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EPOV

Work is often the father of pleasure- Voltaire.

I walked back to my room with a raging erection and thinking of so many things I'm surprised I didn't walk in a beeline or smash into everything that passed by me.

I opened my door in a haze, threw the keys down in my desk and let myself fall on my chair with a thud. I stared at the mahogany surface and relived every single moment that had passed between that little minx down stares not ten minutes ago.

My classroom began to fill with my eager students but I didn't pay attention much.

I must have looked rather stupid because of my over-excited students came up to me.

"Mr. Cullen," she asked in a what I guessed was meant to be a laced with sex and the smell of cheap perfume, "is something the matter?" I looked at her and right away my eyes were meet with How to Look Like a Clown 101.

"No, nothing's the matter Jessica." I answered in a whisper.

"Are you sure?" She gently put her hand in mine and I tried not to retract it from her overly warm digits. So different from Bella's hands…

"I'm fine, Jessica. Please take a seat the bell will ring shortly and I don't want to mark you tardy." I tried to sound like her teacher.

"If you need anything, anything at all, you could always come to me, Mr. Cullen." I felt like gagging, what this chick really coming on to me???

Yes she is.

I'm eight years older than her!

You need to get rid of her!

I know but how?

We'll figure it out… eventually…

"Thank you Miss Stanley, now sit down." I was loosing my patience and fast. I didn't need this crap right after the hottest and shortest make out side in my life.

"Yes Mr. Cullen." She gave me cheeky grin and swaggered down to her seat, I assumed she wanted to look hot for me but all I saw was a little girl trying to be a big girl.

The bell rang shortly and I stayed in my seat. I usually would get up and walk around while I taught, but today, for obvious reasons, I wouldn't be doing that today.

I started going over my roster seeing who was here and who was "sick".

My time passed rather slowly.

Don't think of her. You can't do that right now. Look where you are.

I know, but she's so…

Dude, I know ok? I know

I started teaching, "Ok so last time we finished learning how to read music, now we move on to the different types. Today, I will talk about wind instruments…"

When I felt that I was save to stand, I started going back to my normal teaching self and tried not to imagine Bella in any sexual way possible.

We were going too fast and part of me knew it. I didn't want her to think that I was just after one thing.

I had realized something, and that something was that I was falling for her faster than I could have ever imagined.

When I went with her and the others to the Forks Police Station I almost was thrown in jail when I started yelling at that fucking mongrel who was in the only jail cell of the station. He then proceeded to call me shit too and we were going at it until Chief Swan started yelling at me to stop harassing the piece of trash or else he would throw me in there with him.

I almost wished he had done so, because then I would have had a clear shot of kicking his ass again not caring if I was thrown in jail for some time.

"Yeah Charlie! Throw him in here, we'll see how tough this little prissy boy is!" The stupid motherfucking mutt yelled still looking at me.

"You fucking idiot, I made you bleed and because of me and my brother you have all those cuts and bruises!"

"Shut up Edward." Jasper told me, I was literally confessing in the middle of the police station.

"Yeah, well we'll see if you're tough balls when you're bodybuilder of a brother isn't there!"

"I am not a bodybuilder you fucker!" Emmett roared.

"Enough!" Chief Swan yelled as Bella, Jasper, Alice, our lawyers, the officer that went to the school to pick the fucking pervert up and my dad were standing there.

The Chief later told me in private that he was proud that Bella had such protective and nice friends to defend her when he wasn't there for her. I blushed and thanked him for his kind words.

I kept my eyes on Jacob as he stared hungrily at Bella, who was crying while she testified. I felt like tearing him a new one when he kept interrupting her saying that he was sorry and to please take him back.

Charlie told him to shut up or he would have to taser him, the mongrel whimpered at the threat and the Chief's sharp tone.

That's right. Her dad hates you.

When it was my turn I told them everything, and didn't hold anything back.

"Yeah, I beat him up." I confessed nonplussed.

"What was the reason behind your aggressive behavior?" Some random prosecutor from Port Angeles was asked to take the case since the Chief was far too close to the case being the father of the victim.

"Hmm… let's see," I counted the things with my fingers, "he trespassed into private property, he sexually harassed a fellow college, oh yeah and he emotionally scarred said fellow colleague."

"Edward." Carlisle threatened me, clearly telling me to drop my cocky demeanor. I just smiled at him and looked back at the prosecutor who was looking at me with a serious look.

"Thank you Mr. Cullen that will be all."

I grinned and got up, walking behind Carlisle who did not look very proud of me.

Jasper was next and he explained everything that had happened when he arrived at the scene seconds from when Bella did.

Alice was after him and she told the prosecutor that Jacob had come to the Academy and asked to see his "girlfriend who would be soon my fiancée", when Alice quoted the mutt I felt my blood boil again at the words.

I felt mixed emotions. I was angry that, even at that time before all of this happened, had the audacity to say that they might be getting married. And I felt jealous because even if that was beyond impossible, the idea of Bella with someone else was becoming more and more unbearable for me.

It was then that I noticed that I didn't just want to protect a defenseless colleague, or possibly have a few fucks with her, I wanted more than that. Far more.

Today though, I let the feral side of my feelings take over and I was glad I did. It showed me that she had the same sexual desire for me than I had for her.

But it made me wonder.

Is that all she wants from me?

A sexual relationship and nothing more?

The time will come when you must ask her this, don't beat yourself up until its time.

I know but-

The time will come.

If you say so…

Just have a little faith, that's all I'm asking.

Alright.


When the day was done, the high that I had been on because of our little session was gone, and now I had an empty void in my heart.

I was worried because of for so many reasons.

And yet I felt excited. The feral side of me wanted more of her body and the gentle side of me wanted to just sit next to her in sweet silence…

I was so screwed.

I was lying on my bed, lights off when I heard the pounding of my brother on the other side of my door.

"Come in!" I called out, but stayed in my position. Right hand folded behind my head, staring at the ceiling above my bed.

"Hey bro!" Emmett said opening and closing the door. "Oh fuck are you up to something you shouldn't be doing and that's why the lights are off?

"Shut up, I'm not jacking off if that's what you're implying!"

"Right, dude right." He didn't turn on the lights but let out a slow laugh and sat down in on of the corners of the bed, looking at me through the mask of the darkness.

"Are you just going to stare at me or what?"

"Chill dude, I just came to see if you're ok."

"Why?"

"I noticed at dinner that you seemed distant and quiet. You played with your food instead of eating it." Emmett was a lot of things. He was tactless, a joker, a great brother, a dumbass, an idiot but his most redeeming quality besides being loyal and true, was that he was perceptive beyond anyone I had ever met.

"I guess."

"Edward-"

"I'm fine Emmett, I'm just a little confused." I told him, trying not to give too much away.

"You know, if you talk about it, than maybe it'll be easier for you-"

I interrupted him again, I felt bad for this but at the moment I didn't want to talk about it, "I'm fine Emmett. Once I figure out why I'm confused than maybe I'll come to you like always."

"Alright." He knew that was my final word and thus got up. He gave me his good nights and walked away, locking the door behind him.

Once he was gone, I turned over to my side, I moved my hand to lay between my cheek and my bed and stared at the adjacent wall.

I soon found sleep and let it envelop me into the night.


BPOV

I wanted Edward.

I really did.

I wanted him just as much he wanted me.

But behind that want, I wanted something else.

I wanted to have something more than sex with him.

I didn't know if he wanted that or if he just wanted to fuck me senseless.

He had told me that he wanted so many things when we were in my room during fifth period, and I wanted them to be true. But I was at a crossroads.

Was I ready to face my biggest fear, the fear of not being able to sleep with someone without the idea of my body rejecting them?

Was I ready to let someone come into my life after all of the lying and betrayal that scarred me from the mongrel?

Was I ready to move on with my life and just consider it a part of my life that needed to happen for me to become a better person?

We all know the answer to all of these questions.

I don't know…

FUCK!!!!!!! YOU ARE SO DENSE!!!!!!!! THE ANSWER IS YES, YES, YES FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!!!!!!

YOU ARE READY FOR ALL OF THAT, YOU ARE JUST GIVING YOURSELF EXCUSES NOT TO GO THROUGH WITH IT!!!!!!!

You don't have to be a bitch about it.

I have tried being nice, being bossy and being understanding, but seriously, you are giving yourself so much crap for nothing!!!

The answer is right there!!!

He is right there!!!!

Are you telling me to-

No, that's going way too fast.

Just take longer strides rather than baby steps and you'll be fine.

I don't know-

You are an idiot.

An absolute idiot.

I am you, remember?

No sweetie, you are an idiot not me.

But-

"Bella!" Alice knocked on my door.

"Hey Alice, come in!" I called out from my bed.

"Hey honey, I need a huge favor to ask of you." She said running to me and throwing herself on my bed landing beside me.

"What is it?" I asked worried, she looked anxious.

"I need two models for my fashion show this December, and I already have Rose on board, but that leaves me with one." I didn't understand what she was saying at first so I said nothing, "could you be the last and final girl?" She clasped her hands and put on her puppy dog face.

Hold the phone.

WHAT???????!!!!!!!!!!

Omg!!!!!! Yes!!!!!!!!!

"Alice what are you-"

"I need another model for my lineup and there isn't anyone that fits my caliber, I already checked in various American, British and South American, Australian, African and Asian modeling agencies, and there isn't a girl that comes close to my other models!"

"You looked all over the world and still found nothing?!" I didn't believe her.

"Yes I did, but they were missing something, the spark!"

"Alice what spark?"

"The thing that makes them and my clothes look like pure gold!" She was tearing up from the desperation.

"Alice, you said that you will be doing a swimsuit collection correct?"

"Yes, it's a summer collection. Obviously it's swimsuits if you live in the North Hemisphere and since we do than duh!" Her own spark was coming back.

"Right, and that means little bikinis, tankinis and so forth correct?"

"Yes, but most of my clothes are bikinis." She corrected.

"Right, well I'm not doing it." I watched as her face went from hopeful, to crushed to determined and deadly. Once again she scared the shit out of me.

"Bella," She said inching forward, with a venom-filled tone, "I'm asking you nicely."

I scooted backwards until my head hit the headboard of my bed, "Alice," I tried to let her down slowly.

"No, Bella. You will come with me, my family, Rose and Jazz if he accepts to be my escort to Los Angeles and do the fashion show, did you hear?"

"Alice-"

"Isabella Marie Swan, you will do this. I already sent down the lineup to the L.A. officials and you're name is already on the payroll. You will be paid $5, 000 plus expenses. There are not but's or no's did you hear me?"

"What?"

"Good." She got up and ran to my door, before leaving she said in her normal self, "I'm glad you said yes! You are the bestest friend ever!" Before I could say anything she closed my door with a snap and I heard her running down the hallway probably to call some of her employees.

Wow…

How am I going to get out of this?

Over my dead what ever I am will you get out of this!

But-

Five thousand dollars plus expenses, an L.A. trip, and be a model in a fashion show???!!! How could you say no???

Simple, I may be Sassy Bella but still Bella. I can't do this.

I will destroy you if you weasel out of this!

Oh god…

Oh yes!!!


APOV

I did it!

I achieved my goal!

Hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!! I am evil, evil I tells ya!!!!!!!!!!!

If Bella thinks that she can get away from me, she has a whole other thing coming, no way in hell am I letting her out of my grasp.

The original plan was up and running now that Edward broke up with Rosalie, Emmett and Bella weren't dating either, this was going to be perfect!

There was something very important missing, and that was my escort.

I needed to find Mr. Whitlock, History Teacher to ask him to be my date for my fahion show and I was afraid of his answer.

I looked for him in the massive library of the school, in the war section and cleared my throat quietly.

He looked up and smiled when his eyes met mine, "My, what a wonderful surprise! What brings you here so late at night, Miss Cullen?"

He had me drooling in no time.

"You see, Mr. Whitlock I was wondering if you could be my escort for my fashion show this December. It's during Christmas break I know, and you probably want to go home to Texas and spend some time with your family-" he stopped my ramblings when he put up his hand gently.

"I'll be more than honored to be you're escort. It's not every day a man like me gets to escort such a beautiful woman." I melted right there.

"Thank you." I whispered, looking down and blushing.

"No, thank you, pretty lady." He got up and lifted my chin to meet his sapphire eyes and gave a slow kiss in the cheek.

I didn't know what to say or do so I just bolted as soon as his lips retreated from my cheek.

I ran to my room, threw myself on my bed and started screaming into my pillow to try and get rid of the elated and accomplished feelings that were coursing through my body.

Yes, everything is going as planned…


A/N: Hahahaha!!!!!!!!! I'm sure many of you knew that Alice would find a way to make Bella model for her huh?

I know that I made a complete 180 but like I said, it needs to happen?

And for those who are reading or have read BTZH I'm sure you noticed that I gave the same opening line to Alice in her first POV apperance. Why you ask? Well, let's face it: Alice is evil. She really is.

Anyway, thanks again for all of your lovely reviews and alerts and thanks to those who named me one of their favorite authors, I truly and toched!!!!

'Til next time, luvulotts!!!!!!!!