Before we get started let me just say, I was one that hated the finale. I could never see how someone could love a person for that long and then just leave them. So here is the big chapter that explains everything. Hope you like it.

Chapter 11

She looked at the clock and knew he would be there soon. She put on a pot of coffee. He always liked coffee after a long flight. She'd gotten this routine down over the last couple of years. She couldn't wait until he got there. She thought about when she got the offer to move to London.

She couldn't believe the media craze after being chained in her dad's basement. She felt like she couldn't go anywhere. The media had never picked up on the fact that she and Tommy lived together, so their apartment was the only place to hide at. She decided for the first week to stay in. It gave her a chance to start wedding plans again. She was also excited that Darius was going to let them remix the album.

When they got back into the studio, Jude loved being able to work with Tommy again. It made her remember how good they were together. She decided to put 2AM on the album because she wanted all her fans to feel the emotion she felt when she wrote it. All she could see was pure love in his eyes while she sang it.

"This will definitely be your best album." Tommy said when they finished mixing.

"Only thanks to you. It should have been this way the first time around." She still felt bad because of the chain of events that went down.

"Don't beat yourself up. That's done and over, and here we are."

"You're right. We should go celebrate. We haven't been out in a long time." She just wanted to forget the media and be normal for once.

"Okay. I will get us reservations."

"Good. First I have to swing by the rehearsal space. Can I meet you there?"

"Sure. Just remember to take Big Lou with you."

"Always." With the media following her she had to take Big Lou everywhere, but she didn't mind because she liked his company.

When she got to the space an A&R rep was waiting to talk to her about signing with her label. The only catch was it was in London. She told her they'd been following her career for a while, and after the news broke about her being released from her contract they knew they had to get to her before someone else did. This was a big time label that would skyrocket her career.

She was so excited but needed to talk to Tommy first. She was running late for dinner after her meeting. She felt like she was on top of the world. She couldn't quit smiling. "Sorry I'm so late." She said waking into the restaurant.

"It's okay."

"This afternoon has blown my mind. So, when I went by the space, there was a lady there waiting on me. Bermondsey records wants to sign me. Apparently I've been on their radar for awhile now. They want to fly my life to London and put everything into my music."

"Wow that's the big the big show. That's amazing."

"Terrifying actually. It's happening at warp speed and I feel like I'm loosing my grip."

"On what?"

"If I fly to London I leave everything normal that's ever kept me grounded."

"Look around. When they start closing restaurants for you, you've left normal eating your dust."

"If I move to London, what happens with us?" She didn't want to loose him and all the dreams they have together.

"If you need an anchor, I've done the whole super star thing. I'll help you through the madness and be your normal."

"You'll leave everything behind and go with me? What about your job? What about your life?"

"Jude, if you haven't noticed you are my life. I go where you go."

"Then we're going to London. Now why is the restaurant empty?" She finally looked around and realized they were the only customers.

Jude fell out on their bed when they got home. She still hadn't quit smiling. She had everything she ever wanted at her finger tips. It was all very exciting.

"What a day." Tommy said from the bedroom door.

"Yeah. I want to have a big show to say good bye to my fans." She had lists running through her head.

"Okay, I'm sure Sadie could help you put that together. What do you want to do about getting married?" He asked sitting down beside her on the bed.

"We could have a small ceremony before we leave. It shouldn't take long to get our closest friends together."

"Jude, what about your dad?"

She hadn't really thought of that. Her dad was still on his soul searching vacation. "Maybe we can come home and have the ceremony after he gets home."

"We can do what ever you want to do."

The next day she went to see Sadie. She told her everything. "Wow, Jude that's great! So you and Tommy are moving to London."

Jude noticed she was a little hesitant. "Sadie, what's wrong?"

"Jude, you're eighteen and you're moving across the ocean with your boyfriend."

"Tommy's my Fiancé, Sades. And at one time you were all about us getting married." Jude had a feeling she knew what Sadie was thinking.

"Yeah, but that was before…"

"Before your feelings for Kwest changed so you think the same thing is going to happen with Tom and me?"

"I'm sorry, Jude. I'm happy for you really."

"Good, I need you to help me put together my farewell show."

"Of course, but let me tell Darius about the new label."

The next week was a bit insane. Jude and Tommy were getting things ready to move and Tommy was still working with G Major. Darius had made a big announcement the Instant Star was going global with World Instant Star. Tommy came in completely freaked out one night.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Jude asked from the closet where she was boxing up her clothes.

"Kwest quit today."

"Why?"

"Apparently Sadie and D have something going on and Kwest finally picked up on it."

"Ew and I knew it."

They were keeping the apartment so everything didn't have to be packed. They were just taking what they needed. Nicola, the A&R rep, had sent Jude some ideas of where to live. She was so excited to show Tommy.

"You picked our home with out me?" He asked. They were in her dad's garage. Both bikes were up and running and they were planning on taking them with them.

"Nicola said it was the place to live. There's security and private concierge." He just looked at her. "Bjork lives there."

"Private concierge and Bjork. That doesn't sound like the normal life you wanted."

"You're judging me."

"No I'm confused. You've been talking about loosing your grip on normal then you want to live like a rock star. Emphasis on the star part."

"You think I'm being pretentious."

"Don't put words in my mouth."

"How many Tommy Q celebrity higinks stories have I had to sit through. Don't I deserve my own adventures? What part of that do you not understand?"

"I do understand that, Jude. But you say one thing and do the complete opposite." He yelled. "What I can't figure out is what you really want." Then he stormed out.

She tried not to let it bother her. Her farewell concert was that night and she wanted to show her fans how much she loved them. But while during sound check all she could think about was their fight. "Spied am I wrong?"

"Don't ask me. My wife and I are being sued for our rock star life."

"Jamie?" she turned to look at her oldest friend.

"I can't believe I am actually defending him, but Jude, he is just trying to protect you. It's what he has always done."

"I don't need some one telling me what to do."

"Chill, Dude. We have a concert to prepare for." Spied said tuning his guitar.

When the show started Tommy wasn't there yet. Jude was worried he wouldn't show up. She continuously twisted her ring around her finger. She hated when they fought. When they took a break before her final song Tommy was waiting with a dozen roses. "Hey!"

"Hey."

"Sorry I freaked out earlier, but it got me to thinking."

"Look we can talk later. Right now you just need to know I am here, and we can live how ever you want to."

"It's more than that, Babe."

"We can work it out. Right now you need to go out there and tell everyone that your fiancé is going to be joining you on piano. And we can talk afterwards."

She kissed the side of his mouth and headed back to the stage.

"So before I perform my last song, I have an announcement to make." She stood in front of the huge crowd that came to bid her farewell. It was overwhelming that this was really her last performance in her hometown. She looked over and saw Tommy standing at the side of the stage with roses. Her Tommy. Her heart and soul. She knew if he hadn't gone home when his mom got sick, they'd already be married. She twisted her engagement ring on her finger. Was their argument a sign that they needed time a part? Should she go to London alone and Tommy stay behind? She was only eighteen. Maybe she needed to have her own experiences. Maybe she needed to grow some before starting her life with him. She knew he was her future. "I was going to premiere the infamous 'basement song' you all have been dying to hear, but you have to wait for the album to hear it. It's a great song, and I love it, but it's just not where my head is right now." She glanced back at Tommy. "I'm going to do new song about a girl who is about to fly off and see the world. But in order to really spread her wings, she has to do it alone. So thank you for holding my hand, and thanks for letting me go." Somewhere in the middle of the song, Tommy had disappeared from the side stage.

She walked back stage at the end of the show. "Sadie, where is he?" Tears were streaming down her face. The show was exciting, but the reality was so sad.

"I don't know Jude. I'm not sure he's still here."

Jude walked to her dressing room with her head hung low. She knew right then she'd lost him. Almost three years down the drain. She was gonna have to pull herself together, since she'd broken her own heart.

She opened the door and flicked the light on. She almost screamed, but caught herself realizing it was only Tommy sitting there in the dark. "Tommy, I thought you left." She was so shocked he was there, but also relieved.

"Why?" Was his only response. His voice was weak and emotional.

"I don't know."

"No, Jude. You know. Talk to me. I want to know what is going on in your head."

"I got scared Tommy. Our fight in dad's garage scared the shit out of me. Tommy all I have ever known was you. How am I supposed to know if I can do something by myself?"

"Jude, when I put that ring in your finger on your birthday, I meant for you to never have to do something on your own. I can't imagine my life without you. It's just not possible."

"Tommy you are my future. I know that, but I need to see if I can stand on my own two feet."

"Then what do we do?"

"Come to London with me. Help me get settled in, then come home. I know the distance will be hard, but we can do it."

"And what about getting married?"

"Over the last few weeks I've realized that as much as I want to get married; I want my career too."

"Jude, I'm not trying to stop you for having your career. What does me going to London with you have to do with anything."

"I can't ask you to give up your career. What about your contract with Darius? He's not just going to let you go."

"He will deal."

"Tommy, you know he won't." She said cupping his face.

"I guess I can't change your mind?"

"I promise you that one day we will get married and we will have the life we've been talking about for months. Just not right now."

"I love you, Jude. And I will do what ever you want me to."

"I love you, too."

She was setting out coffee mugs when she heard the knock. "Coming." She said rushing to the door. When she saw his face she couldn't help but grin. "You're here." She pulled him into the house and into a tight hug. "God, I've missed you."

"I've missed you, too, Girl."

No more words were shared before their mouths molded together. The reality that they no longer had to have a long distance relationship only added fire to the passion of the kiss. Their lives were finally coming together and the last few years were proof that no one could pull them apart.

Tommy backed her to the door as it closed. He couldn't believe she was right in front of him. He kissed down her neck and she jumped up to wrap her legs around his waist.

Jude loved the feel of his lips on her skin. It had been too long since she'd been in his arms. "Bedroom." She giggled when he nibbled on her ear. She sighed when her back hit the bed. She knew she had a good reason not the ship her bed home yet.

Tommy loved all the sounds she was making. It reminded him why he loved her so much. She was just so passionate. He kissed down her neck smiling as she shivered. "Are you using a new shower gel?" She smelled amazing.

"No." She giggled. "What are you doing smelling me?" She couldn't help but laugh at him.

Tommy got real serious and hovered over her. "Why do you always bust out laughing?" He was trying hard not to smile.

"Tommy, come on." She still couldn't hold in her giggles.

"We haven't seen each other in two months and all you can do is laugh. Great." He said all dramatically and fell back on his back.

She saw a smile form on his lips just before her threw his arm up to hide his face. "No, don't hide your face. I haven't seen it in two months." She smiled softly before his lips were on hers again.

This time there were no laughs and no interruptions. Jude's fingers gripped his hair when he inched her shirt up to kiss her stomach. His mouth still did amazing things to her. She leaned up to get rid of the shirt.

Tommy got rid of his own before meeting her lips again. He missed being able to kiss her when ever he wanted to. He moved down her chest. Her skin was so soft. His fingers worked quickly on her jeans and pulled them down her legs slowly kissing every inch of skin he could reach.

Jude pulled him back to her lips and unbuttoned his jeans. She used her feet to pull them down until he could kick them off. She felt like she couldn't breathe without his kisses. She needed him more than she could remember ever needing him in the past. When his thumb rubbed over her nipple her back arched and a moan escaped her mouth.

Her hands slipped around his shoulders as his teeth sunk into her rip lower lip, taking love bites. He let one hand trail down her body. He pulled her leg up around his hip. He kissed over to her ear. "I love you." He whispered before sinking deep inside her.

Jude finally felt complete again. Sure they'd seen each other over time, but knowing they would be apart again was always hovering over their heads. But not now. She dug her nails into his back as he drove in and out. She could feel her muscles tightening.

He loved how she felt. Her body moved with his so naturally. He collapsed on top of her loving the feeling of her fingers nails raking his scalp. "I love you too." She said breathlessly.

He rested his head on her stomach as her fingers continued to run through his hair. "Tonight's a big night." He said when his breathing returned to normal.

"Yep. Another farewell." They both fell asleep just the way they were.

When Tommy woke up, Jude was still asleep. He decided to let her be. She needed her rest for her show that night. He went to the kitchen to get coffee. He was so thankful her time in London was over. He let her go because he knew that they were meant for each other. He thought back to when she made the decision to move without him.

He felt like everything was back on track. After calling to make reservations for dinner, he made a stop to thank Jamie for rescuing Jude from Megan. He could tell Jamie had moved on and was happy. That made him happy because it meant Jude could have both of them in her life at one time. That was all she ever wanted.

They'd closed down the restaurant for them to have dinner. It was funny to him because it had nothing to do with him. Jude's fame had skyrocketed over the last few weeks. She was running late, but he didn't worry. He knew she was safe with Big Lou.

His world was turned on its axis when she told him about London. But he didn't think twice about going with her. He'd had his superstar career. It was time for him to sit back and let her have hers. He was actually excited thinking about moving.

When they fought in the garage, he realized he was unconsciously wanting to hold her back. Though he wanted her to live her dreams, he was afraid they wouldn't include him anymore. His heart dropped when she made her little speech at her concert.

"Here, make sure she gets these." He said handing the roses to Sadie.

He could tell she wanted to say something, but she just nodded and took them. He didn't know where he was going. Maybe he could find a near by bar to get trashed in. What was his life without Jude? Nothing. That's why he ended up staying in her dressing room until she came in.

One thing he knew for sure about Jude, was when she made her mind up, there was no changing it. He knew she had a point about Darius. He wasn't just going to let him out of his contract. So they were going to live in two different countries for awhile. They could do it.

"So, I called Darius on my way home." He said running his fingers through her hair. They were lying in bed just enjoying their closeness.

"Yeah?"

"He has this huge plan for World Instant Star and wants me to hold auditions in London while I'm there. So, I should be able to stay with you for a couple of weeks. How does that sound?"

"It sounds great." She said smiling warmly.

He knew he needed to cherish every second with her.

He poured his coffee and made her some tea before returning to the bedroom. She was stretching, and he couldn't help but smile.

"What?"

"You're still the most beautiful girl in the world." He said placing her tea on the table by the bed. "I made you some tea."

"Thank you." She said sipping it.

"How was your nap?"

"The best nap in a long time. I wish we didn't have to go anywhere tonight. I would love just to stay in bed with you."

"Think about it this way, we have all the time in the world."

"Yes we do." She smiled and leaned forward to kiss him lightly. "So, how is Toronto?"

"Still in one piece. I can't wait for you to see the house. And I can't wait for you to meet my dad. He's really a good guy."

"I'm glad he found you." She said placing her mug down and noticing the time. "I have to start getting ready."

"Go, we'll have plenty of time to catch up after your show."

"The rest of our lives." She said walking towards the bathroom.

There you go everybody. Of course that was not the end, but it gets you to the end of the series. They've been together the whole time. Some of you hit it right on the money. There is still more to come, so keep telling me what you think. REVIEW!!!!!!