June 18 - 3:47 AM

Questions, answers, questions. You know I like to answer questions, don't you? Makes me feel like I have a reason. Makes me feel like there is some point to me. I like when people ask me questions. It proves that I know more than they do. Ok. Answers. Some answers. Not all. That would be telling. Do you really want to know? No. You don't want to know. But I do love to answer questions.

The sheets. The sheets are gone. Why are you still worried about them? They came in handy. White sheets to to lay on. Red sheets to clear it away. Winding sheets for their purpose. Don't worry about the sheets. You have more. I won't be needing them again. It's ok. There are other options. You know there are always options. You see a problem. You think about it. You come up with solutions. That is what you do. If one solution doesn't work, you try another. Another. Another. There are always options. There is always another solution. My solution was a different course. A different means. It worked first. It worked again. It worked tonight. Sorry, but I just couldn't stay in. It is too stuffy down here in the bowl. Much better to get out for a while.

You still won't tell them, though. Won't tell Splinter, Leo, Mikey, Raph. You won't let them know. They don't need to know and it is better if you don't tell them. Better for them. They trust you, they know you. They don't know me. They woudn't understand me. You have to sleep some time, and then it is my time. You can't always stay awake. Just a drifting mind and then you drop off. They'll see you, so peaceful. Just staring at the sleeping you, they'll tire. Everybody sleeps. They sleep, too. When they sleep, I am awake. I like the way that works. But I don't want to do that. Ok? They don't deserve it. Not them. Some people deserve it, but not them. Don't tell them.

You don't understand me, either. You still want to know why I am here. I am just here. I'm here because you need me. I need you, too. I won't always need you, though. Won't be long before the butterfly stops dreaming. Qui dormit, non peccat. Facilis descensus Averno.

See you soon.