okay, heres the last chapter of whats done is done.

i have really enjoyed writing this, and hope youve enjoyed reading it!

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thank you to hedgieX who helped with the song choices and to brittinkath who helped with the poems!

so yeah, here it is...enjoy!

Chapter 12:

It was a week after the death. It was a week after Janet had become his wife. Andy lay in bed, looking up at the ceiling, his hands holding a picture of Janet. He had lost both his daughter and his wife in the space of a couple of weeks, his life turned upside down forever. There was a huge part of him missing, like someone had ripped out his heart, and left him with small pieces, memories…

Rachel lay in the arms of Sean, who had him wrapped around her. She had lost her bestest friend. The one who helped her through everything, the one who was always there for her, the one who mothered her and protected her. How she had been taken from the world in the matter of minutes, no-one had time to say goodbye.

Gill was sitting at the kitchen table, with a bowl of cornflakes. Sammy walking up and down, unsure of what to say. Gill had known Janet since the death of Joshua. Seeing how that tore apart the family. She had always been there for Janet, and Janet had always been there for her. She could trust her with her life. She was there through the whole Dave thing, and never judged, or said anything to anyone. How could she have lost her? Not being able to tell her stories about Sammy, Dave, Dave again and 'the whore'. Too much of a shock and too sudden.

Taisie was in the bathroom, sobbing. Her mother had gone. Forever. There was no getting her back. No 'Harry Potter' spells or 'superman' series to help. She was missing the biggest part of her life, her mother who was also her best friend. Always had her interests close to her, always put her first. Taisie began to think of all the mother-daughter arguments they had had. How many times Taisie had run to her room screaming 'I hate you'. She could never hate her mom. She never would.

Elise sat in her mother's room. Staring at the family photo they had had done last Christmas, when they were a full family. She looked at how happy they all were. Ade and Janet standing face on, head towards the camera, holding hands. Elise and Taisie sitting on the chairs, their legs folded neatly. They looked part of each other. Now what was left? It was like having glass half full, half a pizza, half a family. Elise let a tear slide out of her cheek as she shut her eyes. Janet was like the glue that held the family together. Having to cope when their dad left, cooking, cleaning, and looking after gran after her operation, working ridiculous hours to earn money for all the clothes and gadgets the girls wanted. When was the last time she had said thank you to her mother? The last time she told her she loved her? Or did something nice for her; the washing up? The ironing? Breakfast in bed on the weekends? It was all too late now. The only thing she could do for her mother was make sure she got the best send-off she deserved. She was the eldest of the children, so it was her responsibility to take charge. She needed to begin her speech.

It was the day of the funeral.

Everyone was an emotional wreck and they hadn't even got to the church yet.

The Hearse was going to travel from outside the station, along the roads and to the church, where everyone else would be. Andy, the girls, Gill, Rachel and Dorothy were going to go in a separate car and follow it.

As they approached the church, Rachel texted Ade, to let him know they were close – so he could warn the vicar.

They arrived outside. Everyone departed the car, and the women went inside. Andy, Ade, Sean and Mitch were going to carry the coffin, whilst Kevin and lee carried Amelia's. The flowers that spelt the word "mum" across the back window of the hearse were being carried down by the girls, and the extra bunches of flowers were being carried by Pete.

As they entered the church everyone stood up and the song 'if I die young' began to play. Gill and Rachel recognized this straight away. It was Janet's favorite song.

As the men approached the front with the coffin and laid it down everybody took a seat. Kevin and Lee placed Amelia's down next to it. There were quite a few there. Andy didn't know half of them, he could see MIT, the Chief Con, Julie, Sammy, the doctor from the hospital, her family members, cousins, aunties, nieces and nephews, a lot of people had turned up, to say goodbye.

"I would like to welcome you hear today, to say goodbye to Janet. She was a wife, a mother, a daughter and a close friend to many of you. She was a high spirited woman, who loved her family a lot, enjoyed her life and enjoyed her job. She was good at what she did and never had a bad thing to say about someone. She lived a healthy life, until she was taken from us so suddenly. We are also here to say goodbye to Amelia, who didn't even make her first breath. She will also be missed by everyone in here today, and she will be buried alongside her mother. It is clear, God needed some more Angels." He bowed his head before speaking again. "There are now going to be some speeches, from those closest to them, starting with Elise and Taisie, Janet's daughters and Amelia's sisters."

The girls began to walk up to the front, carrying the piece of paper so delicately.

"This is a poem for Mum, who was always there for us and supported us" Taisie began:
"We never got a chance to say goodbye
And now when we think of you all we do is cry
You left a message upon our hearts
One with which we shall never part
The things you taught us the world will never know
And now thanks to you we can finally grow
You taught us strength, you taught us courage
You taught us love and gave us knowledge
You made us smile when the tears poured down
You helped us to turn our lives around
We hurt each other it is true
But for the rest of our lives we will always love you"

Taisie finished the poem, and looked down towards the ground as Elise began.

"This is another poem for Amelia, who we never got the chance to meet but she was a beautiful baby, and our sister" Elise took a deep breath.
"Amelia, our hearts are broken forever,
People tell us that in time the pieces will eventually come back together,
if this is true, though hard to believe now, there will always be a space,
the piece to which has your name on its place.
Tears have been falling now for so long,
when we think of your beautiful face it all seems so wrong
you had so much to look forward to and so much left to do
But God needed somebody in heaven who is as special as you."

They bowed their heads and began to walk back to their seats, muffling their tears as they went.

Kevin slid past them, putting a hand on Taisie's shoulder as he walked up towards the front. He took a deep breath and turned towards the crowd and began:
"I can't believe Janet has gone, when it was only a couple of weeks ago she was telling me not to be sulky and 'grow a pair'. I'm going to miss her loads, as is everyone...there will be no-one to give me 'that look' when I've put my foot in it, and no-one to stop me and Rach from strangling each other. She was the peace-keeper in the office, not a bad word to say about anyone, and she always kept everyone happy. She was a true credit to the team...she was a wonderful colleague, and a true friend...and I know, that everyone..." Kevin took a deep breath, letting one tear slide down his face. "...everyone in this church will miss her greatly...Janet, we love you".

He picked up his paper and walked down off the alter. He walked back towards his seat, wiping his eyes as he went. No-one at work had ever seen him cry.

"There is now going to be a speech from Janet's two closest friends, Gill and Rachel" the vicar said.

Gill began:
"I know I can speak for everyone when I say, she was a wonderful colleague, an amazing friend, and lovely mother and a beautiful person, inside and out. When I think over all the memories that we've shared, there's no-one I would rather have taken her place, and it kills me to think that I'll never she her face..."

Gill broke off and began to sob. She fetched an already wet tissue out of her pocket, and began to dab her eyes. She sniffed, trying to get the words out, but they wouldn't come.

Rachel took over for her: "Janet has been like the mum I never had ever since I got to know her. She has been with me every step of the way, through thick and thin. She has praised me when I've done good, and scolded me when I've done bad, she had patience with me, when all else had failed, and stuck by me during everything. Apart from that she has been a best friend, the bestest friend anyone could ever wish for...I'd pour my heart out to her, and shed listen, not judging and not responding. She would just support me, and help me through whatever the problem was, she was my bestest friend and always will be" Rachel looked down, and Gill patted her hand. They walked back towards their seats together.

"Please stand to sing Hymn number 28 'Jerusalem'" the vicar spoke, as the church all arose.

And did those feet in ancient time
walk upon England's mountain green?
And was the holy Lamb of God
On England's pleasant pastures seen?
And did the countenance divine
shine forth upon our clouded hills?
And was Jerusalem builded here
among those dark satanic mills?

Bring me my bow of burning gold!
Bring me my arrows of desire!
Bring me my spear! O clouds, unfold!
Bring me my chariot of fire!
I will not cease from mental fight,
nor shall my sword sleep in my hand,
till we have built Jerusalem
In England's green and pleasant land.

"Please sit down" the vicar concluded. "There is now the speech from Andrew." He nodded towards Andy as he stood up.

"It's hard to let go. Knowing that you aren't going to be here anymore is the most difficult thing to accept. Not being able to talk to you anymore. Not being able to see you anymore. These all break my heart. I remember the last thing you said to me like it was yesterday. I miss you so much yet I know you are now in a better place. I remember what you look like, more so after what happened then before. It's just everything else is just a distant memory which I never want to forget. I'm not that religious, I follow the religion but I am sometimes skeptical about it all. I know he works in mysterious ways. I just don't understand why he would take you away from me. I'm waiting for the day that I can see you again. You appear in my dreams sometimes. Not all the time but it's enough to help me remember. I try not to miss them, I tried to get over them and not let it affect me. I've recently noticed, that didn't work well." Andy looked up towards the ceiling of the church.

"Amelia, this is for you, my darling"

"I never got to see your eyes,
or hold your hand, or hear your cries.
All I have are dreams of you,
those of which will never come true.
My heart sank the day that I knew;
I would never get to meet you.

Now, all I do is dream every night,
about what life would have been like.
What if you really had been born?
But all we have dreams of that,
and all we can do is mourn.

None of my dreams for you will ever come true,
because of that day God chose to take you.
But, my angel baby you will always be,
in my heart forever, forever a part of me."

As he returned to his seat, the vicar concluded "if you would all bow your heads and join in with the Lord's Prayer"

Our Father, which art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy will be done in earth,
as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive them that trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom,

The power, and the glory,

For ever and ever.

Amen.