Title: The Devil's Whisper
Short Summary:
Sakura is a Psychiatrist for a mental hospital for the Konoha Hospital who then gets moved to her dream job in the Suna Hospital for the Criminally Insane to take care of a very dangerous patient named Gaara. WARNING! Sasuke bashing!!
Pairings:
Sakura/Sasuke, Sakura/Gaara
Warning: Story contains implied and/ or scenes of: major language, torture, rape, angst, adult scenes, violence and probably moreā¦
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, or any of its characters. Naruto belongs to Masashi Kishimoto.
Warning!!: Just a head's up. There is a little lemon in this one.
Chapter XII
Once again, she had that same dream.
Sakura found herself on the black sandy beach, walking along the deep blue and teal waves and looking at the beautiful sunset. It was the same setting, the same clothes she wore and she was on that black sand beach with Gaara Sabaku again. But when she started her dream, something had finally changed. She had opened her eyes to Gaara standing in front of her, watching her with his beautiful teal colored eyes. He was wearing the same outfit as she always seen him in. The black silk shirt and black slacks, making his pale skin almost look silver white against the black.
He was just standing two feet away from her, staring into her eyes.
And like before, when she read her patients a story, she felt as if his eyes were piercing her soul. She felt as if his own soul had entered her body through their gaze and he was searching for hers. She felt as if her skin was burning but it didn't hurt. She felt as if she had fallen into a trance by his hypnotic stare. Her vision certainly looked a little fuzzy as she stared into his sea-foam eyes. She saw his hand move but she couldn't tear her eyes away from his. But she didn't need to. She felt his velvet touch against her cheek and felt his fingers gently press against her skin, now running slowly down her face to her chin. She didn't understand why she was feeling like this. She had never ever felt such feelings before. Not even for when she loved Sasuke. But she certainly felt them now. She felt Gaara's fingers met her chin and then he slowly cupped it into his palm, holding her face within his hand.
'This is it. I'm going to wake up.' She thought miserably. 'Please don't let me wake up yet though. I want to see what happens.' And as if her very own subconscious heard her, she got to see what happened next. She felt her eyes light up a little when she saw Gaara's eyes slowly trail down from her green orbs to her pink lips. He stared at them for a moment before his head came down towards her. As she watched him, her heart sped up and began pounding against her chest. 'Oh......my......is he.....?' She thought. 'Is he going to.....?'
He did.
His head came so close to hers until she felt him press his lips gently against hers. As soon as their lips touched, something exploded within Sakura. She felt hot sparks flare up within her chest and she felt as if she was on fire. She didn't really know what to do, in truth. But her dream self sure did. She felt her arms lift up and then slowly wrap against Gaara Sabaku's neck, holding him close and pressing her own body against his. His own arms slowly rose up and wrapped around her waist, pulling her tightly against hers. In all honesty, their bodies seemed to mold together very well. After a few minutes of just holding each other and keeping their lips together, Gaara bumped her jaw with his own, as if asking her for something. It didn't take Sakura more than a few seconds to realize what he wanted before her body complied. She opened her mouth and allowed his tongue to slip in between her lips, taking it very slow. The kiss turned very passionate as they slowly began to battle for dominance. She heard him moan against her lips, along with her own heartbeat. She could hear her heart just pumping hard and felt it against her chest. And she could even feel his own against her.
They broke the kiss and looked right into each others, looking a little breathless. Their faces were only inches from one another's and their bodies were tightly pressed against each other's. Sakura felt so lost as she stared into those deep pools of teal. She remembered feeling like this the very first time she saw Gaara. But there was something different about his eyes now. They were full of something she did know about.
Lust.
"Gaara......" She heard herself whisper, though it sounded more like a groan.
That devilish smirk curled onto Gaara's handsome face before he swooped down and captured her lips into another explosive kiss. Sakura heard herself gasp as she felt a hot and erotic sensation rush through her. She knew it was lust that she was feeling. She had felt it before with Sasuke, but not like this! This was so much more powerful. She wanted to feel Gaara's hands on her, touching her skin with his fiery touch and sending tingles throughout her entire body. She wanted Gaara. And bad.
And that was when it hit her.
"Gaara!" Sakura gasped as her eyes snapped wide open and she shot up in her bed. She had realized that she had just been dreaming about Gaara and having a VERY romantic dream about him. Her patient! Her so called mentally unstable patient! She had just been fantasizing about him and she had desperately wanted it to be a reality and that was why she forced herself to wake up before the dream grew too out of control.
What didn't help was when she did wake up, she still felt the burning lust within her and she still felt the tingles that Gaara's hands had left against her skin. It felt so real.
"Oh, god." Sakura groaned as she just sat there on her bed, staring wide eyed at the wall. She didn't realize that it was still pretty early in the morning. It was still somewhat dark but there was a gentle light starting to grow from outside. She didn't even realize that Itachi was standing in her doorway, looking at her with bemusement. Not until she blinked several times to register that she was awake. She saw him staring at him, smirking at her with a raised eyebrow. "It-Itachi? Wh-Why are you.....did something happen?" She stammered, flushing hot red. Well, hotter than she already was.
Itachi continued to smirk at her but he shook his head as he leaned casually against her door frame. "You woke me up with all of that loud moaning." He told her, making her blush. "Now, I don't want to know who you were just having a wet dream about, but keep it down, all right?"
"Itachi!" Sakura yelped blushing even hotter, though she was wondering if that was possible.
The long haired Uchiha just grinned at her and shook his head as he dropped his arms but paused to grab her doorknob and started to pull the door closed. He didn't close it just yet but raised a bemused eyebrow at the pink haired doctor. "If I were you, I'd take a cold shower this morning. That way, it'll settle you down a little before you go to work to see Gaara." He told her grinning almost wickedly before closing the door.
Sakura sat there for a minute, blinking in surprise before she felt her jaw fall open wide. She realized that Itachi had just pointed something out. He must have heard her groan out her patient's name in her sleep and was mocking her about it. She dropped backwards onto her pillow and stared up at the ceiling with alarm. She knew she was in a lot of trouble. She knew that she wasn't just fantasizing about Gaara in her dreams. She recalled about all the times she had thought about him, which was almost every minute of the day. And she had recalled the story she told her patients and how she had imagined her as the lady of her story and Gaara the heroic blacksmith who defied all odds to rescue the fair maiden he had desperately fallen in love with. She had actually seen herself as the maiden and him the hero. It had been him.
"Oh, god." The doctor whispered before she grabbed her pillow and covered her face so she could scream into it. 'No, no, no, no, no!!!! I cannot be in love with my patient!!!! That is SO wrong!!' She thought to herself angrily.
Sakura was really jumpy when she went to work at the Asylum and was completely lost in thought. She had to have Itachi drive her that day because she almost backed into another car from being so lost. He thought it was funny, of course and she glared at him the entire way to the hospital. She almost walked into a wall on her way in and Itachi had to grab her arm and lead her to her office, smiling the entire way.
As much as she loved Itachi, it was infuriating of how smug he could act.
Still, her mind was on the dream she had and the feelings she felt within. She had taken Itachi's advice and took a cold shower that morning to help with the feelings, believing that they were just lust she felt from the erotic dream but she realized that the feelings she had for Gaara Sabaku was so much more than physical attraction. She still felt the ache for him even after she got out of the shower. She knew that if anyone else other than Itachi found out about this, she was going to be in serious trouble. She was a Psychiatrist who had just fallen in love with one of her patients.
End of story; this was not going to end well.
Sakura began her day in the normal routine. She went to her office, thanks to Itachi, who was still being smug about the whole ordeal that he caught her red handed having a dream about Gaara. He didn't even seem to care at all that she had been fantasizing about Suna Asylum's most dangerous patient. He seemed very, very, VERY amused. Too amused for Sakura's pleasure.
After reaching her office unscathed, Sakura began sorting through her paper work, though she was very distracted. She couldn't get the images of her kissing Gaara out of her head. She couldn't get his beautiful eyes out of her mind. His devilish handsome face. His lips. She almost cried out in frustration as she felt the hot sparks flaring up within her again. 'God! I hate hormones!!' She thought savagely to herself. She flipped Itachi off when she heard him laughing at her door. She loved him so much but he was just being irritating to her feelings right now. She ditched him after awhile, asking him to just go bother someone else while she worked. Laughing, Itachi decided to respect her wishes and went off somewhere else.
Sakura, of course, began her visits with Tobi. She took him an orange, hoping that visiting him would make her forget about the dream about Gaara. She had hoped that his cheerful attitude would make her forget her red haired patient for a little while.
Sakura was sorely disappointed when she found that Gaara was still in her head by the end of the visit.
Next, she went to see Hidan, which was once again a little short. Hidan was in a psychotic mood again, but this time he was being very happy about it. Apparently he hadn't forgotten her story so easily and was pretending to be an undead pirate. So when she entered his room, she had to give him a weird look when she saw him attempting to turn his bed into a pirate ship.
The next visit was with Deidara, who, like Hidan, hadn't forgotten about Sakura's story so easily. But instead of ripping up his bed and trying to make a pirate ship out of it, he was making little clay models of ships and even making tiny figures of pirates. He was actually being pretty constructive about the whole ordeal. When he saw Sakura, the blonde grinned up at her and held up a pirate ship for her. "See, un?! I'm making the ship from your story!" He had said brightly.
Sakura had to laugh as she took the clay ship from him and admired it before handing it back. "Good, Deidara!" She said brightly and watched as he placed the ship off to the side before picking up a tiny ball that could only be a cannonball. "What are you doing?" She asked with amusement.
The blonde grinned at her before holding the tiny cannonball near the ship and made it face the other pirate ship. "The wicked pirates were trying to attack the good pirates, un? See, see? So, therefore, the good pirates must defend their ship! Watch!" he told her before pointed at the other ship, which must have been the bad pirates' ship. "FIRE!!" He then bellowed before making an explosion sound and directing the clay ball towards the bad ship and slammed his hand into it, destroying it. The blonde patient continued making explosion sounds before slamming his fist on ship and flattening it.
It really couldn't be helped.
Sakura laughed and shook her head as she folded her arms. She knew she should have been a little worried with Deidara's destructive behavior but she found it cute. Deidara just had that thing about him that was just too adorable. It was the same thing with Tobi. 'If they're seriously going to be doing this just because of a story about pirates that I told, I could only wonder what they're going to do next if I told them a story about Space explorers.' She thought to herself.
By the end of the visit with Deidara, Sakura was surprised to receive a present from him. The blonde had decided to give her the good pirates' ship. She had thought he wanted to do what he normally did, destroying his art work to create a new one but not this time. He had wanted her to keep the clay pirate ship.
It was time for the visit with Pein.
Sakura was a little nervous by now. She wasn't sure how this visit was going to go. But it wasn't just visiting Pein that had her nervous. It was the fact that she was visiting Gaara Sabaku, himself right after this one. Still she was that Pein had actually talked in her presence the day before and she really hoped that he'd talk to her again today. She wasn't too sure though. He didn't seem like the kind that liked company too much. He never really had visitors other than herself.
Boy, was she shocked when she didn't find him in his room but a private visiting room.
It had taken Sakura a short while to find out where her patient had gone and Shikamaru had found her and told her that Pein finally had a visitor, which came as a shock. She surely hadn't expected that at all. She followed Shikamaru to the visiting room where Pein was said to be and she was surprised to see Pein inside with a very beautiful blue haired woman dressed in a sexy black dress pressed tightly against the wall, obviously in an intimate moment. The woman looked almost like a model, or at least she could have been passed as one. She wore a snow white flower in her hair.
Sakura's face suddenly started burning as she watched how these two kissed passionately and watched as their hands started to travel all over each other's bodies. And she saw that she wasn't the only one who froze in mid step. Shikamaru froze in the door way of the mirrored room connected to the visiting room and stared with wide eyes. So he obviously hadn't known that that was going to happen. Sakura blinked a few times, feeling very embarrassed for seeing her patient's little.....predicament. Though she was wondering if Pein was even allowed to do stuff like that with a visitor. But hearing sniggering, she glanced over to see some guards watching through the mirror glass and saw them laughing and smirking in their own little sick ways. They obviously were here for the show.
Frowning darkly, Sakura marched over with Shikamaru and touched a button on the wall, which allowed a thick screen to fall quickly, blocking their view of what was going inside.
"HEY!" Several of the guards exclaimed in anger as they looked up at who just ruined the show. "What do you think you're doing, bitch!?!"
Sakura glared right back at them with her fists on her waist. She felt pretty embarrassed to have seen the brief scene between her patient and his obvious lover but she was pretty sure that these guards weren't even suppose to be watching. "Have a little respect, boys. That is obviously something private and I can guarantee you that Pein would probably kill you for watching them if he knew about it." She said darkly.
The guards kept glaring at her and one even stood up, looking rather threatening. But he immediately stopped when Baki showed up in the room, who blinked only once at the guards before he too started glaring at them. He obviously had heard someone yelling and came to see what was going on. "What the hell are you guys doing in here?!" He demanded before glancing over at Sakura, somewhat surprised to see her. But then he shook his head as he glared at the guards. "You know the damn rules, men! When Nagato's visitor comes for her visit, they are allowed some privacy!!" He then motioned them out of the room. "Get the hell out of here!!" He yelled at them.
Grumbling, the men left the mirrored room.
"Baki," Sakura began, glancing over at a somewhat blushing Shikamaru. He was obviously still taken back a little on the scene they just saw. She felt herself blushing a little but still felt confused by the situation. "I don't get it. Who is Pein's visitor and why.....why....well......?" She stammered.
Baki rolled his eyes with a sigh as he folded his arms and shook his head. "I see no one actually informed you about your patient's situation. Of course. We're sure doing that a lot lately." He shook his head once again. "That young miss is Konan Tenchi. She's, as you already can tell, Nagato's girlfriend. She gets to visit him every four months to see him. And she has kindly asked for permission for private visits with Nagato. Chiyo granted that permission, so don't worry. Miss Tenchi never causes problems and never brings anything that could help your patient to cause trouble. They only do what they want to with each other and we've had no problems with it before. So we allow them to.....well, do whatever for an hour and a half. Of course, Miss Tenchi always goes through a full search to make sure she doesn't have anything dangerous on her person or that will help him try and escape." He sighed again. "I'm sorry, Dr. Haruno. I thought you knew about this. Looks like I have another thing to complain to Ms Chiyo about."
"Um.....what about my visit.....with......Pein?" Sakura asked still a little pink.
Baki only shrugged as if it was no big deal. "Well, seeing that he's a little busy, you're probably just going to have to skip the visit today. Ms Chiyo will more than likely say that. You can just move on to your next patient."
Sakura flushed as she thought about who was next on her list. 'Oh, god. Gaara's next, isn't he?' She thought miserably before she placed a hand against her forehead and was already moving towards the elevators. She was so not looking forward to this, but then again, she was. She wanted to see her absolutely gorgeous patient but then she didn't. She knew that the dream she had the night before was going to complicate things.
"Eh.....Sakura?" Shikamaru remarked, with a raised eyebrow. "Are you all right?"
The pink haired doctor blinked a few times out of her thoughts before glancing over at Shikamaru. She had almost forgotten that he was there and he was suppose to escort her. She took a second to register what he just said before forcing a smile. "Oh, yeah. I'm fi-fine."
"Are you sure?" The lazy genius asked, raising his eyebrow even more. "Cause you're all red." He then smirked as if he realized why. He wasn't entirely sure who she was thinking about but he knew it had to be romantic thoughts going through her mind. "Not having dirty thoughts about someone, are you?" He asked slyly.
"Shut up, Shikamaru! No, I am not!" Sakura snapped at him, but she was still blushing hotly.
Shikamaru only laughed before reaching over and softly shaking her shoulder a little. "Come on, Haruno. I'm teasing you. It's just you seem so lost right now. Are you sure you're okay?" He asked, smirking.
Sakura took a deep breath as she tried very hard to calm herself. She knew that she couldn't let anyone find out about how she felt about Gaara. She knew it would only cause a lot of problems. She knew that Itachi knew about her feelings but she also knew he wasn't going to say anything about it. He'd just more than likely tease her about it, himself. But he would never tattle tale on her. She took a deep breath before forcing a smile to Shikamaru. "I'm fine. I've just had a lot on my mind lately." She told him. His only reply was a nod. Taking another deep breath, Sakura headed to the elevators. "Okay. Let's head on down to see Gaara."
Again, Shikamaru rose an eyebrow at her as he shoved his hands into his pockets. "Uh....didn't you get the memo in your office?" He received a blank look from Sakura. "Gaara's been moved out of the Isolation. He's in a room up here now. He doesn't need to be in Isolation anymore because he's been behaving lately. He hasn't had any problems at all. So they moved him back into his old room on this floor." He told her.
Blinking in surprise, the pink haired doctor then looked in her papers to see what she would find and she almost slapped herself in the forehead to see that there was a memo in Gaara's file about him moving rooms. 'God!! Clear your god damned head, Sakura Haruno!! You're letting that dream get to you!' She thought angrily to herself.
The new room where Gaara was staying was not too far away from where Tobi's room was at all. It was just right around the corner, actually. Sakura was surprised to find it close to where all of her patients were being kept. She had let Shikamaru take her to the room where Gaara was being kept, though she was trying very hard to keep her distracting thoughts out of her head. She felt very nervous about facing Gaara after having that dream and getting caught by Itachi. In truth, she felt very uneasy. She wasn't too sure if she was going to be able to concentrate with Gaara's gorgeous sea-foam eyes on her.
Stopping outside Gaara's new room, Sakura pulled out her keycard and took a deep breath. She knew she was shaking a little and she was pretty sure that Shikamaru had noticed because he was staring at her with a raised eyebrow. She tried to smile at him but it was clearly forced.
"Sakura, seriously. Are you feeling okay?" Shikamaru asked sounding concerned now.
Sakura just forced her smile and nodded as she fought herself from hyperventilating. She knew she couldn't let Shikamaru know about her uneasy and erotic feelings for her most dangerous patient. "I.....I'm fine. I just haven't been feeling too well. But I think it's best if I talk to Gaara.....um.....alone." She told him. She was now screaming at herself from within. 'Alone?! Are you crazy?! He's going to add two and two together now, you idiot!!' She thought.
But to her relief, Shikamaru nodded as he turned away. "Okay. No danger in that. Since you two get along anyway. I'm just going to go on my rounds, all right? See you later." He told her before walking off.
Sakura stared wide eyed after him. That was too easy. She had really thought that he was going to refuse and state that it was against the rules to let a doctor be alone with a dangerous patient. But she was starting to realize that Gaara wasn't exactly as dangerous as everyone thought he was. Especially with her. He never did anything to hurt her and that was making everyone feeling easy about her safety.
Groaning a little, Sakura had started wishing that she hadn't said that before. But it was too late now. So she ran her card through and entered the room. And then she froze at the sight inside.
The room was lit up by the window, and not as dark. It was exactly like the other rooms; painted white with a bed leaning against the wall, a small toilette for Gaara's use and a small sink. There was also a desk facing the window and that was where Gaara was. The red haired patient was staring outside with a vacant look on his face. His hands were folded behind his back and there was such a peaceful look on his face.
'That look on his face,' she thought with surprise. 'It's the same look he wears in the dream!' She was in a panic now. She had to fight herself not to think about the dream. 'Clear mind, Sakura! Have a damn clear mind! Do not think about how sexy he looks, damn it!' Of course it didn't help very well when she entered the room and lightly closed the door, which clearly caught her patient's attention. He turned his head towards her and let his teal eyes find hers before that infuriating devilish smirk curled on his face. The same one from her dream. 'DAMN IT!!'
Gaara slowly turned towards her and moved a little closer to her, which only made Sakura grew tense. He didn't seem to notice how stiff she had just gotten. He only stared directly into her eyes as he moved to stand only two feet away from her. "Hello, Doctor Sakura." He said in a low voice, which was almost husky to her ears.
"Ah.....ah.....h-hello, Gaara." Sakura said, cursing herself for stuttering.
Just hearing her stammer a little, Gaara frowned and rose an eyebrow at her, much like Shikamaru had. He seemed to finally realize how stiff she had gotten. He looked her over and noted how pale she was now. Frowning a little more he looked into her eyes. "Doctor, are you feeling all right? You look as if you're going to be sick." He smirked a little. "You're not going to throw up on me, are you?" He asked, teasingly.
'No! I feel like I want to throw you on the bed and do very inappropriate things to you! Problem is, you're my god damned patient!' Sakura thought but she forced herself to shake her head and take deep breaths to try and slow her thumping heart. "No, Gaara. I'm okay. I've just been......a little stressed out lately." She told him, trying to smile.
Gaara stared at her but then smirked that devilish smile. "Really? Stress isn't very good for a doctor such as yourself. It fogs up the mind and makes it hard to concentrate." He then reached out and grabbed her arm, which startled her a little. But he ignored the fact that she jumped as he just pulled her over to the chair by the next and made her sit down. "Here. Let's do something about it." He stated before placing both hands on her shoulders.
"Gaara, that's all right!" Sakura said uneasily as she tried to push herself back to her feet but she only got pushed back into the chair. "Gaara, no. That's okay. I can deal....."
The red head scowled at her. "Since when were you such a wimp, Doctor?" He asked dryly, which earned a scoff from her. He ignored her as he placed his hands onto her back before he began massaging them. He grinned when he heard her hiss sharply as his knuckles found a knot on her back. "Feels good, doesn't it?" He asked tauntingly.
'You have no fucking idea!' Sakura wanted to tell him but she just settled for a sharp intake of breath as she closed her eyes and bent her head forward. She felt his hands working on her muscles and it felt so good. She knew that she should stop him before something bad happened. But his hands on her back felt so good and it was just stirring up many tingles in her. 'God, this is such a bad idea. I shouldn't let him massage my back.'
'Then why aren't you stopping him?' came Inner Sakura's voice.
Sakura felt like smashing her head against the desk to shut up her inner voice. She knew this was a very, very, very bad idea. She had romantic feelings for Gaara Sabaku. She knew she did. And if she continued to let him massage her back, she was going to slip into a state where there was no way of returning. "Gaara, I really shouldn't let you......."
Gaara pressed hard against a large knot in her back, which earned him a sharp hiss. He couldn't help but smirk as he listened to her protests. He found it almost too amusing to hear her making sounds like she was. They were almost intimate and he found it very enlightening. "Seriously, Doctor Haruno. You really shouldn't work so hard and relax a little. You are so tense." He told her in an amused voice.
The pink haired doctor opened her eyes a fraction and looked straight at the wall. 'You really have no idea what the hell you're doing to me right now, Gaara!' She wanted to yell at him. But she settled with a light moan when he touched a very sensitive area, an area that really turned her own. That was when she freaked. "Gaara, that's enough!" She said with irritation before she pulled away from him and stood up sharply. She whirled around and gave him a look of panic but quickly turned away from him as she hurried across the room, keeping her back to him. She could feel his eyes on her.
In all honest truth, Gaara was completely taken by surprise. He knew that she'd been at least a little uncomfortable but hadn't thought she might react like that. Now that he was really paying attention to her, he noticed how pale she was, yet how her neck was pretty red; flushed. He tilted his head to the side and rose an eyebrow. He knew something was wrong with his doctor. "Are you all right?" He asked, a little confused.
"God, I am really starting to get tired of everyone asking me that today." Sakura couldn't help but groan between her teeth as she covered her face with both hands. She was starting to wish that she called in and pretended that she was sick just so that she could hide the fact that she was feeling A LOT of sexual tension right now. She sighed before going to the wall and pressing her forehead against it, letting the cool temperature attempt to cool her off a little. She could still feel Gaara's eyes on her back and she knew that he must have been way beyond confused by her temper right now.
In deed Gaara was. He was staring at her for a long moment, his eyes squinted a little in thought. He had never really seen his beautiful doctor act like this before. He knew something was wrong with her and he realized that he really hadn't helped her mood very much. But all he could wonder was why was she being so tense. Slowly, he chanced to walking closer to her until he stood directly behind her. He saw her grow very stiff but he didn't pay too much attention. All he could do was place his hand onto her shoulder, which she became very stiff under. Slowly, he made her turn around to face him and she allowed him to. Her green eyes looked right up into his teal ones, and his breath caught when he saw how dazed they look. They were clouded with an emotion that took him a few seconds to recognize. He had seen that kind of look before and it made his lips twitch, threatening to turn into a smirk. He realized exactly what was wrong with his beautiful doctor. "Oh." He breathed before his lips curved upward and his head dipped down a little without meaning to. "Well, well. Miss Haruno, is there something you need to tell me?" He asked, way too amused.
Sakura felt her heart start pounding like a jackhammer against her chest and she felt a frustrated groan rise right out of her throat. She knew he was catching on very quickly. "N-no, Gaara. Of course not. I just....I'm just really......" She was saying but then shook her head as she stepped off to the side to move around Gaara and get away from being trapped near the wall. "I just.....eek!" She gasped sharply when she felt his hand grab her arm and she was suddenly pinned against the wall.
Gaara had grinned when he saw how flustered she was getting and when she tried to move away, he couldn't help but reach out to grab her arm and push her against the wall. He didn't hesitate at all as he placed his hands against the wall on either side of her head, and yet move a step closer until their bodies were merely inches apart. "It's not very nice to lie to me, Sakura." The handsome red head told her in a husky tone, his breath brushing against her cheek. He then lowered one hand until he gently touched her face with his fingers, lightly brushing her skin. He grinned devilish like when her eyes fluttered a little at his touch but then opened wide with nervousness as he cupped her face into his palm. "And do you honestly think I'm stupid? Or dense? I might have been living in this insane hospital for nearly eight years, but I do know what that kind of emotion looks like. I have read books. I have seen movies with strong romance in it. I know what lust looks like." He whispered to her, his face moving ever so dangerously closer to hers. "So.......the good doctor has been having some naughty thoughts about me? I'm flattered."
Sakura blushed furiously but she shook her head as she found herself hyperventilating. "I am not, Gaara. I've just been......" She growled in her own defense.
"Stressed out?" Gaara asked smirking dangerously at her. "Why don't we see about that?"
And before Sakura knew it or could do anything to stop it, her patient swooped down and captured her mouth with his own. It literately came crashing down upon hers and when it did, fireworks exploded. No, not fireworks. Missiles and silos, and perhaps a star or two exploded, creating a super nova in Sakura's little world. Because one thing was for certain, she totally spun right off her own axis. She gasped sharply, opening her mouth wide for breath and he decided to steal it from her by plunging in. He began to explore her mouth immediately while his hands slid down from the wall and found her hips. He grabbed a hold of them and pressed his own against hers, while practically pinning her to the wall.
Sakura had been shocked by Gaara's actions but she really couldn't stop her body from reacting. She found herself kissing him right back while her arms wrapped around his neck and her hands entangled with his hair. She couldn't stop herself from moaning into his mouth as she felt his tight grip on her thighs and a little pressure into her core down there. She winced in their kiss and tried to pull away. "Gaara........" She said breathlessly. "We.....we really shouldn't do this....we can't......"
The dangerously handsome red head just smirked at her as he pressed himself even closer to her. "Yes. We shouldn't. But you can't possible say that you don't want to and look at me like that." He told her as he moved closer to her face again before attacking her neck with fiery kisses.
The pink haired doctor whimpered as her head pressed back into the wall and her eyes fluttered close. She had to admit it, but his lips against her skin felt so good. She knew she was starting to slip into submission. 'God.....' She thought helplessly. 'I hate hormones.' But she tried to fight her own feelings, trying to place her hands onto Gaara's shoulders to push him back. "Ga-Gaara......stop. This is.....this is so wrong." She nearly whispered. "I'm your doctor. Your Psychiatrist. I can't......"
"You still haven't denied it that you don't want this." Gaara said as he grinned into her neck. He felt her swallow hard and felt her heart starting to pound in between them.
Swallowing harder than the first time, Sakura slowly shook her head as she let her hands fall along Gaara's arms and she gripped them, pushing lightly at him, trying to get him away. And she was relieved that he pulled away a little, giving her a little more room to look up into those hypnotic, no doubt lust filled eyes. "It doesn't matter what I want, Gaara. Believe me, and I'm being honest with you, I want this more than anything right now."
"So what's the problem?" Gaara asked now dryly, his eyes narrowing a little
Sakura shook her head as she looked deeply into his eyes, feeling her entire world shattering because of those beautiful eyes. She was having a very hard time being coherent. "The problem is, you are my job. I'm here as your doctor and I'm suppose to help you. What we're doing right now, it's inappropriate."
Gaara snorted as his lips curved back into it's dangerous smirk before he reached up and wrapped a hot hand around her thin wrist. He held onto it while looking into Sakura's eyes. "Inappropriate? You think this is inappropriate? No. What's inappropriate is the fact that ever since I even saved your tight little ass from that fuck head boyfriend of yours, I can't stop thinking about you." He shook his head as he lowered her hand in between them. "And this is the results of every thought that goes through my head because of you." He said dryly before pressing her hand against his groins.
The pink haired doctor's eyes snapped wide open when she felt the large bulge against her hand. She realized exactly what was happening to Gaara. He was hard as a rock in the nether places. "Oh....my god...." She whispered before trying to pull back her hand, which she was grateful that he released her hand. She pressed that hand against her chest, trying very hard to slow down her heart.
"You see?" Gaara asked, now blankly. "Every fucking time you come near me or when I see you, this is what happens. And it doesn't help that I dream about you every fucking night on that god damned beach."
Surprised, Sakura looked at him with wide eyes. "Beach?!" She breathed in shock. "The black sand beach by the blue and teal ocean?"
Not it was Gaara's turn to look slightly surprised. He had almost missed it and almost retorted with a sharp 'yes' but when her words sank into his mind, he froze. His eyes met hers, looking just as surprised as she did. He stared at her for a long moment before he dipped his head into a nod. "The black sand beach and the sapphire and teal ocean. I'm standing all in black, looking at the golden sunset."
"And I'm wearing a green bikini, walking down the shore." Sakura added almost breathlessly.
They stared at each other with wide eyes for a very long time before Gaara moved back a step. "And then I walk up to you and kiss you."
Sakura slowly reached up and covered her mouth with her hand. She couldn't believe this. She couldn't believe what was just revealed to her. She and Gaara had been having the very same dream with the same details. She had heard of this sort of thing happening before. And she had heard of at least one rumor of what it could mean. 'But that's impossible. We can't be......' She thought shaking her head before she slid against the wall and sat down on the end of Gaara's bed. "We're dreaming of each other being romantically involved." She breathed in shock before making a pained look. "Oh, god. I am so going to get fired for this."
Amused, Gaara smirked down at her as he turned a little to stand in front of her before he slowly bent over her and made her look up at him. "Not really. You can't really get fired for just having a little kissy kiss dream with me, Sakura." He spoke in a very husky tone.
Then he grinned almost wickedly before he moved closer to her, pushing her backwards onto his bed and straddling her. He grinned even more as he captured her wrists in his hands and pinned them beside her head, while she was looking up at him with shock. She had yelped a little after being pushed against the bed but found herself silenced immediately as her patient pressed his lips against hers, thrusting his tongue into her mouth when her lips opened. He was only too satisfied when she groaned into his mouth and kissed him right back. And while she was distracted, he released her wrists and ran his hands down her front, pausing them both over the small mounds on her chest. He gave them both a light squeeze, which heard him a moan from the beautiful woman under him. And that just egged him on to letting his hands fall the buttons of her blouse, unbuttoning them.
Sakura was just so caught up in the moment of their explosive kiss. She had completely forgotten exactly who they were and where they were because of how good it felt to have someone's hands roaming her body. And not just someone. Gaara Sabaku, a very handsome but dangerous man who clearly could blow up a star with the way he was kissing. She didn't realize that he was unbuttoning her shirt and pulling it back to reveal her creamy skin and black satin bra. She didn't realize that one hand was still trailing down to the hem of her skirt and pulling it up. All she knew was how of good it felt to have his lips leaving fiery trails against her lips, down her face and to her neck. She leaned her head back with her eyes closed as she felt his fiery kisses make their way down to the valley of her chest. Never had she ever felt this good with anyone. Not even Sasuke, whom was completely forgotten in her mind right now. Her mine was only on this handsome red haired man who seemed to have melted her mind.
That is until she felt his hand slid into her underwear and inserted a finger into the folds of her womanhood.
Sakura could not stop herself from moaning loudly, only to be shushed immediately by Gaara as he captured her lips again with his own. She just reached up and grabbed his biceps, digging her fingers into them as she felt his finger slid in deep, touching her from within.
"Shhh." Gaara hissed huskily into her ear as soon as he was sure she was going to be quiet. He had trailed kisses down the side of her face to her ear, where he began to nibble her skin with his teeth. He smirked as he watched how flushed she was getting as he let his finger slowly began thrusting in and out of her. "This, my lovely little doctor, you can get fired for. So you best try and be quiet." he then smirked as he pulled slightly away and looked into her deep green eyes which were only half closed. "If you can."
And then he thrust three fingers into her.
It took everything Sakura had to make sure she didn't scream. She had to bite her lip hard to keep herself from making any noise, all the while she reached up behind him and dug her fingers deep into his back, which he hissed between his teeth before deciding to attack her neck with his hot kisses again. He nibbled her neck and tasted her flesh with his mouth. He couldn't help but grin as he tasted strawberries on her. 'She does taste good. So I was right.' He thought to himself as he continued his ministrations. He heard her whimper as he continued which just made him harder in the groin area.
This continued for a minute before Sakura came into his hand, which made him grin down at her as he slowly pulled out his wet hand out and held it up between them. She was panting by now while looking up at him with heavy eyes. Gaara smirked down at her in his evil little way before he placed his wet fingers into his mouth, licking off the juices. "Well, Doctor Haruno." He spoke between licks before lowered his hand again into a fist beside her head. "Having naughty thoughts can be fun, can't they be?"
"God......." Sakura panted before blinking herself back into reality. She then felt her face drain of color. "Oh, god! Gaara!" She said before shoving him right off of her beside her. She tried to climb off the bed, but felt her knees gave out and she collapsed back next to him, which he started chuckling at. He grabbed a hold of her arm and he was above her again, pinning her into place. Sakura was trembling with fear now and looking wide eyed up at him. "We shouldn't have done this! I am so going to get into so much trouble! Oh, god!" She gasped as she tried to push him off but he wouldn't budge.
"Relax, Sakura. You won't get into trouble if no one knows about it." Gaara said smirking down at her. Then placed his fingers against her cheek, which stirred up feelings again within her.
Sakura shook her head as she reached up and grabbed his hand, pulling it away from her face, and glaring up at him. "Gaara, this isn't funny. I'm your damn doctor and you are my patient. We should have never done this. This is completely wrong in so many ways! I can get fired for this! And then charged with taken advantage of you!"
"If I didn't know any better," Gaara said grinning down at her. "You're the one on the bottom and I'm the one on top. So if anyone was taking the advantage, it would have been me."
The pink haired doctor glared harder at him before she pushed at him, making him get off of her so she could sit up. She swung her legs around over the bed and she gripped the sides of the thin mattress. She felt completely stupid for letting her patient's good looks and devilish smirk and......gorgeous eyes of sea-foam trick her into doing something like this. She knew that if anyone ever found out about this, she would get into so much trouble. "Jesus. I am so going to get fired for this. I am so going to lose my job and my reputation. All just because I had to have a fling for one of my patients. I am so going to die for this." She groaned before burying her face into her hands.
Gaara watched her for a second before he moved to sit right beside her and wrap an arm around her waist, pulling her against his side. "Sakura, I might be some patient in an Asylum and clearly the one that no one wants to fuck with, but trust me. You won't lose your job over this." He reassured her. "Because if you do," He smirked wickedly. "I can guarantee you that I will have something to say about it. I will not work with anyone else but you. I will not talk to anyone but you. If they try and get me a new doctor, I will make that doctor's life a living fucking hell until they reinstate you to me." He reached up with his other hand and made her lower her hands so she could look at him. "No one will fuck with me or you. Got that? Because I will not allow it. And I know that my sister, Temari will not fire you for this."
"How do you know that, Gaara?" Sakura asked quietly, her eyes down cast again. "How do we both know that she won't explode with anger and toss me out on my ass the minute she finds out that we....we did this?"
Grinning his devilish grin, Gaara let his eyes flicker past her towards the door before looking back into Sakura's eyes. "Because she's standing at the door now, glancing through the small window now and blocking anyone else from looking in here." He simply told her.
Sakura's eyes snapped wide open before she whirled around and looked at the door. She had forgotten about the small windows on each of the doors. Anyone could have easily looked in and saw what had just happened between her and Gaara. And worst, the back of Temari's head was in plain view, covering the window. The blonde was glancing around vigorously before turning to look through the window at the two. And when she saw them looking up at her, she narrowed her eyes almost dangerously at them both before holding up three fingers, stating they had three minutes to finish with their little 'visit' before getting the hell out of there. Then she went back to blocking the window with her head.
"Oh, god!" The pink haired doctor gasped covering her mouth before she bolted to her feet and moved to the other side of the room. She pressed herself against the wall as tears began to swell in her eyes. "She saw us! She saw us, didn't she?! I am so dead! She's going to kill me!" She paused to look down at her blouse before flushing hot red to see that it was completely unbuttoned. She quickly began buttoning it back up and fixing herself to look professional again, only that she looked like she was panicking. And she was.
Gaara smirked as he climbed off the small cot and moved over to her, placing a hand against the wall beside her head and looking into her terrified gaze. "She won't. She knows I'll be pissed if she does anything to you. Besides, she likes you. If she was pissed about what we just did, she would have been in this room the very second she saw what was happening, yelling her lungs out." he shook his head as he reached up and touched her face. "Sakura, just trust me. I know my own sister a lot better than you do. She's not angry." He tried to reassure her.
Sakura looked into his eyes, still terrified out of her wits. "Gaara......we.....we shouldn't have....I shouldn't have....." She stammered. "I'm your doctor."
"And pretty damn good one." Gaara said with a light growl within his throat. "If you can stop Tobi from throwing a huge fit and get Pein to talk to you, you're too good to get rid of." He cupped her face with his hand and pressed his forehead against hers. "And if you can quiet down Shukaku from within my head and get me to stop trying to kill everyone, you are the best. Temari and Chiyo would have to be crazier than me to fire you for something I did. I took advantage of you. It wasn't the other way around. And I'm not sorry for it. I'm not going to apologize." He grinned devilishly at her. "And you better come back tonight for more. Because I can guarantee you, I'm not done with you yet."
"Gaara." Sakura scowled at him but a smile was tugging at her lips.
The door opened and Temari's head popped in, looking at them with a hard look. She watched them for a second as they turned sharply to look at her before backing away from one another. Her eyes only narrowed directly at Sakura before she extended her finger and beckoned Sakura towards her. "Get your ass out of there now, Sakura. Right now." She said darkly.
Gaara growled as he immediately reached up and grabbed Sakura's arm, who looked as if she was going to start having a panic attack, herself. "Temari." He hissed warningly.
"You shut the hell up, Gaara." Temari growled right back at him, her eyes flashing at him. She continued to beckon Sakura towards her. "You both are so fucking lucky that it was just me and Shikamaru who saw you groping each other." She hissed very quietly, which only made Sakura grew very pale. "Sakura, come on!"
Sakura looked up at Gaara, who looked back at her but she took a deep breath and gave his hand a light squeeze as she shook her head and hurried towards the door to Temari. She flinched a little when she heard Gaara growl when his sister grabbed her arm and pull her out of the room. And she flinched even more when the blonde slammed the door before dragging her down the hall. She glanced over to see a very flushed Shikamaru standing off to the side and looking around to see if anyone was watching them before tending to follow them at a swift pace. Temari dragged Sakura right to the elevators, gripping her arm tightly as they waited for a minute to climb on before taking the elevator to the offices, where she proceeded to drag Sakura, with an uneasy Shikamaru following them, to the pink haired doctor's office. Once there, the blonde sponsor pulled Sakura inside and ordered Shikamaru to come in and lock the door.
"Temari! I am so sorry! It happened so fast that I couldn't even stop it!" Sakura proceeded to try and get herself out of trouble though she knew it would work. "I swear, I didn't mean to.......!"
But Temari shut her up very fast as she whirled around and yanked Sakura into nearly a bone crushing hug, bewildering her completely. It even made Shikamaru frowned in bewilderment when he saw her hug the other woman other than smack the shit out of her before firing her.
"Uh......Tem-Temari?" Sakura muttered as she stood there, shocked.
The blonde shook her head as she continued to hug Sakura, while tears filled her eyes and she buried her face into the doctor's shoulder and her own arm. "I swear, Sakura. I never, ever thought that anything like that would happen with Gaara. I thought he would never find anyone that he wanted to be intimate with." She said very emotionally. "I thought he would live his life alone, unloved and never having sex."
Sakura's eyes snapped wide open before she pulled away from Temari, looking at her with shock. "What?!" She gasped.
Temari only grinned at her with tears in her eyes and shaking her head as she kept her hands onto Sakura's shoulders. "Gaara's still a virgin, Sakura. What, you really think he's ever had time to be with a girl with all of the shit he's ever been in? He grew up being made fun of by other kids because of Yondaime and that damn Yashamaru. No one liked him but me and Kankuro. He went to a damn All Boy's Correction Facility for nearly two years before ending up here at the Suna Asylum right after that and being blamed for murdering our fucking father, for god's sake. He's never been with a girl before, Sakura!"
"Aww, man. Do I really have to hear this shit?" Shikamaru asked dryly as he rubbed the back of his neck.
The blonde sponsor shot him a look before pointing at him. "Yes! So don't even think about leaving yet, lazy ass!" She turned her fierce gaze back onto an astonished Sakura and smiled. "Surprised?" She asked with amusement.
"Fuck yes!" Sakura nearly exclaimed. "After having a mind-blowing kiss like that with him, I thought Gaara was at least a little experienced! He surely doesn't act like someone who has never been in that kind of situation!"
Temari grinned as she dropped her hands to her waist and shook her head. She was amused, she had to admit. But it wasn't completely unexpected. "Sexuality is a natural thing, Sakura Haruno. No one is taught about how to have sex with someone else. It comes naturally, deary. When it comes to that point, everyone knows what to do when they need to do it." She shrugged. "Still, I'm just glad it's you that's he's falling for. You're a good person and I like you. I had always hoped that something might happen between you two since you two even first met." She received a surprised look from Sakura but she shook her head. "Sakura, you are the very first person, EVER, to interact with Gaara without him at least biting you or trying to dig your eyes out of your head during the first meeting. He never even touched you when he had that chance. All he did was steal your wallet and get a nice whiff of you."
Sakura still looked worried. "But......Temari, I just......aren't you mad? I mean, I nearly had sex with your brother just now and I'm his doctor! That is so not professional! There are rules about Doctor/Patient relations! Serious rules!"
"Yes, Sakura. I am mad." Temari said dryly, her eyes very blank but then she frowned, now looking angry. "I am very mad that we didn't find you before to help Gaara! We should have gotten word about you a long time ago, that way Gaara wouldn't have to be stuck in the Asylum for so many years! He's nearly 25 years old and he's never had the chance to even experience any pleasures in life! He's had only pain and suffering, hate and fear! That's all he ever knew until you came around! Yes! I am furious! I am so pissed at that god damned father of mine for being such an asshole to my baby brother! And I am so pissed at whoever murdered him, if it was that Kimi-whats-his-face! He almost ruined Gaara's life and you just came and saved it!" She then smiled tightly. "I don't give a shit what the fucking rules are about Doctor/Patient relations. If Gaara likes you and you like him, I give you my permission to do whatever you want to him! As long as you can at least help him feel what it's like to be cared about. I don't give a shit if you have to visit him every night and do whatever you want with him! As long as you help him, that's all that matters. And if anyone, anyone at all has a fucking problem with it, direct them to me and Kankuro." She said tightly. "They will not like what we'll have to say about the matter."
It couldn't be helped. Sakura felt her mouth curve into a smile as she dipped her head down a little shyly. She only felt so happy that Temari wasn't mad at her for getting involved with her brother. She sighed as she reached up and ran her fingers through her hair. "God, I feel so messed up though. I feel like I'm taking advantage of him though."
The blonde woman standing in front of her grinned. "So? You can take advantage of Gaara all you want, honey. Because from what I saw in that damn room, he really enjoyed it." She frowned again though as she looked away and cupped her own chin with her hand. "But.....now that I think about it, there might be some problems with this situation. I can guarantee you that the International Board of Mental Health will have a problem with one of our doctors being romantic with her own patient. They're already having a hissy fit because we've been letting Nagato having his visits with his girlfriend, which I understand that you got to see a little." Temari said smirking at a blushing Sakura and Shikamaru. "And she's not even employed here at the hospital. But you are."
"There's going to be an inquiry, you know that right?" Shikamaru said lazily, his hands shoving into his pockets, making both women look at him.
Temari nodded as she lowered her hand to her side again. She knew he had a point and so did Sakura. They both knew that some trouble were going to going to come out of this. "Then we're just going to have to keep this little affair quiet. It's just going to between me, you and you." The blonde said pointing at each person in the room. "No one else will know about it, though everyone already gets the idea that there is some chemistry between them."
"Everyone?" Sakura asked worriedly.
Both Temari and Shikamaru gave the pink haired doctor a dull look. "Damn, Sakura. As smart as you are, you can be dense. Hardly anyone is stupid here. Everyone can already see that there's something there between you and Gaara. But no one really knows that it just got physical and we're going to make sure no one finds out." The blonde said as she looked in between the other two. "From here and on our way out, nothing we just said gets out. Got that?" She directed that mostly at Shikamaru.
The lazy security guard rolled his eyes but reached up and ran his fingers across his mouth, as if zipping his lips shut. "As if I want to remind myself. I just saw Sakura nearly getting some from some lunatic and it's not something I care to remember." He remarked dryly.
Both women glared at him for two different reasons but Sakura let out a sigh as she shook her head. "Temari," She muttered running her fingers through her hair again. "Are you sure.......are you sure it's okay? I mean, don't get me wrong at all. Ever since I even met Gaara I've been feeling......feeling things for him. But, it doesn't face the fact that he is a patient here at the Asylum and I'm a doctor at the Asylum. Is it even right?" She asked, worriedly.
"Sakura, when two people have something like that for each other, there is no right or wrong." Temari said dryly folding her arms across her chest. "Yeah, it's a little messed up that it's a doctor lusting after her patient but seriously. You two are both human. And it's not just lust that I just saw between you two. There is something else there." She told her very seriously. "I've seen the way you two have been looking at each other lately. There are so many sparks flying off of you both that I swear to god if people could actually see them, it'd be the fricken Fourth of July's firework show at some great big concert or something."
Sakura smiled and shook her head but she folded her arms and shifted her weight. "Well......I really do like him. And he did demand that I came back tonight. Apparently he's not done with me." She said, slyly.
Temari grinned evilly. "Do you need something to wear? Because I know this really great lingerie store in the city. I shop there all of the time." She offered. Sakura blushed hot red.
"Oh, god. I'm outta here now." Shikamaru said, also blushing but rolling his eyes as he turned and left the room before he heard anything. In truth, he found that the way that Temari Sabaku had just said that she bought lingerie very sexy. And he rolled his eyes again when he heard both women start laughing as he left the office. "Women." He grumbled.
