Sorry it has taken me a while to update again. I had this super big project due that would make or break my grade so i was 110% foccused on that. this is another short chapter...BUT i think you might like it. Pretty please Review. Oh... and just a random thing... I HATE THAT THEY SHOWED US THAT AWESOME PROMO... and are making us wait extra long. :(
I do not own Castle... but if i did that next episode would be playing this next week... not a whole nother week away. Oh... and if i owned it Castle would probably have a pet Kangaroo.
She had gone home, but didn't stay there for long. She wanted to be with him, needed it. She needed him to know how she felt. She didn't know what he would say, or if anything would happen, but she couldn't be near him anymore without wanting more than just stolen glances and their fingers gently brushing each other. So she would tell him and if things didn't go in her favor she would learn to deal with it. It would hurt like hell but these feeling she had for him were too much for her to keep inside.
Then she was at his door, knocking quietly. It was almost eleven. She knew she should have waited until tomorrow. She would have if they wouldn't have had that moment at the park. She had been so sure they both wanted it to happen. But then he backed away. She could still feel his hand on her cheek. He had held her so delicately.
She heard the lock click and his door opened. He was in sweats and a T-shirt and his hair was sticking in every direction.
"Kate?" He looked out at her, confusion on his face. "Are you okay?" His confusion turned to concern. Now she had to tell him. It all seemed so much simpler in her mind. Now she felt nervous and afraid of rejection.
"No." She said quietly, it was almost a whisper.
"What's wrong?" He asked stepping aside so she could come in. She brushed past him and took a deep breath. He moved so that he stood in front of her.
"You drive me crazy." The confusion was back on his face.
"I...uh…" She didn't let him finish.
"You came into my life like a wrecking ball tearing everything apart. I was perfectly content with my life and then you came along… you came along and changed everything. You drive me crazy… because I'm crazy about you." And with that she didn't know what else to say. She waited for him to say something, but he didn't.
"On that note, I think I'll be…" She was turning to leave, tears starting to form, when he grabbed her arm and spun her around. His eyes went from hers down to her lips and then back again. Then, his lips were against hers. Her whole body felt like it was on fire as she kissed him back. Their lips parted and the kiss deepened. Her arms wrapped around his neck as he pushed her back against the wall. She lightly moaned in his mouth and she felt him smile against her lips.
The need to breathe became too hard to ignore and the pulled apart. He rested his forehead against hers and breathed deeply. After a few more breaths he lifted his head and brushed her cheek with the back of his fingers.
"I'm crazy about you, too." He whispered. She smiled and their lips were back together for a soft kiss. One thing she found she liked about kissing him, aside from the fact that she was kissing him, was that it felt real. It wasn't a dream, it was so much better.
