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Chapter 12:

How could she be so utterly wrong about something so important?

"No. I'm not wrong!" she growled. "This is something else. I'm not wrong. I swear. I, he."

"Wrong? Alice this is all wrong. How could you get this wrong? How?" I cried.

"I didn't. Believe me. This is weird, but I couldn't be wrong!" she was pleading with me. She wanted me to believe her so bad. But how could I?

My son was a fucking wolf!

"He's a wolf Alice. What other explanation do you have?"

"I, I don't know. But there has to be something."

"Something is. You got it wrong. You got it all wrong."

I walked out of the room leaving everyone to talk.

She got it wrong.

She got it all wrong. Kainan wasn't Landon's he was Jacob's. what other explanation was there?

Oh suddenly random people just got the power to change.

No, it was because he was part wolf.

I had known it for a little bit now. But I was in denial. I didn't want to admit it. I didn't want to see it. didn't want to see the signs. But they were right there.

Biting me in the face.

Barking at me.

It was all right there. I just was too stubborn to believe it.

I walked out the back door to find Jacob in the exact same spot we had left him in.

He hadn't moved.

Not one inch.

He was still on his knees. Staring at the ground.

"Jacob?"

He tilted his head slightly and a few seconds later he turned to look at me.

He just stared at me. There was sadness in his eyes.

"I'm sorry."

"did you know?"

"Did I know what?"

"Don't play dumb with me." he snapped.

What the hell.

"I'm not playing anything. And if your implying that I knew about this from the beginning then you have a lot of nerve!"

"Did you know?" his voice was harsh now.

"No! and I cant believe you even have to ask that!"

"I cant believe it either."

Well that hurt.

"what you don't trust me? You think I would lie about something like that?" I spat.

"I don't know anymore."

"I, you know what. Fuck you. Stay out here and rot for all I care then!" I turned to walk back into the house.

I heard shuffling of feet and a warm strong hand grabbed my arm and spun me around.

"wait. I didn't mean it. Like that."

"Yes you did." I glared at him.

"I. Nes. What do you expect from me?" his eyes were pleading.

"I, I don't know."

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I trust you. But I mean he, right there. He" he sighed.

"I know. I was there."

"I he. We. How did this happen?" he grabbed both my arms in his hands.

"well, when two people.."

"No I know how that. Happen. I mean, how did we not. How." I put my hand on his side.

"Alice. She got something wrong. She didn't see it right."

"I. she."

"She swears she's not wrong. She swears there's something else."

"Do you believe her?"

"I don't know."

"Do you want to believe her?" his voice was sad.

I didn't move. I didn't look at him.

How could you answer something like that?

"I mean. I do."

Well that was a shock. I pulled away from him slightly and stared up a him.

"I wanted him to be mine. So bad. I wished and prayed he was. That when you had him he would be mine, and somehow it would fix everything. It would some how make us ok again. But now." he frowned at me. "Now it's to late. It would just ruin things, he would be so confused. What are we going to tell him?"

"I don't know." I fought to keep the tears from returning.

"You know I would do anything for you."

"I know." I nodded.

"I mean anything." he stared at me.

"I know." I repeated.

"Anything." he added firmly

"What. What are you saying."

"I would love to have a child with you. I would love to be with you forever, have a white picket fence, children running all around. All of it with you. But Kainan has grown up so far thinking Landon was his father. I was his, well uncle. What do you tell him now? Were sorry. Alice got it wrong?"

I just stared at him confused.

"It wouldn't change anything. I know that. I've just never been able to except that nothing I do or say is going to be able to change the fact that you are getting married. To someone other than me." he tried to smile but it didn't reach his eyes. "whether he was mine or Landon's you had already decided." he nodded once.

"I love you. I would do anything for you. I would die for you, and you wouldn't even have to ask."

"Jacob."

"Let me finish. I would also do the same for that little boy in there. Before all of this even came about. You know that." I nodded. I did know that. I knew I wouldn't even have to ask. He would just do what ever he could for Kainan. And for me.

"I love him. I love his mother." he smiled at me and wiped a tear from my face. I was crying. I saw the glisten in his eyes as he looked away and blinked a few times to keep himself from doing the same. "I am close to him. I teach him things. That isn't going to change. I…" his voice cracked which made my tears fall even faster.

"What are you trying to say?" tears flowed from his face freely now.

"That I love him. So much in fact. That I know as well as you do. This would be to" he took a deep breath and fought off the tears. "confusing for him." again he smiled a forced smile that didn't reach his tear filled eyes.

"Jacob."

"Nes." he shook his head cutting me off. "I may not like Landon. But I respect him. I know he loves you, and Kainan. I know he would do the same thing I would. He would risk his life for you guys. I also know as well as you do that he is a great father." again that smile that I didn't like. Tears were blurring my vision, but I could still tell that Jacob was crying. And I hated seeing him like this.

"Changing things would be to confusing for Kainan. He wouldn't understand." he shook his head. "Kainan would be to confused. Hell I'm confused. But we have to do what's best for him." he nodded. His voice cracked and it was a whisper. "We have to do what's best for Kainan."

I blinked the tears out of my eyes trying to focus on Jacob. His face was red and stained with tears. His neck line and chest were shiny with wetness. He sniffed and wiped his face with his right hand.

I just stared at him in amazement and disbelief. Shock. Hell it was a mix of emotions that would probably knock Jasper on his back.

He gently wiped my face after he wiped his own.

I saw him take a deep breath and sniffled wiping his face one more time.

"We don't need to tell him."

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