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PPOV
So watcha gonna do when you're done with your patrols?-Quil
I dunno-Paul
I bet you're gonna go see Bellaa-Quil
Shut up Quil-Paul
Well are you?-Quil
That's none of your business Quil. Butt out.-Paul
That would be a yes. Dude you're whipped-Quil
You don't know what it's like to have an imprint okay? I have to be near her. When I'm not I feel….empty.-Paul
Wow man. I never knew you could be so deep-Quil
Before I could kill Quil for teasing me about my imprint I felt a searing pain rip through me.
I phased involuntarily and doubled over, gasping. Quil raced over to me and phased, kneeling beside me.
"Get…Sam…." I wheezed in between pants. He nodded and disappeared into the trees. Once he left I realized that the pain was coming from my chest. If I concentrated I could feel a deep sadness and it was agony. My mind instantly went to Bella. Was she alright? Who the hell was making her so sad? If I found them I would rip of their head.
By the rime Quil returned with Sam, the pain had faded and all I could feel was her sorrow. Sam sat down beside me where I was curled up in a ball on the ground.
"What is it Paul?" he asked worriedly. I took a breath and spoke.
"Sam its Bella. I don't know what happened but I can feel her emotions and she's in pain. What do we do Sam? You have to help me," I begged him, my voice shaking. Quil looked at me in surprise. I never begged. Ever.
"Come on Quil, Paul. If she is in as much pain as you describe, then we have to go to her. Being her imprint, you can help her Paul," Sam told me pulling me to my feet. I nodded and took off running to her house. As I came out of the forest by her house I could hear her up in her room sobbing. Another wave of pain hit me and I breathed in sharply before walking up to her window. I looked and Sam was right behind me followed by Quil. I readied myself and jumped through her window, gracefully and silently.
The first thing I noticed was that Bella was sitting on her bed with her head in her hands, deep gut wrenching sobs shaking her body violently. The second thing I noticed was a sickly sweet smell that made my vision red and caused a growl to erupt from my throat. Bella jerked her head up with a gasp. As soon as she saw me she dissolved into another round of sobs. I went to sit beside her and went to put my arm around her. Bella scooted away from me and my heart jerked in my chest. I sat back on the other side of her bed to give her space.
"What's the matter babe?" I asked gently. She shook and laid her head back in her hands. I sighed. She finally lifted her head and met my eyes. Her cheeks were streaked with black and her eyes were all red.
"What's the matter babe?" I asked gently.
"What happens when you imprint Paul?" she asked softly, startling me.
"What?" I asked her, not sure if I heard her right. She glared at me.
"What were you going to do if you imprinted? Were you planning to just ditch me like Edward did and break my heart? Because I don't think I could survive that again. OS why lead me on like this? Why play me?" she asked me with growing anger. I stared at her dumbfounded.
"Bella I-"I tried to say but she cut me off.
"I don't wanna hear your excuses. Just go away," she said. I shook my head.
"Bella just listen to me. I need to te-"she cut me off again.
"Leave me alone Paul! Just go away!"She whisper yelled at me. I hung my head and, because had to make her happy, I left her room.
BPOV
After Edward left me, my sobs got worse. The pain I felt was unbelievable. Some part of me understood and scolded me for getting involved with him. But another part of me, the selfish part of me, internally screamed at him and wondered why does this stuff always happen to me? I was confused and hurt all at the same time. I didn't know what to do, so I sat down on my bed and stayed there, waiting until all my tears dried up.
I cried for Edward and how he left me in the woods to fend for myself back in September. I cried for Alice, my supposed best friend who left without a fight and who never even tried to contact me. I cried for Carlisle and Esme who were so much like the parents I always wanted. I cried for Emmett and his silliness and even Rosalie and Jasper. But mostly I cried for Paul. How he broke my heart, maybe unintentionally, maybe not. Who pretended to care about me and led me on. And I cursed myself for believing that a man like him might actually love me. I was so stupid.
I don't know how long I sat there and cried when I suddenly heard a low growl. I snapped my head up and saw Paul standing there staring at me. The sight of him brought on another round of sobs. He came over to put his arm around me and I scooted away. I could tell he was hurt by my reaction, but he went and sat on the other end of the bed.
"What's the matter babe?"He asked me gently. I trembled and laid my head back in my arms. I heard him sigh and I lifted my head back up. I saw him take in my appearance and the look on his face was murderous.
"What happens when you imprint Paul?" I asked softly. He looked confused.
"What?"He asked me as if he weren't sure that he had heard me right.
"What were you going to do if you imprinted? Were you planning to just ditch me like Edward did and break my heart? Because I don't think I could survive that again. OS why lead me on like this? Why play me?" I asked him with growing anger. He stared at me, a surprised look on his perfect face.
"Bella I-"he tried to say but I cut him off.
"I don't want to hear your excuses. Just go away," I said. He shook his head.
"Bella just listen to me. I need to te-"I interrupted him again before he could finish.
"Leave me alone Paul! Just go away!"I whisper yelled at him so I wouldn't wake up Charlie. He hung his head and, left my room. As he jumped out the window, sobs racked my body once more and I buried myself under the covers, miserable.
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