I'M BACK! OMIGAWD!
I hope you like this chapter.
i like the end of it.
i think it's cute.
Diclaimer: I do not own the twilight saga.
Jasper led me up into his room, pulling me by my hand. As soon as we got in he locked the door and attacked my lips. I couldn't help the moans the left my mouth at the sensation of kissing him. I wrapped my arms around his neck, fisting my hand into his hair.
Jasper picked me up in his arms, never breaking the kiss and walked me over to bed. Lying me down gently. I wrapped my legs around him when he was hovering above me. He groaned into my mouth, sliding his tongue to meet with mine.
I slid my hands up and down his shirt, suddenly hating the person who invented clothes. I started pulling his shirt over his head while he was kissing and sucking my neck. Once I threw the shirt to the floor Jasper started on mine, after awhile he couldn't be bothered at the slow pace and just ripped it off of me throwing it on the floor, causing me to laugh at him. I felt him smile against my lips, and I returned it.
I lifted my back letting Jasper unclip my bra, thus throwing it to the floor one second afterwards. I did the same to his pants and vice versa. After Jasper took off his boxers, he ghosted his hands over my body, taking my panties off slowly. I grunted as he took his freaking time doing anything. He just laughed at my reaction and went slower.
I finally got fed up of his game and pushed him so I was lying on top now. I glared at him, but softened my expression when he smiled and kissed my neck. I slowly sat down on his length, taking him in. The new position was really something. I adjusted to his size before I started rocking back and forth on him.
"I love you Bella." He whispered to me. I laughed at what his voice did to me.
"Love you Jasper."
*****
I woke up, being held in Jaspers arms. I groaned and rolled over so my face was in his chest. I didn't realise I was sore until I stretched out my body, wincing when I stretched my legs. Jasper noticed my expression and apologised to me for being too big, with humour in his voice. I just laughed and smacked him in the chest, thus hurting me further.
"I wish I could cause you pain." I joked.
"Every second that I am not touching you, cause me immense pain. Don't ever forget that." I laughed and rolled away from him so he was no longer touching me. I poked my tongue out at him. He growled playfully and pulled me to him once again, letting me fall asleep.
*****
I woke several hours later, after stretching out a bit I realised I was alone. I patted the bed next to me, but when no one joined I guessed it must be time to get up. I winced and stumbled my way out of bed, suddenly regretting round three. I laughed at myself while I put one of Jasper's shirts on and some of his boxers. I smelled his shirt, trying to memorise every bit of his scent. It was so unique, like orchids and vanilla mixed together, sweet, but comfortable.
I wandered downstairs to find the house empty, It was still dark outside, and I was guessing it was early morning. I figured I would go find Alice, since the other couples would be having sex at this time of morning. I shuddered and continued back up the stairs to Alice's room.
I opened her door to find her and Jasper hugging on her bed. I gasped and both there heads turned towards me.
"Bella, this is seriously not what it seems." I frowned, not knowing what to believe.
"What Jasper, was I not good enough for you." I didn't even realise I had been fiddling with the ring on my finger until Jasper eyed it cautiously.
"Bella, Come here baby, let me explain." I stood still, not wanting to go any further. Jasper sighed and looked at Alice before he continued.
"I was just comforting Alice, she misses Rose a lot. I was only hugging her I swear." I bit my lip, I knew deep down that Jasper would never lie to me, but I still felt insecure about the whole situation.
"Bella, he is telling the truth. We all miss her." Alice sobbed. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, knowing her pain was all my fault.
"This is my fault. I um, I have to go." I went to turn around, but a large cold hand was holding onto me.
"Bella, You are not leaving me again. I won't allow it." I started sobbing uncontrollably as I tried to loosen Jasper's grip around me. I trashed and clawed at his hand crying and sobbing uncontrolably.
After settling down and coming to my senses, I told Jasper it was okay to let me go, which he did reluctantly. "I'm sorry I should've believed you."
"Bella, it's okay. Don't apologise. Let's get some breakfast okay?" I nodded knowing whatever it was would taste great, even if it was made by people that hadn't eaten for decades.
"We should have dinner with Charlie." I said while sitting on the kitchen bench. Jasper nodded and agreed that it would probably be a good idea. I told him the story I told my dad and he laughed at me. I just smiled at his musical voice, memorising it.
Jasper handed me some bacon, eggs and french toast. It all smelt absolutely amazing and it made my stomach growl in anticipation. I dug into my food greedily, not being bothered to eat nicely.
"Bella, if you don't slow down you're gonna choke!" Emmett boomed. I just laughed, and chewed a bit slower to his amusement.
"Like you can talk Em! You took on three grizzlies yesterday!" Jasper laughed.
"It was totally worth it." Emmett smiled. I reached out and placed my hand on Jaspers, he looked at me and smiled warmly, which I returned. Jasper leant in to my ear and whispered something only for me.
"You have something in your teeth, let me get it out." I stayed frozen knowing the meaning behind his words. He moved his mouth from my ear, to my lips. Not even bothering to kiss me, Jasper flicked his tongue out and grabbed the food in between my front teeth. I giggled and kissed his grimacing lips from the taste of food. Jasper deepened the kiss by entering his tongue again, this time not searching for food.
"Ew! Get a room!" Emmett yelled. The happiest I had seen him in a long time. At that moment Alice bounded into the kitchen and wrapped her arms around Emmett's waist. I swear, I would have had to pick my jaw up off the floor if I hadn't been in Jasper's arms. Where they together?
"That's why you were in there this morning." I whispered to Jasper. He nodded and leaned into my ear once again.
"She felt bad, like she was betraying Rose." He stated.
"Rose would be happy for her." I said to no one in particular. I was somewhat glad they had decided to get together, they both were too happy and had too much energy for there own good.
I got up, retreating from the room to give the two privacy. I didn't know why, but I felt like I was intruding. Jasper quickly followed my pursuit, wrapping his arm around me.
"Bella? Are you okay?" Jasper frowned. I kept silent, not really knowing why I was upset. It wasn't the crying upset, I just felt well, shocked. I would have never pictured Alice and Emmett. Not in my wildest dreams, and even those were pretty wild.
"Fuck! I knew this would happen!" Jasper stormed out the front door, I wanted to run to him. To ask him what was wrong. It felt like my feet were glued to the ground. I tried yelling. It felt like my throat was on fire. I decided on letting out a sob, which was followed by more, and some tears.
Esme walked into the room, wrapping her arm around my waist and pulling my to the couch. I leaned into her hard, cold chest and cried. I knew this would happen. What happen? Did he fall out of love with me? Did I bore him?
After what seemed like hours I finally got the courage to lift my head up. My eyes felt like sandpaper, and my back was sore from leaning over. Esme gave me a worried glance, but quickly returned her gaze to whatever was on the TV. I didn't even notice it was on. I wiped my cheeks and looked out the window, it was still light.
"How long was I – er." Esme noticed my hesitance and answered before I could embarrass myself further.
"Awhile dear. It's about 12pm now." I nodded and told her I would be getting some rest up in my room.
I slid under the black comforter and cried myself to sleep for the first time since Jasper came back.
I fluttered my eyes and looked around. It was still light, but it had the golden glow to it, letting me know it was in the afternoon. Not that forks was all that golden. I turned around and was shocked to see Jasper sitting on the bed, playing with the sheets material.
"Knew what would happen Jasper?" I wanted to get this out of the way asap.
"Regret accepting my proposal." He whispered.
"Where the hell did you get that stupid idea you idiot!" I laughed.
"Well, you were just acting so weird from seeing them as a couple, I thought maybe you had a second thought about us."
"Jasper, that I the most absurd crazy thing I have ever heard. I love you with everything I have, and if you ever walk away from me again. I'll kill you."
"Esme told me what happened. Is that what happened when Edward left?"
"Sort of. But worse even." Jasper smiled a bit, pushing a stray hair behind my ear and kissing my cheek before rubbing my stomach.
"I'm going to be a dad." He beamed, realisation crossing his features. I grinned form ear to ear and leaned into Jasper.
"Do you think we will be good parents?"
"No doubt about it." He said with finality.
"Okay."
******
4 months later.
"Bella are you hungry?" Jasper asked sweetly. I wanted to tell him yes but my raging hormones told me differently.
"Why the fuck did you wake me to ask me that you idiot! Now I won't be able to get back to sleep! Guh" I yelled, pulling the blankets over my head and rolling over.
"Jesus." Jasper muttered before slamming the door behind him. I couldn't help but feel bad but I was seriously in the crappiest mood known to man.
JPOV
I knew she was hormonal but I spent hours making this breakfast for her and all she could do was yell at me. I know hours is practically nothing in my time but still. I slammed the door and stomped downstairs scowling.
"What's wrong son?" Carlisle asked, understanding my distress.
"I don't understand her fucking problem. I know all about hormones but seriously it's pissing me off!" I yelled.
"Jasper, stick by her. She needs you more than anyone right now okay?"
"How can I if she is just going to yell at me?" I raised.
"Just show her you are there for her. When she yells, even if you think you're right. Tell her she is right and you're sorry. I know this may sound difficult but a lot of relationships are put at high risk when the woman is pregnant. Though I do not doubt yours and Bella's love." I could feel Carlisle's worry, but I knew he was right. The only person Bella needed right now was me. I manned up and walked back up the stairs to find Bella walking out of the room.
"I'm sorry baby." She cried.
"No sweetie I am. Come here." I said opening my arms for her. She walked into my embrace and hugged me as tight as her frail body could. "I love you." I whispered countless times as she cried into my shirt.
"Oh my god." Bella gasped freezing in place.
"What's wrong Bella?" I panicked, Carlisle joining us in seconds. Bella grabbed my hand and pulled it to her stomach. Not even in my panicked state could I have missed the feeling of my baby kicking at Bella's stomach.
"Wonderful." Carlisle beamed before leaving the room to give us some privacy.
"Our little baby." She cried.
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