Been a while since I updated this story, college and other stories have been whirling around in my head while writer's block persisted with this one so I decided I would just put words to WordPad and out came more and result is a chapter. xoxo


Beca hadn't had a goods nights sleep, she considered going incognito for the day but after last night she didn't think it wise to piss her dad off even more would be a good idea. Slowly opening her eyes Beca saw that her roommate was not there, good Beca thought.

Heaving herself out of bed Beca decided she would have a quick shower before heading to lessons, grabbing the shower bag she headed out.

Lessons could have gone a lot better for Beca she had a paper that was due and she hadn't even started it.

"Rebeca Mitchel, could you please tell me why you haven't handed me in your paper?" Professor Roberts asked he liked Beca even though he could tell she didn't want to be here she never caused a disruption and got her work done.

"Sorry, just Bellas rehearsals, and Aubrey going all King Kong on us," Beca said, which was half of the reason but she wasn't going to talk about the other reason. Her mom.

"I heard you came second congratulations, but why didn't you come to me I would've given you more time," He said he could tell there was something else but he decided not to push the situation but would inform her father that he thought Beca may need a talk whether it to be with her friends or father.

"Thanks, that wasn't enough for Aubrey though she could only point out how close we were to losing," Beca said looking down, you know if you lost more weight you may have won or at least done better to please Aubrey.

"She is a hard bargain, she means well though," He said, he gave Beca an extended date to get her paper done by, Beca thanked him and headed out. It was lunch so she thought she would hit the gym for half an hour then get a bite to eat. Or not.


"Hey Becs," Luke said, as he saw Beca enter the gym, he was lifting weights he enjoyed making Jesse jealous.

"Hey Luke," Beca greeted heading over to the treadmill starting out on a light jog.

They worked out in silence for a while each doing their own thing, Beca was thinking about the talk that was bound to come with her father she didn't want to talk to him, he wouldn't talk to her last night so why should he now? Why should I? Beca thought.

"So how was the comp," Luke asked, Chloe had told him what had happened but she tended to over exaggerate sometimes.

"Sure Chloe told you, we came second Aubrey got all we nearly lost then I got arrested for defending Jesse, who called my father who had no desire to hear what I had to say," Beca said, as she grabbed a quick drink before heading to get a yoga mat.

"Jees thought Chlo was making that up when she told me you got arrested, sure your dad will come around eventually give him time he may be in shock that you got arrested, I know it wasn't your fault Chlo also told me about the fight Bumper started, he needs a kicking up the ass hate that guy so fucking much," Luke said, as he changed weights to a lighter one to give his muscles a little rest.

"Hope he does I don't want him to think I'm a bad person or changing into being a bad person, just yeah Bumper is a dick I was defending Jesse he was one of the first people here that didn't piss me off I share a room with a fricking demon," Beca said.

"I know you are not a bad person Beca, and so does your dad and everyone else," Luke said as he switched again to a heavier weight and Beca did some yoga.

Ten minutes later Luke left as he had to get ready at the radio station, Beca stayed for a while longer beofre heading out for a run she needed to clear her head before her ownshift at the station.


Beca had been running for five minutes when she bumped into someone she would rather never see again.

"Oh its you loser, how does it feel losing," Bumper said, with a horrible smug smirk on his face.

"Get lost jerk," Beca said, before going to run past him.

"Ahhah jerk have you looked at yourself, no ammount of running will change how fat you are," Bumper said which caused her to stop. "Yeah, when was the last time you stepped on a scale, be careful when you do you might break it,"

"I've barley eaten for three days," Beca said, starting to feel sick.

"Are you sure cause its not working," Bumper said before he brushed past her.

Beca ran back to her dorm, not noticing Kimmy Jin was in the room she rushed into the bathroom and grabbed the scale stepping on it she started to silently cry at what she saw. 79 pounds. 79, Bumper was right she was fat, feeling the urge to vomit Beca rushed over to the toliet before emptying her stomach which was nothing but bile.

Standing up and walking over to the sink Beca splashed her face with cold water, her face with cold water looking at her face in the mirror she could still see all the fat clinging to her cheek bones turning away Beca grabbed her toothbrush and began to brush away the smeel of bile form her mouth.

An hour later she was at the radio station for her shift, she had managed to avoid her father who was probaly stuck in lectuers and meets all day.

"Beca, I just wanted to say i'm sorry about last night I should've asked you first whether or not to call your father I...," Jesse said he was sorry he really was, he started to worry when Beca inturrupted him does she not wanna hear it? She hates me great.

"It's alright Jesse I forgive you, I know you meant well who would've known he would react like that," Beca said giving her friend a hug.

"You alright Becs?" Jesse asked, as he felt how hot her forehead was as it brushed his arm.

"Yeah, why?" Beca asked confused as to why he would ask such a thing. Wait has he seen how fat I am, please no, please.

"Nothing, just you felt warm, like you were burning up," Jesse said as he walked over to the table with Beca.

"No, I feel fine," Beca said, as she took a stack of CD's and began putting them back on the shelves.

Several minutes had past and Beca was beging to feel really tired and her vision was beging to blur she tried to call out for help but she felt to tired to even talk, the next thing she knew her world turned black.


I hope you enjoyed it xoxox reviews welcome as always thank you for all of your follows and favourites they are really appricated.

I had a chapter like this planned some time for this story, the ending I always wanted to happen it was just one of the points I thought of when I started this story it was just when to have it happen, before or after finals I finally decided before so ya.