I didn't do this for myself; I did it for my friend. I couldn't leave him alone, aging while we didn't. This choice was just better than ignoring him.

I saw the door open slowly. I looked at myself, and I had some blood stains on my shirt. My fangs were still flashed out, and my mouth was covered in blood. The door was soon opened and Sarah was standing there.

"Hey guys, I wanted to check on you because Jane is already… Oh, gosh." She looked at me in shock and then looked at the unconscious Benny that was on my bed.

"I know what you think, but let me explain." I said.

"You don't need to. I completely understand why you did it." She stepped inside my room, looked outside, and then closed the door. I was back to normal and there were no fangs. "Are you okay now?"

"I guess. I'm not sure if I am." I shook my head.

Sarah sat beside me and hugged me. "I'm going to be right here beside you no matter what happens," She looked at me and said, "I have a question for you."

"Which is…?" I waited for her to ask me.

"How many people knew about you being a vampire before me?" She asked me.

She really did want to know. She was the last one who knew, and this reaction would be even worse than that last one. "Are you sure you want to know?" I asked as my voice was getting high. She nodded. "Well, Erica, Jane, Mrs. Weir, Benny, and Rory. So pretty much everyone." I said. She crossed her arms and raised an eyebrow.

"And I was the last one to know this because…?" She asked solemnly.

"I already told you. I don't need to repeat this a second time," I said.

"Okay then. I'll ask you another question, and please be honest," she said. I was afraid of what she'll ask me next. "When did Erica turn you?"

"How did you know Erica did it?" I asked her in surprise.

"Please, I know my friend. Now answer my question," she ordered me.

"Okay, fine. Maybe, about a month ago." I answered her.

Sarah didn't yell at me this time, she just placed her head over my shoulder, so I put mine over hers. The moment was silent yet amazing. Who knew a moment like that would end up being romantic? I removed my head, and then she looked at me. Our eyes met again and I noticed her smiling. She slowly leaned toward me, and I did the same too. We were almost going to kiss. Almost.

"Aaaah!" We heard Benny scream. "I did not expect waking up to this," Benny sat down with a groan. "I'm gonna leave you two alone." He walked to the door and exited.

"Different Benny, but still the same him." I said as I laughed, and Sarah did too.

"I have to leave too. Bye." Sarah waved at me then went outside my room.

I guess that Benny and I had to deal with our new lives. Me as a full vampire, and Benny as a fledgling.

Hope you guys enjoy this. Just to make it clear. I do not write slash, okay? Leave me and idea if you have one in a review. Peace out!