In the beginning, Loki could ignore it. Well, sort of. They were just flirting. She didn't like it, but it was harmless. She knew Erwin would always come back to her in the end. She hoped so at least. Didn't mean she had to like listening to them talk and share food...and give wimpy ass kisses. When Erwin got hurt in that training accident, she was grateful that Thrudr bitch watched over him. Hell, she would've been grateful to a Titan if it meant she didn't have to babysit her demonic big brother. He was very...crotchety when he was in pain. Still, she should've been there to protect him. Should have been the one to catch him when his gear malfunctioned rather than staring in horror from the side of the cliff.

They didn't talk about it once he got back on his feet. In fact, Erwin seemed to be keeping his distance and staying professional. Either way there wasn't much to say. What could she have done? Begged him to stay away from that woman? Ridiculous. She could just hear that irritated sigh and see that look of annoyance he often reserved for her. She could hear him now:

"Loki, you don't get a say in who I care for. So what if I find her attractive?"

Ah, yes. That she was. One of the few pretty girls in the Corps. Tall and slim and graceful. Blonde hair and innocent green eyes. She'd seen her fight; seen her leap and twirl and fire herself through the air. She looked more like a dancer than a warrior. In those moments, Loki felt short and clumsy and altogether too...not feminine. She watched Erwin stare at her as he ate across from her. Like a man in love. Then Thrudr blushed and put a hand on his wrist.

She hated the sight of her hands on his body. It distracted her from the food in front of her and the new recruit talking to her...well, at her. It made her stomach turn. Still, nothing broke her heart quite as much as the way Erwin looked at that girl, eyes glazed over with something akin to fever. So much love and admiration, like she was some divine being shining her light upon him. Loki honestly hadn't ever considered the possibility that this might happen. She always thought it would always be the two of them, stealing kisses, laughing together, whispering promises. Even now. She was an idiot of the highest class. She wondered if, next time, Erwin would seek Thrudr instead of Loki in the face of danger.

Always Thrudr was by his side, whispering to him in her strange, soft voice. Loki watched the two of them from afar with clenched fists and a locked jaw. For an instant Thrudr looked up at her. She smiled gently and waved with her spoon, and Loki forced a small smile in return. She didn't know, of course. Erwin didn't even look and took Thrudr's hand, pressing a kiss to it. Loki felt like something irreparable had broken inside her.


Loki had never been to the Garrison barracks in Shinganshina before, but she already disliked it. That didn't matter at the moment though because she was on a mission. She was wearing a plain back floor length, revealing chemise under a very tight corset. Her ruddy hair was down around her breasts. She even managed to snag some charcoal to put around her eyes. She made damn well sure she'd get his attention when she found him. When she caught the crop of bright red hair, she grinned.

"L-Loki?" Lovino stuttered. "Is that you?" he asked, trying his hardest not to look at her hard nipples under her hair. It was a good thing his hardest wasn't enough.

She smiled and hugged him, making sure to press herself directly into his growing bulge. "Lovi, I've missed you. How have you been? Enjoying the life of a soldier?"

He blushed when she put his arms around her waist when he tried to pull back. "I-It's nice. What a-about you?"

"Oh, it's okay. A bit lonely though," she used the pout she learned in the brothel as she spoke.

"Hey, Lovi! Is this a girlfriend you haven't told us about?" said a pair of older men.

"Hey, guys. T-This is Loki. She was in my graduating class. Um, Loki? Where are you taking me?"

"I'm horny."

As soon as they were outside in an abandoned alleyway, Loki's hands were on his chest, white splayed like a splash of paint against his olive skin. His hands settled against her hips, thumbs brushing the soft material of her thin dress.

"Loki," he breathed, hesitant. "We shouldn't…"

Loki hushed him with her lips, strangely hot compared to his. She trailed them along the stubbly line of his jaw, teeth nipping a path to his ear lobe. "What's the matter Lovi? You want me, don't you?"

"O-Of course I do, Loki. You know that. I just-"

Loki's was already making quick work of his clothes before pushing him against the wall of the barracks and draping herself over him. "Then fuck me. Like we used to."

He flipped their positions suddenly, forcing her into the wall and burying his face in her neck. "If we do this, I want a relationship."

"Okay."

"Loki," he grumbled. He knew that tone was a blowing off tone. "I'm serious. I really do love you."

Loki looked into his darkened eyes and suddenly had an epiphany. Erwin hadn't liked when she kissed Lovino. Maybe she could make him jealous of her. She smiled and took his face in her hands. "I know," she whispered as she kissed him. "I want that too."

He groaned and ground his hips forward, pressing in so close that he actually cut off some of her oxygen. His fingers slid down until they were cupping and squeezing her ass through her skirt as she parted her legs for him. She suddenly remembered all those days of working in the brothels, but she didn't have time for that now. No, she needed to shove those nightmares back.

"Goddesses, you're beautiful," he murmured as he kissed down her neck, almost immediately going to that spot he discovered years ago. "You've never left my thoughts."

Loki gasped. "Please."

He started fiddling with her dress, trying to figure out whether he should push it up or pull it off altogether. He decided on the first and yanked it up around her waist as she hooked her legs around his bony hips.

"Oh," he murmured. "You never did like underthings, did you?"

"Fuck no."

He slid a hand between their entwined bodies and palmed her as his fingers rhythmically rubbed her slit.

"Shit."

"Have you thought about me the same way I've thought about you?"

Hardly. "Yes."

She squirmed against his cock as she attempted to undo those stupid military pants. Now that she thought about it, this would be good practice for when she got with Erwin.

"I can't even count the times I've gotten off thinking about you," he murmured, licking the shell of her ear and bringing her out of her thoughts of her big brother.

He pulled his hand away and licked her arousal off his fingers, eyes locked on hers before shoving her hands away and hurriedly undoing the fastenings. Loki grinned as his cock was pulled out of his underthings and pressed into her. All of a sudden, she was full. She bit his shoulder and nearly screamed as she saw white. It had been so long since she got any. He braced against the wall behind her head and started up a steady rhythm, kissing her and swallowing her moans like candy. He pulled her to him tighter, groping at her while she ran her nails over his back.

"I missed this," he whispered.

"More…I need more. Now, Lovino. If you stop, I'll fucking kill you."

He obliged with a groan as he increased his speed, fucking her mercilessly while she clung to him. She leaned down and sucked at the juncture of his neck and shoulder, biting down. "Careful…I…can't have…love bites…oh. The other…ah will ta-ah-alk."

"We're in a relationship right? Gotta get you...marked up. Oh, shit, Lovi, don't stop!" she cried, raking her fingers down his back.

He winced and plowed forward even harder, slamming into her with every ounce of strength he had. She could feel the beginnings of her orgasm start in her pelvis, and she arched her back, pressing her arms up above her head into the brick behind her, letting the pleasure wipe every other thought from her mind as she came around him, her head falling back against the wall. All she could see in her mind was Erwin holding her this way. Of him telling her he loved her and had thought of this.