A/N: So I lost my USB then I found it I'm so glad :D Its been a while but I've been planing my mothers day gift for my mother and she so loved it. I might start to wrap this story up there will only be 3 more chapters after this but I have made the choice that there will be a sequel or 2 it depends on how long I want to go. So I didn't really like writing in Chad's point of view but I will do the next chapter and then the last chapter for this story.
Don't own SWAC or songs
**SPOV**
Well its been two weeks and now we're in North Carolina at the state fair.
"Sonny, its time to get your cute ass on stage." Tommy, my body guard, told me. He has liked me from day one.
"Thanks Tommy, I'll be there in a sec." I said standing up in my robe. While walking to the center stage we did quick vocal warm ups.
"After this dinner?" Zora asked walking with me. I nodded looking around for Tawni.
"Um.. Zora where's Tawni?" I asked.
"She's hanging out with some VIP guys that came in about an hour ago." Zora said pointing up to the VIP section in the crowd. She wished me luck and I got up on the piece that rises up to the full stage.
"How is everybody to night!" I yelled as everyone started cheering once they saw me.
"Great so how would you like to hear a brand new song that no one other than the band of course has heard it yet?" I asked. All I heard was a roar of screams.
I started playing as did the band.
"This song is for Chad" I dedicated the song and all most every song I do to him.
"Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye."
I started sing and the cheering died to listen to the lyrics.
"Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
But don't let go
But tonight I could fall to sleep
to this beautiful moonlight.
But your so hypnotizing
you got me laughing while I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
I can say this I'm unraveling
And your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me."
I laughed a little waiting for the next verse to come around.
"Sing this high
Don't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
My stomach screams just when I look at you
Now fly away
So I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
But I can't get my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye"
All I could think of was all the people I meet before and how they hurt me.
"But your so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can say this I'm unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me
Now you see
Why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
So here I go
It's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real"
And Chad is the only one that I know has ever been right for me.
"But You're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And I can say this I'm unraveling
And Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me
And when I'm out? please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me"
I finished with the song and everyone loved it. After the concert we had a meet and great then we went to dinner.
"Sonny, I loved that song." Tawni said taking a bite of her salad.
"Thanks Tawn. It was for Chad the day he left I had time before you got there and I just wrote what came to mind and it just happened." I said eating my burger.
"I don't see how you stay so thin and still eat like a trucker its insane." Zora said eating her veggie burger. I laughed lightly.
"I don't know, but I need to stop eating so much but I just can't help it lately we've been on the road and I've been really hungry" I said finishing.
**Later that night**
I woke up at midnight running to the bathroom throwing up my dinner.
A/N: Review if you will.
Sorry that it took soo long but I had family down for my mother's day gift and was having fun with them plus I just didn't feel like writing but I'm back :D
'Till next time
Loves, Tabbyy
