ok so i might have blown it out of proportion. me and edward are solid and un-penatraitable. I love edward and nothing will ever change that. but i don't want to make it seem like i'm ok with it. Charlie didn't come home last night and i figured he crashed on billies house. today i was going to chill with the guys like always ,but today i just wanted to relax.

We met at the first beach. everybody was there. we ended up playing chicken for a bit and the water was very cold. i had fun and we dicied swnce the day was young to go to sams place and watch a movie. I sat on quill during the first movie and everytime he moved his head to see clearly i movved to block him. Every body got a good laugh out of that one but after that i let him watch in peace nad we finished 2 more movies and then we dispurst.

By the time i got home it was 9. I was really freaked out that charlie wasn't home. I called billy and he said that he ended up not going and it was only harry clearwater and my dad that went in the end. After hearing that news i called sue -harry's wife- and she thought they were here. as soon as she said so i hung up and called the cops.

-5 hours later-

i was sitting in the police ofice. nothing had come up and sleeping was way not an option. by now i had been joined by the clearwaters jake and edward. Seth had become one of my friends at thr rez and i was really freaked out right now. i was perched on edwards lap and jake sat on my right with seth to my left.

The deputy went out going to wher ethey were camping. not even a full minute later the phone ran tot he hospital. They had found harry. He was in critical condition from being maled by a bear. As we got there me and edward went into the waiting room while everybody else went to wait in harry's room until he got out of surgery.

after about 4 hours of waiting the deputy came back and told me the wrost news i had ever recieved.

i was now in edwards bed. Esme fixed me something to eat and i was trying to sleep. But every time i got close to sleeping i would hear him scream or a bear roar. i couldn't stnd it. Not long after edward enterd the room and hoped in the bed and cuddled me 'till i fell asleep.

even still with edward by my side i was restless. and my dreams turned into nightmares.