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"Harry," Draco said sitting on my bed, "This place is so clean."
"Yeah," I said laughing, "I like things being clean."
"Oh," he said looking around.
"What's wrong?" I asked confused.
"It's so clean," he said once again.
"Is that a probably?" I said watching him stand up.
"I just…" he said biting his lip, "I just want to mess it up."
"Okay," I said nodding.
"Sorry," he said blushing, "I'm not used to things being so clean."
"It's fine," I said calmly, "Come here."
I climbed on the bed and patted the spot next to me. Draco climbed on the bed with a nervous look on his face. I didn't know if he was nervous being this close to me or because of what I was implying.
It wasn't that I was really thinking of doing anything to Draco like that, but I knew that I wanted to. Draco was such an amazing person that I truly wanted to know what it would be like to be with him.
Once Draco was sitting next to me I closed the curtain and spelled it so no one could hear us in here. I wanted to talk to Draco seriously, but I knew that if there was a chance someone could hear us Draco wouldn't talk.
We were quiet for awhile before we tried to talk. I had so much to tell Draco and no way to really say what I wanted to. There was so much to say to him. How was I supposed to tell him these things?
"Draco," I said sighing, "We need to talk."
"I know," Draco said nodding.
I stared at Draco for awhile longer before placing my hand on his cheek. The feeling of Draco's skin under my fingers was so amazing. His skin was so soft and I loved it.
"I like you a lot Draco," I said calmly, "And I know that you might not like it, but I'm going to help you. You need help. I also know that we're going to save James."
"I believe you will," Draco said smiling, "But you need to realize something also."
"And what's that?" I asked confused.
"That I'm not ready," he said slowly, "I'm not ready to admit I have problems and I'm not ready to get the help you are going to give me. I'm still going to need time."
"Okay," I said sighing, "But I'll be with you the whole time. I'm not leaving your side no matter what."
"Why won't you leave?" he asked staring at me.
"I like you too much," I said honestly, "And I'll help you get pass this."
"Good," he said nuzzling into my hand.
I moved so I was leaning against the pillows and pulled Draco closer to me. Once Draco was resting his head on my chest I ran a hand through his hair. Draco seemed so comfortable laying on me.
It was amazing how it felt to have him laying on me. I could feel his warmth through my clothes and it felt wonderful. I know that Draco isn't ready to changed, but I'm not going to stop.
I looked down at Draco and saw that he was fast asleep in my arms. I didn't want to move at all, but then I heard something hitting the window. Curiosity filled me too much though and I got up.
Going to the window I saw an owl sitting there with a letter on his leg. I took the letter and read it quickly. It was from Lucius. He told me that he was going to try to come see us.
He suggested that we meet someplace during the trip to Hogsmead. He also said that he was glad that I was there with Draco to help him through this. I was happy that he wanted me to be with Draco.
I know he didn't know that I was dating Draco, but I hoped he was this happy when we told him. Draco was a great person and Lucius loved him so much. Draco was like a son to him.
I figured that the next time we would be going to Hogsmead was over the weekend, which was three days from now. I hoped that I could take care of Draco for that long.
"Harry," Draco said from my bed, "What are you doing up?"
"Nothing," I said placing the letter down in my drawer, "Why are you awake?"
"I was getting cold," he said shrugging.
"Oh," I said smiling.
"Are you going to come back?" he asked biting his lip.
"Yeah," I said climbing next to him.
"Good," he said cuddling into my side.
I smiled happily as Draco fell back to sleep. Draco seemed to like me a lot and if this is how he acted around me than I was happy. Nothing could make this better at the moment.
Nothing was going to change with Draco for awhile though. No matter how worried I was I had to wait until he was ready. I just hoped that he would be ready for help soon.
With a sigh I closed my eyes and focused on how great it felt to have Draco in my arms. Nothing I had ever felt was better. My dream was finally coming true. I wanted Draco for so long it was surprising to finally have him to myself.
Nothing was going to change with Draco for awhile though. No matter how worried I was I had to wait until he was ready. I just hoped that he would be ready for help soon.
With a sigh I closed my eyes and focused on how great it felt to have Draco in my arms. Nothing I had ever felt was better. My dream was finally coming true. I wanted Draco for so long it was surprising to finally have him to myself.
I didn't want to lose Draco because of this stupid problem he had. I knew that it was very serious, but I needed to get him past this and Lucius should help a lot. Anyway, Lucius should have some idea to get James out.
Sighing one last time I hoped that I was able to fall asleep soon. Draco looked so peaceful that I wanted to join him in the dream world. I just wanted to be with Draco so much.
Few things in my life did I really want to keep for the rest of my life and Draco was one of them. I don't know why I was so attached to Draco already, but since I was I needed to figure out what to do.
Oh well, I thought as I let the sleep world take me. Every that had happened the last few days could wait until we were both completely rested and awake tomorrow morning.
