Chapter 12
Hopefully this makes sense
"You can come out now" she yelled out still leaning against the rails.
Jason just looked at her.
"What" she asked
"If I wasn't here would you have told me about seeing Jerry" he asked honestly wanting to know her answer.
"No probably not" she said looking at her hands still not tuning around.
"That's what I thought you wouldn't give him up for anything" Jason spoke.
"What the hell is that suppose to mean" she asked pissed off once again.
"You would do anything for him wouldn't you" he asked.
"I think we established that already Jason" Sam said looking at him as if he was stupid.
"After everything he did your still loyal. He couldn't even abide by the rules of your deal but yet you wont give him up that's a one sided friendship" he said .
" People said the same thing about Carly and Sonny so what's your point" Sam stated she didn't want to argue with him but she wasn't going to let him bad mouth Jerry.
"You don't know anything about our friendship it's not lopsided" she told him.
"What has he every done for you beside paying for your time at college and getting you out of that hell hole" Jason asked.
" Jerry has betrayed and backstabbed every person he comes in contact with" he said wanting to get thru to her.
"Thing's you don't need to corner yourself with. Jerry has betrayed others but he would never do that to me" she said shutting down.
"Don't do that" Jason told her.
"Do what Jason"?
"Don't shut down on me. I just want to know why he deserve your loyalty " he told her walking closer.
" You know what he did" Sam said
" He has done some pretty fucked up things since he left you in England Sam. I wish I could let this grudge go for you but I cant baby. He needs to pay" Jason said turning her around so he could see her face.
"Why do you want to hurt him so much " she asked.
"He was responable for my father's death and terrorizating this town Sam you know that" he answered
" So you want to kill him to avenge your fathers death" she asked
" Of course I want him dead" Jason stressed.
"Your father died from an heart attack that wasn't his fault "she said.
"He was under a lot of stress because of the hostage crisis" he said .
"I thought he was having mini heart attack's way before the hotel crisis " she stated.
"It doesn't matter he had the heart attack there with Jerry and he did nothing" Jason almost screamed.
"A father you couldn't stand or like" Sam pointed out.
"No matter what he was still my father you would go after the bastard who killed Clay also" he told her.
"You meet my father and no I wouldn't I would shake there hands for a job well done" she said looking serious.
That eyebrow was raised again.
"Your lying we both know that no matter what happens between you and Clay you would do your best to avenge his death if not for him but for your brother's" Jason told her looking in her eyes.
"You can keep thinking that Clay can rot in hell for all I care I'm sorry he died but that's life" she said shaking her head.
"Are you actually defending Jerry's action and could you stop with the whole cold hearted bitch routine you don't have to act like that with me",
"I'm not defending him and it's not a routine" she said trying to turn around.
Jason grabbed her around her waist and backed her up toward the railing trapping her between his arms.
" One of these days your going have to chose between me and Jerry" he spoke staring her in the eyes.
"You cant ask me to do that" Sam told him.
"I can and I just did I wont share you with the likes of Jerry Jack's Sam you have to chose to protect him or be with me and step aside it's that simple".
" No it's not" Sam said looking down
" Yes it is he's a grown man you cant protect him from what's coming to him. He hurt too many people your family isn't going to keep helping him. You and I both know it" Jason told her
" What do you suppose I do turn my back on him would you do that to Sonny" she asked him
" I wouldn't know he has never stabbed me in the back" he stated
Sam just looked at him.
" Ok he did but we got past our issues with Carly" he told her
" And Jerry has never stabbed me in the back" she said
" He did something to your father that he considered disloyal so that has to mean something about his character"
" So what am I suppose to do huh give up on him" Sam said looking as if she was about to cry
" You can either give up on him or give up on me no matter how much I want you I cant play nice with Jerry" Jason told her looking her dead in the eye
Sam went over everything in her head she loved Jerry but her love for Jason consumed her to no end.
She really wanted to be loyal to both parties she knew no matter what she would have to give up one of the men who held a place in her heart.
There was Jerry the man who rescued her from that hell hole and help her with college and some business.
But other than that she didn't really know him.
All she knew was what people told her about him and the little time she spent with him.
Then there was Jason the only man she every gave her heart to.
While they were together everything was fantastic and amazing he treated her like a lady and got to know her.
But he still left her at the end of the day.
No matter how hard she tried no man could measure up to him in any way.
Shaking her head she answered him.
" I'm not going to choose so there wont be any ultimatum happening" Sam spoke
" What" Jason asked her
" I'm not choosing I'm neutral like Switzerland. Whatever you to do you leave me out of it. This grudge is between you two not me" Sam said looking him straight in the eye's cocking her eyebrow waiting for him to challenge her.
" So I could go and kill him right now and you would do nothing" Jason questioned cocking his brow also
" It's business right and besides he told me not to get involved so I'm not. You two can do as you please just don't drag me into this mess. Jerry can take care of himself" she said
" What if he asks you to help him" Jason asked
" Then I will but not if I think it was anything that could be used to hurt you" she told him
" So what do we do know " Jason asked
" You can move out of my way" Sam said fiercely
" What's the problem now" he asked
" You thought I was going to go for an ultimatum who did you think I was" she asked
" It wasn't an ultimatum" he said
" Yes it was and they don't work on me. Until you learn how to talk to me kiss my ass" she said walking away
" Gladly" Jason yelled
" I said kiss not lick" Sam stated turning around to look at him
" Either way I'll do it" he told her
" Your such a perv" she said laughing
