BPOV:
I'm not 100% sure how I made it up to my room alive. I wasn't watching where I walked in the slightest bit. I was just focusing on the tingle buzzing on my lips. I was just focusing on the sweet taste on my tongue.
It was hard to hold on to the taste. It refused to spoil me. It just wanted to run away and make me chase it. I sighed as I jumped in the shower. Emmett was asleep in the guest room. A lecture I was more than happy to avoid. Yup, this is the life.
I flinched when the steaming water hit my face. Ow. I need to focus a bit more.
I bit my lip. He was a good kisser. I liked the way he teased my lips, making my mind go in overdrive and my body flood with hormones. I wanted to make him feel the same way. I wanted to stimulate him. I wanted him to want me like I want him. It wasn't fair I was the only one feeling this harsh fire spread from my fingertips to my toes.
I felt myself blush at the thought of him on me. I could already feel his cool touch, his sighs, his moans, his...
I snapped out of it when my mind went there, hold your horses girl!
I blushed and walked out to my room with my robe on. I changed into my mini plaid shorts and tight white tank top for sleep. I was tired.
I didn't like to stress considering it led to headaches. After tossing in bed for a bit i sighed giving up. I reached for my C.D. player deciding I might as well get around to hearing "Monster"by Lady GaGa. I nodded my head to the beat as her voice rang dirtily to Monster:
I wanna just dance
But he took me home instead
Uh-oh there was a Monster in my bed
We french-kissed on the subway train
He tore my clopthes right off
He ate my heart
Then he ate my brain.
I danced a bit to the song. It was good. I loved it.
I suddenly wanted to sleep. I didn't understand the workings of my body but you want sleep? Ill give it to you! I slipped into the sheets, slightly taking the way i felt a sense of heat in it. I frowned.
This was insane. We had barely confessed interest in each other. And i was already craving his touch, his voice, his body, his moans...
No! Bad Bella.
I sighed rolling in my bed and allowing myself to knock out. At least sleep could let me dream these...sexual...fantasies.
I was nervous as I ran to the company. Alice insisted I see the end result of the photo. I slipped off my headphones. Edward shot me a crooked grin as he typed on his latop, sitting next to Alice. She looked so...Alice.
I felt self-concious in my white tanktop and simple jean skirt. I smiled at her.
"What's on the agenda Alice," I asked fumbling with the black buckle around my waist.
"Oh, nothing, I just wanted to show you your picture. I couldn't pick one, so I made something like a collage of them." She chirped.
"I made a collage. Alice whined." Edward chuckled, walking over to me. She stuck out her tongue.
He turned the laptop screen to me. "Wow," I murmured. This girl wasn't me. This girl was pretty, no hot, she was not self-concious, she was...perfect. I felt myself tutn red as Edward wrapped his arms around me.
"You look absolutely beautiful." He murmured.
"Thank you." I blushed at his sweet voice. Why wasn't I present when God gave away all this perfection?
Alice studied us. "I thought you guys would look good together. But wow it has that meant to be picture." She had her finger on her chin. I turned a bright red.
"So that was the plan behind dragging me to that dinner after the photo shoot." Edward chuckled. They held each other's gaze and i didn't miss the silent exchange. Maybe it's a sibling thing.
"Well, I uh..." I felt awkward and shy around Edward. It was coming back. All that teenager running away habits were coming. I was suddenly scared. Was I falling for him?
"Actually Bella, would you like to go shopping with me? I need to get a dress for this upcomign fashion party. I believe Lady Gaga (actually lady gaga's song Bad Romance was in a fashion thing but this is all seperate though i will use that song. I don't own the unique, revolutionary Lady Gaga in any way.) will be promoting it. Hm..." Alice paused. "YOU SHOULD COME!"
"Lady-Lady Ga-gaga?" I choked. "You mean it!?"
She nodded surpised by my reaction. I let out a scream, pouncing on her.
"I LOVE LADY GAGA!" I screamed. I was so happy, I was like Alice jr.
"Bella wow-" Edward looked at me stunned. I looked down at him. Wait, Down?
Oh I was on her desk.
"Uh..." I got off carefully not bothering to ponder on how I got on.
"Sorry." I muttered, i was bright red.
They burst out laughing. I scowled, "I can't help being a fan."
"Well you pretty much acted like a crazy teenager." Edward laughed.
"Hmph." I turned. "Goodbye." I muttered walking out. I pressed the buttton to go down the elevator. I sighed tapping my feet impatiently.
"Hey Bella you didn't answer, will you come?" Alice poked her head out the office. She was giggling.
I stuck out my tongue. "Yeah Yeah. And I need a dress too so I'll come to the mall." I sighed, starting to mentally prepare myself.
"YAY!" She clapped her hands excitedly. I couldn't help but give her a tiny smile as I slipped on my headphones and walked into the elevator.
I didn't hear Edward calling out for me to hold the elevator. But just as the doors closed he was in front of me. Till a blonde crushed her lips against his and they tumbled to the ground. My eyes filled with hurt as Lady Gaga sang,
"That boy is a monster."
I am so sorry for the late update, college and high school finals killed me these past two weeks and ugh projects and essay. Please accept my apology.
*sigh* I have more bad news. I'm going out of town in a couple of days to Durango, a state in Mexico. So I'll do my best for new updates after this.
Aaaand sorry for the crushing, sad update but I just had my heart broken, again. Ha. please review!
