Hello my lovelies! I am sorry for the long interval between chapters, *Tries the calm angry mob* sorry! But next week I have to hand back my laptop :( I know, I know no story for like nearly three months. But next Tuesday I will be posting a mega chapter that is uber long. But please leave a review and Follow! Love all you munchkins~ N
Caleb POV:
I shift in my bed, realizing that my left arm is asleep. I look over to Delilah, and I smile goofily; I do not dare to move, just incase I wake my sleeping beauty. But I want to see her violet eyes again, but I love how she whistles slightly when she sleeps. I sweep a strand of hair out of her face and her eyes flutter open. "Morning." I whisper. I kiss her temple and I wrap my other arm around her. Delilah snuggles into me.
"Thank you for last night Caleb," she sighs, her hands tracing the tattoo that covers my left bicep, her soft fingers trailing the ink patterns. She then traces up to my collarbone, my jaw and then lightly skims my lips. I lean my head down and press my lips to her, lingering ever so slightly. Delilah giggles and squirms out of my arms. She wraps her robe around her and winks, "I'm going to have a shower." I nod and sit up in bed, slipping into my boxers; I look into the mirror and find a muscly man looking at me, not a frail Abnegation boy. My muscles have filled out. I smile and slip into a dirty black t-shirt and walk to the kitchen. My apartment is only half the size of Tris's but its cozy, I make my self a cup of coffee and sit down at the small table. Soon after Delilah joins me and we make polite conversation.
"So how has training been?" I ask while spooning cereal into my mouth.
"Don't talk while your chewing!" Delilah jokes, "But anyway, training is going great! They're all really nice and stuff." She sips on her coffee, while her other hand rests on top of mine. "How has yours been Caleb?" she asks while giving my hand a slight squeeze.
"Oh well Eric is training me, he's fine I guess," I answer, Delilah raises her eyebrows. "Okay, okay he's very…rough around the edges, but he isn't actually mean on purpose. It's in his nature." Delilah smiles proudly at me and brings my hand up to kiss it. "What was that for?" I query.
"Oh, nothing its just that you always strive to see the better in people Caleb, not to mention your smart and kind." Delilah happily muses. I lean in and kiss her on the forehead, she chuckles as I pepper her face with kisses and eventually land my lips on her plump ones.
I check my watch: 6:43. "Sorry honey I have to get to training," I groan as I pull away, Delilah frowns and quickly kisses me one last time; I smile as I get up and make my way into my room. I slip into some black jeans and change into a maroon t-shirt and a black jacket. I comb my hair quickly, erasing any trace of bed-head and I hastily make my way out of the apartment, saying goodbye to Delilah as I leave.
I make my way through the Pit and into the cafeteria; I grab a muffin and a hash-brown, I wave to Uriah and Marlene as I push through the doors and walk up the Pit steps, onto the glass roof. As I round the corner, I see movement to my left. I look over and I see Four and Tris walking out of the fear-landscape room together; I feel that if I say 'hello' I will be intruding on something. I swiftly make my way through the doors to the dauntless head quarters and I catch the elevator in time. I stand there pondering on the scene that just unfolded, Four and Tris? What the hell? The doors open with a ding and I hurry into Eric's office, he sits there throwing a ball against the wall and catching it. "Morning Caleb, get enough beauty sleep?" I know Eric is trying to be funny sometimes but he just needs to stop. I grunt in response as I sit at my desk and Eric stands up stretching his arms, "I'll take that as a no then."
"Delilah was over and we had a late night last night." I counter. Eric's eyebrows shoot up making the metal on his face shimmer in the light. He smiles - stretching the piercings that line his lips - and nudges my arm.
"You got lucky?" he jeers, "She good… like yah know under the co-"
I cut him off, "Shut up! We just watched a movie and did other stuff no big deal!"
"Okay Prior." Eric whistles. "We need to get started on learning th-"
I zone out, his words not meaning anything, I keep thinking back to Four and Tris before. What were they doing in his fear landscape? I rack my brain for answers but none come to mind. It's not the 'what' questions that completely befuddle me. But its the 'why' questions that mystify me. Why did Four and Tris go in the fear landscape?
Tris POV:
I can't believe Four… well Tobias opened up to me like that! Everything is so clear now. I sit with him now in my apartment, watching a movie that came out before the war. The cities were beautiful gleaming with lights and cars zooming around magnificent buildings, I smile at the thought of living in a city like that, no faction no rules, no threat of being a divergent. I lean into Tobias and he wraps an arm around me, I kiss his jaw and he grins. His hand cups my cheek and pulls me to him; our lips work in sync, moving together in unison. I open my mouth and his tongue slides in, poking and prodding; making me instantly groan. I swing my leg over Tobias's lap, so I'm straddling him; I feel his smile against my lips and he starts to kiss my neck. I sigh as he nibbles on my earlobe and then lightly pulls his lips across my collarbone. I laugh as he bumps his nose on my chin while he goes to kiss me on the lips again. "Oh… Tobias." I say as he kisses behind my ear and under my chin. His hands roam my body and slip under my shirt. I feel my stomach drop and I start to freeze up.
"What's wrong?" Tobias asks as his now bright blue eyes brush over my face worriedly. "Did I do something wrong?" I shake my head and lift my self off of him, I can feel my cheeks are burning bright red and my eyes are darting everywhere bit Tobias.
"I-I just need to… ugh I'll be back," I stutter. I rashly make my way up the spiral staircase to my loft and I flop onto my bed. I bury my face into my hands and sigh. Why? Why? Why? Why am I so stupid? Why am I so scared? I fight a battle inside of my head, not even noticing that Tobias is standing at the foot of my bed. He clears his throat, I look up at Tobias and he raises his eyebrows. "I'm sorry, I haven't done… anything like this and I'm a bit…. scared," I falter. Tobias pulls me up into a hug and buries his face in my hair.
"Don't worry Tris I haven't done anything like this either," He murmurs. I relax a bit as his embrace slowly works the anxiety out of my muscles.
"You haven't done anything like this?" I question.
Tobias chuckles, "Weren't you there when we played Dauntless or Candor?"
I nod my head and reply, "I thought that you were only saying that because you didn't want sound like a man-whore."
He laughs, his body rising and falling against mine, I laugh a bit too and Tobias says, "I'm no man-whore miss Prior, I am genuine." He pulls my chin towards his lips and plants a tender kiss, I sigh as I wrap my arms around his neck and he secures my waist with his large hands. We start to deepen our kiss, letting our tongues roam and taste each other's mouths. Tobias starts to peel his shirt off. My breaths quicken at the sight of his bare chest, I run my hand up and down the chiseled figure before me and he laughs. I decide to take off my top, letting it hit the floor, Tobias's eyes stare down at my bra and I cover them self consciously. He removes my arms and whispers, "They're perfect." I kiss him firmly, receiving a groan in return. Feeling a surge of confidence, I slip out of my jeans and start to unbuckle Tobias's belt. He starts to fumble with my bra hook and I laugh into our kiss, he eventually frees it and sends it to the floor. He looks down at my bare breasts and smiles, he then slips out of his pants and pulls me closer. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist, he walks over to the wall and pins me against it.
"I want to try something," Tobias says between kisses. I nod and he carries me into the bathroom, not breaking our kiss. He places me on the bench top and starts to pull my underwear down, I hook my thumbs under the elastic of his boxers and see the prominent bulge. Tobias fully pulls off my underwear and I jump off the bench and scurry into the shower and turn on the taps. Tobias soon joins me, I smile as he pins me against the wall of the steamy shower and he says, "I think I'm in love with you Tris Prior."
Caleb POV:
I scrub my face with my hands as I stand out side of Tris's door, after a long day of training; Tris had a day off today, so she's probably home. I want to ask her about the fear landscape and about Four and about a whole heap of things. I knock, but no reply. So I knock again, but yet again no response. I turn the handle and find it open; I push it open and find no one home. I make my way inside and look around, the TV is on and there are coffee mugs on the table. Maybe she's up at the terrace. I walk up the staircase and find the bathroom door open a crack. I look in and my body goes rigid. I see a guy with the faction symbols tattooed up his back and his stark white ass pinning Tris up against the shower wall. She has her eyes closed as the guy slowly thrusts into her. She moans what I think is Tobias. I step back wards, not being able to wipe the image out of my mind. I start to notice clothes on the floor, my mind goes into shock and I bolt down the stairs, through the living room and out into the hallway; securing the door behind me. Bile threatens to make an appearance all over the floor, but I hold it back. I slowly go into my apartment and slump down onto the couch, I stare at one point on the wall and my mind replays the scene over and over.
Delilah enters the room holding dinner plates; she sets one down on the coffee table in front of me and kisses me cheek. "Hello Caleb." She sits on one of the armchairs and places her dinner carefully on my lap, she quirks her eyebrows and tilts her head, "What's the matter?"
I shake my head and mumble into my hands, "I saw Tris… and a guy… doing… it."
Delilah's brow furrows and she says, "I can't hear you Caleb, speak up."
I look at her and I try to compose myself, "I saw Tris and some guy… doing it in her shower."
Delilah's eyebrows shoot up and she drops her fork. "You saw what? Caleb! Why did you walk in on them? Why did you go into her apartment!"
I shake my head, "I don't know, I was looking for her." I respond.
Delilah's violet eyes look at me in shock she shakes her head and asks, "Who was the guy?"
"I don't know," I reply, "he had a big tattoo on his back and I think Tris said Toby or Tobias… I dunno… I just wish it would erase from my memory." Delilah chuckles and we eat the rest of our dinner in silence.
Afterwards we decide on watching a movie and drinking hot chocolate. We settle down and snuggle up on the couch as the movie begins, my mind races over the possibilities of who the guy could have been. Delilah sips on her very sweet beverage and kisses my cheek; I sip mine as well and kiss her temple. The movie plays on, but I don't take anything in, I'm still pondering on whom this guy is. Why would Tris keep this from me? Maybe was it because I kept it from her? And who is Toby or Tom or whatever his name is, guy? I need to find him.
I need to find the guy with the Faction tattoos.
Dun, dun, dun! So I just wanted to slip this little chapter in! Sorry I'm not very good at fluff and stuff. Ha that rhymed. But anyway leave me a review and follow! Ciao my lovely chikas! ~N
