Oh my gosh! I've been so busy, guys :( sooo many tests and don't even get me started on all of the homework! LOL :) I feel so bad about not updating in like forever! Here is a chapter :)

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That night Logan dreamt of his big brother and how much he missed seeing him every day. Things around here just weren't the same anymore without him around. The night flew by, Logan still being trapped in his dream world.

It didn't last so long though, suddenly the sound of yelled could be heard from his bedroom. It sounded like James and Carlos:

"You made him so upset, James! He's allowed to miss Kendall!" Carlos yelled.

James rolled his eyes, "I know that…b-but sometimes he seems too emotional…I think it's an act!"

"How could you say that?" Carlos sighed, "How could you possibly turn against your own brother, James? It's like I don't even know you anymore!"

Carlos turned on his heels and headed towards the front door.

"Carlos…I'm sorry!" James called after him.

"Just forget it…I'm going out for a walk." Carlos said, and with that he headed out the front door…ignoring anything else that the taller boy had to say.

James felt so confused with his feelings that past couple of days. He missed Kendall so much that it was putting him in this rotten mood. He snapped at Logan and now Carlos…they probably both hated him, and Kendall would have too, if he were there at the moment. The oldest boy sat down on the couch and look out the window to see Carlos with tears brimming in his eyes. He could remember how upset and mad Logan was at him the other night as well. It had all come together in his mind now…James had become a monster over the course of so little time, and he feared that he wouldn't be able to turn that around.

Logan's footsteps could be heard from the living room. Suddenly, James could see the youngest boy emerge into the living room. They made eye contact for mere seconds…that was until Logan tried to go back upstairs. James wasn't going to let that happen; though.

"Logan wait…"

"No."

"Please!"

"No."

"LOGAN!"

"Shut up, James." Logan said flatly.

"Logan…don't do this." He sighed.

"Watch me." Logan growled, heading back to his room.

Oh gosh…he was a monster now too. He was shutting out James, when the boy really just wanted to apologize. Logan felt just as overwhelmed as everyone else. He wanted to cry so badly…but could he? Wasn't that just weakness? Wouldn't it only make his problems grow further now?

The raven haired boy tried to keep back tears…but it was no use. Only a few minutes passed before Logan's dry eyes began to water. He sniffled and wiped his eyes. He wanted someone to be there for him…but nobody cared. Where was Kendall when he needed him the most?

James rushed up the staircase to hear the faint sounds of sobbing, "Logie…" he knocked on the door.

"Logie…please…" He tried.

The door swung open, and Logan pulled James into a warm embrace, throwing his head onto the pretty boy's shoulder. His cried only got louder as James rubbed his back soothingly.

"I-I miss h-him, J-Jamie." He whimpered, "I-I really do…"

"I-I miss him too, Loges…I miss him more than ever now." James rested his head on top of Logan's, whispering soothing words into the smaller boy's ear, trying so hard to calm him down.

"Please tell me we can visit him soon…" Logan murmured.

"I really hope we can, buddy…" James smiled, "I think we will be able to as well…"

Logan's eyes lit up, "When?!"

"Well, Dad wants to invite Charlotte over again tomorrow and wants Kendall here as well."

A big grin played on Logan's lips. Kendall was coming back for a little bit…and he could actually stay this time.

Ugh…it's short :( sorry!

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~EMiLY