I was not able to go to school for the rest of the week. Poor Clyde had to finish up the remaining report by his self. I took the pills and jacked off repeatedly for the reminder of my heat replaying what happened in my mind with Clyde. I never felt anything for Clyde besides the fact he is my best friend. I mean this whole thing is weird as fuck.

I head into the school on Monday morning not pleased with being an omega and praying no one says a damn word to me about it but that quickly goes out the window as Bebe sees me on the way to class.

"Congrats Craig!" she exclaimed. "You make a good omega. Are you glad you finally presented?"

"Not really" I muttered. "I really don't want to talk about this." I push pass her and head into class. I sit down in my usual seat in the back. I would skip but after missing most of last week I figured I could at least show up today. I watched as the others come into the classroom. I know they can smell my status and they are looking at me. I start to feel uncomfortable.

"Oh shit, you're an omega!" exclaimed Jason. I give him the middle finger not giving a fuck if the teacher saw me. "You can keep that shit to yourself." Jason gave me that command in his alpha tone so I could not flip him off again even if I wanted to which pissed me off even more. I glare at him before pulling out my phone to distract me.

"It's not so bad being an omega" smiled Butters. "You should come sit with us at the front of the class."

"Yeah, no" I replied.

"If you need any help just let me know" said Butters. "We are all in this together you know." His voice is starting to annoy me so I am glad when I see him heading towards the front of class. Token and Clyde walk into class together. My eyes meet with Clyde for a moment and I relive everything from last week. I am thankful for showing up in my pj bottoms and not my skinny jeans. No way I would have been able to hide my erection at all.

Ever since Clyde helped me with my heat I have not been able to get him off of mind. It's like the omega inside of me is in love with him or something. I get hard whenever I think about him. This is my first time seeing him since it happened so I was not expecting this wood to present itself.

"Hey, how you feeling?" asked Token.

"I am here at school; how do you think I feel" I said rolling my eyes. Clyde sits down in front of Token. I wonder if anyone else knows we fucked. I stare at his fluffy brown hair and him in his letterman jacket that he never seems to go without. Clyde is pretty popular with the girls and has had lots of them. I wonder if he has ever been with a guy before? The million-dollar question I have been asking myself many times over the past week.

I feel like he doesn't want to talk to me. I had been texting him but not getting any replies. I finally just said fuck it and decided to move on. The rest of the day I kept getting a lot of looks and congrats as if I was having a fucking kid of something. I never been so glad to get the fuck out of there.

I swallow my pride and head over to Clyde's house. I would much rather get everything out in the open instead of us doing this tap dancing shit in class. It's like it shouldn't even bother me the fact that we haven't talked but it does. I don't know if it's me or the omega side of me. Everything is so confusing to me since I found out an omega. I have these new feelings that are hard as fuck to process. I arrive to the house and knock on the door and Clyde's dad answers.

"Clyde's not here" he states firmly. His dad is a beta. He did go through a phase where he experienced the pheromones of alpha. That was when he lost his wife, Clyde mom. I honestly think anyone would lose it.

"I know, I just needed to talk to him" I reply stuffing my hands into my jacket. Mr. Donovan opens the door and allows me inside.

"I heading out to work" he states putting on his blazer. "I trust that you won't do anything stupid. Tell Clyde I will be back late."

"Um okay" I am wondering why he even let me in. He heads out locking the door behind him. I am looking around because it has been a while since I had been over here. Clyde tends to hang out at school, the gym or my room. I head upstairs to his room. It looks the same for the most part. I take in his scent as I look around the room. His bed is on the same side as my bed. I noticed he has a picture of Token, Tweek, myself, and him. There is another frame with just me and him.

We have never taken a picture solo. I pick up the frame and it looks like the picture has been folded. I don't hear Clyde enter the house or even come up behind me. With me being in his room it's not like I could really smell him.

"What are you doing here?" he asked. I dropped the frame as I turned around scared a bit. His alpha pheromones are strong. He's not angry but something else is going on.

"I don't want things to be weird between us" I explain. "You have been avoiding me ever since my heat or whatever. I at least thought you would have returned my text or something."

"I have my reasons" stated Clyde tossing his backpack on the floor.

"Thanks for taking care of me or whatever. I know you don't swing that way so fuck me for feeling bad about it. We can act like it never happened and just move forward." Clyde chuckles. "What the fuck is so funny?"

"Nothing" he replies. "Thanks for asking how I was doing or how the project turned out." I roll my eyes.

"You know I don't give a shit about it." I replied with a shrug referring to the history project. Clyde sits on his bed and hutches over with his face in his hands. I can feel he is overwhelmed. "Hey man, are you okay?"

"I'm fine" he replied not looking up and his voice sounds wet. I usually don't show concern but I am kind of scared. Sure, Clyde can be emotional but this, this is something different.

"Your lying" I stated kneeling in front of him. Clyde laughs, he sucks at lying. Well at least when it comes to me. "I am just trying to be a friend like always. We never have secrets, why start now." I can feel his emotions are all over the place. Confused, not sure rather to trust me or not. He can always trust me. This doesn't make any sense to me.

Clyde looks at me and his eyes are clouded over. "I'm good. Really, you can leave now." He stands up.

"Are we good?" I asked standing up.

"Yeah" he replied. I started to walk past him when we bumped shoulders. I felt this current go through my body. I look at Clyde and he is looking at me as if he felt it to. The omega in me is submitting to him as he leans in kissing me and I want him to and I hate myself for it. His lips feel even softer than before. During my heat, I felt like I could barely appreciate the small details.

Clyde grabs me by my waist pulling me closer to his body. I moan as my chest connects with his. I can feel his arousal as well mine starting to fill the air. It's not as intense as heat but it makes me feel just as horny. I can feel myself getting hard as Clyde and I continue to make out. I finally feel his hand grab my dick. I whimper with the contact.

Clyde pulls back and tossing off his jacket. His eyes are still trained on me. I swallow the nerviness I am feeling from him looking at me like I am prime rib.

"Take off your clothes" demanded Clyde in his alpha voice. I don't like being told what to do by alpha's but this is Clyde and I trust him. Although he could have asked me and I probably would have done it. I stand completely naked in front of Clyde blushing like crazy. I don't think he has ever seen this much of me at once. Last time I at least had a shirt on. He licks his lips as he removes his clothes. My eyes go wide as I notice the monster he is carrying between his legs. Was that really inside of me last week, Jesus Christ. "Like what you see?"

I blush and look away. Clyde instructs me to lay on the bed. I have no idea what to expect. I mean I slept with Tweek but I was the top. I was a bottom for the first time during my heat with Clyde. He didn't hurt me but I was sore as hell the next couple of days that was over shadowed by all the masturbating I was doing. I know some people expect me to be a total slut but I really don't just give up to anybody. I looking up at the ceiling feeling a little cold not knowing what to expect.

Soon I could something wet and hot on my cock. My eyes roll back into my head from the contact. I sit up and I can see that Clyde has his mouth wrapped around my dick. Is this really happening? I see him swirl his tongue around my tip causing me to gasp.

"Don't hold your voice in" he says. "I want to hear you. I want to know I am making you feel good." He has no idea how good he is making me feel. He should be able to sense it but I guess that isn't enough for him. I feel him swallow me whole and I grit my teeth. He stops and demands in his alpha to hear me. He goes back down and now I screaming out like a bitch.

I didn't think it could feel any better than it does now. I spoke to soon as I feel Clyde sliding a finger inside me. Holy shit, where did he learn all of this? When did he learn all of this? I continue to let my voice be heard via the command he gave me. Once he works a second finger in I am really feeling it.

"Omg" I moan.

"You like that?" asked Clyde. "Do I make you feel good?"

"Yes" I reply with tears stinging the corner of my eyes. I feel Clyde touch my spot and I arch my back off of his bed. He puts his mouth back on dick and become sucking hard as he continues to attack my sweet spot. I grab onto Clyde. "I-I'm going to c-come." I feel him push hard on my spot spending a wave of pleasure exploding through my body as I release my seeds into his month. I am panting and coming down from my orgasm high. I feel the bed shift which causes me to open my eyes and Clyde is looking down at me. I can feel his cock at my entrance ready to enter. He slides in taking my breath away, I wasn't prepared for that.

"You feel so good" Clyde moaned. He started rolling his hips into mine earning more pleasurable sounds from me. "Fuck Craig." I can feel that he cares about me a lot. I think he loves me. What am I am suppose to do with this information? All of this is new to me. I didn't even know Clyde was into men. He finds my spot again and I moan into his shoulder. I am enjoying the ride until he commands me to look at him. The stare is so intense I end up coming all over my stomach.

I am not sure how much longer we end up fucking but by the time it was over I squeezed out another orgasm. On the last orgasm, Clyde actually bit down on my neck marking the shit out of me. It feels weird because now I feel even closer to him than before. My omega side is celebrating for Clyde wanting to choose me as a mate while I am freaking the hell out. I didn't bite him back so it's not complete. The omega side of me is wanting to bond with Clyde too but I am fighting it like hell. I am putting my clothes on and I can feel Clyde staring at me.

"I'm sorry" he apologized.

"For what?" I ask although I should know.

"For using my alpha on you" he explains. I turn to face him. I shrug.

"It's whatever. It's humanity, nothing we can really do about it. I have a question though. Are you in love with me or something?" Clyde face turns really red. I sigh because I don't know if I feel the same feel the same way. "I have to go."

"Wait!" cried Clyde. I keep going not looking back. I pull my phone out sending Tweek a message letting him know I am swinging by.

"Clyde, I can't do this right now" I explain. I am more than thankful he didn't knot this time around at least. Clyde doesn't say anything else and he lets me go.

I get to Tweek Bros and wait for Tweek out back. I take out a cig and start puffing grateful for the little cancer stick. I am almost relaxed and not so freaked out by the time Tweek comes out back.

"How is it going Craig?" he asks when he sees me.

"I am better now" I said tossing the cig to the ground and crushing it under my sneaker. "Um did you know Clyde is in love with me?"

"Ugh" said Tweek as he twitches. "Well yeah. He was jealous when we were dating."

"What do you mean?" I ask him feeling stupid.

"He was always staring" explained Tweek. "Like he was a damn spy for the government or something. I also felt like he liked having you to himself." I think about what Tweek said. I didn't really see any of this and I am trying to think back. I mean Clyde and I have always been close out Tweek and Token. I never thought too much of it. "What happened to your neck? Oh jeez, is that a bite!"

I brought my hand up to my neck. "Yeah, Clyde um marked me" I explained. "I didn't mark him back or anything like that. Damnit Tweek I don't even know if I have like romantic feelings about Clyde or not." Tweek nods understanding.

"How many times have you guys slept together?" asked Tweek.

"Say what?" I asked.

"His scent is all over you" explained Tweek. "It's so strong."

"Oh sorry" I apologize. "We just got done fucking and I came here. I don't even know what happened. I went over there to make sure things weren't weird between us because we hooked up at my first heat."

"Jesus Christ" exclaimed Tweek. He shook a little. "Well at least Clyde is a nice alpha. He doesn't use his powers for evil." I chuckle because he is so right about that. "Would it be so bad to love Clyde?"

"I don't know" I reply honestly. "I'm kind of scared. I mean he's my best friend. What if shit hits the fan you know? We won't be able to be friends after this. I need him in my world. Besides if love is anything like my parents' marriage I don't want it." I feel like a total idiot admitting this but I am being honest. Tweek is the only person I feel like being honest with.

"We are still friends" he explains. "We dated for years."

"It's different with you Tweek" I explain. "We came to the agreement on our own to end the relationship and stay cool with each other but Clyde. You know how over emotional he can get. Look at how he marked me today. How the hell am I am going to hide this shit at school." I take my hat off running my hands through my hair before putting my hat back on. Tweek smiled weakly at me.

"You want any coffee?" he asked. "It may make you feel better."

"Naw" I reply feeling my phone buzz in my pocket. I pull it out seeing that Token and Clyde have been blowing me up. I roll my eyes stuffing my phone back into my jeans. "Thanks for seeing me Tweek I will let you get back to it. I am going to head home and take me a nice long shower."

"That might be wise" said Tweek. He headed back into the shop as I headed towards home. As I walked home I was thinking what am I so afraid of. I mean I like Clyde maybe I could love him as well but I don't want to take that risk. I have seen so many friendships destroyed because of a failed relationship. I got lucky with Tweek. I don't know if I could be that lucky again. I think I always knew how he felt but I choose to ignore it.

I got to my house and I see Token leaning against his Toyota Rav 4. I should not be surprised to him but I am not in the mood to talk at the moment. I head towards the door as if I don't see Token.

"Don't ignore me Craig" he demands in his alpha voice. God damnit I hate this shit. I turn around and look at Token.

"What" I snap although the omega inside me is scared shitless.

"Come on man" said Token walking towards me. He stops once he gets close to me. "Don't be like that." I folded my arms getting prepared for what he had to say. "Look man Clyde is hurting right now. Can't you at least respect his feelings. You know how Clyde is."

"I wasn't disrespectful to begin with" I reply angry. "I mean for god sakes I came over to make sure things were cool with us after we fucked and all we end up doing was fucking again and making shit more complicated."

"Craig, you're the only one who is making things complicated. You could at least hear Clyde out." I see Token eyeing the mark Clyde left behind. "Ouch, does it hurt?"

"Not anymore" I reply. "Is there a point to this visit?"

"Look Craig, I am not trying to tell you what to do. I just want you to hear Clyde out. You have no idea how hard it has been to hold all this in for this long. You being an omega made it harder for him to keep this to himself." I roll my eyes. Alphas can be with alphas although that usually doesn't fair well compare to them being with betas and omegas. It's like omegas are made to be with alphas. It's some science behind but I never listened to that shit in class. I want to make my own way.

"I will talk to Clyde when I ready." I state firmly. "I need some time to think about this shit."

"Fair enough" replied Token. "I will let you go now. I will text Clyde and let him know you need some space. Just make sure to reach out him as soon as you can. Don't keep him waiting too long." Token walks back to his Rav 4. I go into the house not even bothering to watch him pull off. I go into the bathroom and shower away most of Clyde's scent. Thanks to his teeth mark some of his scent is still there.

I have a hard time sleeping at night. I keep thinking about if I want to even go there with Clyde. I mean he does make me feel safe but I don't know if that is the omega in me talking or myself. I decide not to think of anymore as I drift off to sleep.