Howl
Because days come and
Go... but my
feelings for you
are Forever...
One last kiss
Before you go...
Dry your tears...
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Chapter Nine:Tears And Fights...
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I could hear Jacob arguing upstairs with someone as i walked into the house he was getting loud and yelling alot
"NO!!! IM NOT GOING!" he said loudly
i stood still as a statue. i didnt want him to know i was here... i knew i wasent ment to hear this. Alice walked in the door and went to say something and i covered her mouth she went willingly. she must have knowen i was gonna do this.
"It doesent MATTER how bad its nessicary..." Jacob said Alice listened with me and then nodded she knew what he was talking about or had atleast knowen this was coming.
"Im not. i AM still part of the pack, i just cant leave her...."
Alice grabbed my hand and pulled me forward
"I gotta go" Jacob muttered it was barley audible but i heard it. i heard a cellphone snap shut and Jacob walked out
"Hey Bells"
"Hey Jake" I said smiling. i flitted up the stairs and kissed him on the lips lightly.
"Who were you on the phone with?" I asked Jacob as i pulled my fingers through his hair.
"It was Sam"
"Ooh... what did he need?" I asked unleashing the full power of my eyes on him
"Nothing... just checking up..." He anwsered refusingto look into my eyes
"Well. where do you have to go?" I asked. if i wanted to know where he was going i might as well give myself up
"No where... he wants me to go with him, Paul and Leah to southern LaPush to help out a few of our ancestors..." He mumbled
"Ooh.... How?"
"They just need some... vampire help..."
"Theres MORE?"
"Yeah.. there always is... i think the Cullens are a tourist attraction"
"Ooh...." was all i could get out... i felt like i was choaking on something.
"Bella are you okay? you just went like 6 shades of white."
"Shes fine... shes just.... Yeahhhhhhh..." Alice got pulled into something in the future. i watched her as everything played out in her mind
"Jacob..." She muttered Jacob went to her side
"Jacob.... STOP!!!" She screamed Jacob started shaking her she came out of it
"Ooh... oh god..." She said as she looked wide eyed at Jacob
"What is it Alice?" I said instantly at her side
"He HAS to go...."
"What?"
"HE HAS TO GO.... IF HE DOSENT THEY WILL KILL US ALL... ALL OF US... CARLISLE, ME, JASPER, BELLA EMMETT, JACOB, SAM, ESME, PAUL, QUIL, AND ROSALIE... ALL OF US!" she said
"Cant someone else go?"
"No... it was a decision SAM made just now... if he takes anyone but you they will kill us all... you have to go."
"im going then." i said
"No you arent..." Alice said quickly
"Why the hell not?"
"you are a NEWBORN vampire, YOU will get killed" she said
"I dont CARE... Jacobs not going alone..."
"They EXPECT all of us to come with... if WE go were doomed" Alice spat at me. i shrunk back from her hostility
"I dont mean to be mean Bella but its TRUE... we cant all go."
"Why would we bee doomed if we all went?"
"They want US... they WANT the Cullen's... Because of you... they know that you know what we are..."
"BUT I AM WHAT YOU ARE!" I suddenly yelled
"that dosent matter..." Alice said Jasper walked in the door
"Its happening isnt it?" He asked
"Yes..." Alice said as she went to his side.
"Fine... how long will this take?"
"2 Weeks." Alice said
"2 Weeks?!"
"Yes...." I looked at Jacob and hugged him
"Go if you have to...i love you so much."
"I love you too..." He said as he kissed my stony lips
"When do you leave?"
"he wants me by Twilight."
"Figures...." I said looking out the window. we had about a hour. i walked with Jacob outside. he phased and we started running towards LaPush. i hadent been there since i changed. we went to Billies. he didnt know what i was yet... but i guess he would now. Jacob phased back as he ran and we went to the front door
"Dont tell him what you are... let him figure it out..." Jacob said as he touched my face and kissed me on the lips
"Isnt it ovious?" i said quietly
"Dont worry honey... i will be okay... i know your worried... i will be back as soon as i possibly can... and iwill call you as much as i can..." I kissed him on the lips again and we walked in
"That you Jake?"
"Yep." Jacob said as he walked in i had to work to make a little bit of noise so i didnt seem ghostly. we walked into the living room where Billy was standing drinking some coffee
"Legs feelin good today?" Jacob asked casually as he went to the fridge and grabbed a soda
"Yeah.... Bella?"
"Yep... its me..." I said with a smile. Jacob cleared his throat loudly and opened the soda he was feeling akward.
Billy looked away from me intantly and looked at Jacob as he went through the fridge and then came to my side kissing me innocently on the cheek
"So have you heard about southern LaPush?" Billy asked trying not to look at me.
"Yeah... im going down with Sam and the rest of the pack to handle it..."
"And you bella?"
"Im staying with the Cullen's" i said
"so how are you feeling?" Billy was onto me. i knew he would be... my voice was different... my face was different... everything about me screamed vampire.
"im feeling okay." i said
Jacob cleared his throat again
"So you seen Charlie lately?"
"No... they dont think that i should expose him to what i have..."
"And you should expose me and Jacob?" Jacob coughed
"Dont choak over there son."
"Shes a vampire. so how was your day."
"SHES A WHAT?"
"Vampire." Jacob said
It was my turn to clear my throat
"SHES A VAMPIRE AND SHES ON QUILUTE LAND?"
"SHES MY GIRLFRIEND! SHES NOT GONNA KILL ANYONE!" Jacob was intantly on his feet
"i KNEW it, its her EYES!!!"
"does it matter dad? i love her... i imprinted... and it dosent matter what she is."
"SHES A MURDERER!"
"SHES NEVER KILLED ANYONE!"
"thats why she cant see Charlie, cuz she'll eat him!"
I felt unconfortable so i went to Jacobs side. he hugged me close to him
"Look! just because shes a vampire dosent mean she dosent have feelings! shut up old man and sit down. shes never killed anyone. shes just fine!" Jacob yelled he pulled me close to him. i felt a bit of venom pour over my lids it hurt to cry. i could feel it burn my granite skin. i had cried a few times since i was a vampire... but i couldnt get tears to come out. but now i could. Jacob pulled my face so he was looking me in the eye
"You wanna leave honey?"
"No... im fine." He wiped my tears and kissed me on the lips.
"No... were going..." He said swooping me up into his arms. i was capable of walking myself. but he gave his dad one last look and walked out with me in his arms we walked to the beach and he set me down on the bleached roots of our tree.
"Im so sorry. i wouldnt have taken you there if i would have knowen that he was gonna react like that."
"its fine." I said as i moved closer to his burning skin
"I love you." He said as he kissed me on the lips lightly.
"I love you too..." i said as i kissed him on his lips again. i could see tears slip from his eyes he pulled me close to him
"I dont want to go Bella." He said as he hugged me close to him
"i know.... but i mean... you have to..."
"i wish we were both just human again." He said as he kissed my neck lightly
"So do i" I said i curled into his arms. and thats how we spend our last hour together. at the end of it my cheeks were raw.
it was twilight now.
I heard something move in the woods far off. i breathed in deeply and i could smell wolf. it was Sam. i knew it. Jacob smelled him too. but he ignored it. i could feel the shimmer of phasing. and Sam was standing there by us
"Were going. if your going." Sam said. no human would be able to hear him
"i have no choice.." Jacob muttered as he stard at my face. he was worried. i didnt know how many vampires there was... but i knew it had to be alot to wipe out the entire Cullen family and the pack in Alices vision.
"you do..." Sam said quietly
"Not if i expect everyone to make it out alive" He mumbled as he ran his fingers over my skin
"I love you Bella"
"I love you too Jake... Please... be safe and call as much as possible...."
"I will...." He kissed my stone lips and stood up walking into the woods with Sam
*Alice* I stood against the wall Jasper was at my sinde in a moment
"Do you think that Bella will come back?"
"Not tonight..." I mumbled as i started straightening everything up in the house. i could hear Rosalie and Emmett going at it upstairs. normal routine for the two though. my vision got pulled into a different time. i could see Bella on the side of the road wa;lking slowly towards the house sobbing.
"We need to go pick Bella up... shes on the Lapush line."
Japer flitted out of the house and i heard the car start i walked out to the car and got in. we drove quickly towards the line i could see Bella ahead of us sitting in the gutter. a beautiful girl in a gutter. we pulled over
"Bella sweetie... get in the car" Jasper said to me
"Thanks for te ride Jasper." she said as she walked to the car and got in. i wondered idly if Emmett and rose were done fucking... i didnt want Bella to have to get depressed by hearing that. i reached out with my mind as far as i could i could see them sitting hte couch together when we got home.
"Its gonna be okay Bella." Jasper said pumping calm emotions into her. suddenly she looked as if she were really far away.
"Bella?" I said as i turned back to face ehr
"Jacob, Sam... no...." she said then she looked normal
"what was it?" i asked
"It was... something... like a vision... future? do i have your power Alice?" She said
"Impossible..." I mumbled
then she was far awaay again. this time i let it play out. she phased back into reality
"No... not the future... i can see... i see...." She was phasing in and out
"Bella... bella..." I said Jasper drove as fasta s he could get the car to go
"I can see... Jacob, and Sam, their fighting, theres blood all over the place.... there in the woods... theres a fallen log, a huge waterfall... a dead woman next to them... its a vampire, its one of the ones their fighting... i can hear their thoughts, their figting for dominance, Jacobs becoming alpha. Sam dosent wanna let up his position though. their howling... We have to get to them Alice...." She said as she went back into reality
"Is it the future your seeing?"
"Well apperently.... i dont know how it happened though... it wasent like yours... it was set in stone... its happening... we need to stop it..." i went out of reality pushing hard to see what she did... i could see flickers of a fight... she was right... there was going to be a fight...
"Turn around Jasper... we need to get to south Lapush... by the time the sun rises."
"So i see the future like you?" Bella asked me
"Yeah.. apperently... this is so cool... im so happy... me and you will be a unbeatable force when were together...." I said happily
"What caused it?"
"mabye the lack of Jacob in your presence... mabye it was about the emotion you were feeling..." I said
"How do we stop it Alice?"
"We just hope we get there in time and that we can stop them. talk some sense into them... and if its impossible then we will restrain them... im gonna call Rosalie and Emmett... we will need some halp if its gonan turn to that."
*Bella" Alice talked quicky into the phone to Emmett... i just didnt listen and foucused on trying to see if this would help with us showing up.... i hoped it did... i coudnt see anything though... Alice was foucusing on the future as soon as she was off the phone. she told me nothing had changed yet... other than thay were all running right now... we had till sunriise to find this place they were going to be fighting at.
Sam
We all ran in silence, Jacob was mad about something. it was hard to tell what he was mad about these days condidering he was a leech lover. he snarled next to me and ran faster
Jacob, you run where you were born to run at....
I was born to lead. he thought acidicly
So you want to be alpha now Jacob?
No..... but there was a doubt to his thoughts. he did... but he wouldnt admit it... not even with his thoughts
Get over yurself Sam. Jacob thought at me
I am alpha now, you will bow to me.... it came out harsher than i ment it to...
No thats exactly what you ment it to sound like Sam. Jacob was still pissy so i decided to leave him alone and let him run however he wanted to... i could hear 9 other footfalls behind me. as i ran. Jacob ran ahead of us still. i knew he didnt wanna be doing this. i didn exactly understand why he didnt just bring his precious parasite with him.
Call her that one more time Sam... i fucking dare you Jacob thought suddenly
Chill bro.... Seth thought towards Jacob
Im not gonna 'chill' seth, this is bullshit, Were all soposed to treat all of eachothers imprintees with respect? as if part of the family..... and hes being a dick
Jacob just run adn calm the fuck down i thought as i ran suddenly Jacob skidded to a halt in front of me and he was full on snarling in my face.
What are you doing? i asked
Standing up for her, since no one else has the backbone to do it... we all respect her EXCEPT you, jesus, even Leah does more than you....
Shes not out species, its against nature.
EMILYS HUMAN, YOUR A WOLF, MABYE WE SHOULD ALL HIT ON LEAH IF ITS ABOUT SPECIES!
No thanks, Leah thought bitterly as she licked her paws and cleaned off
it dosent matter... she is a vampire, she cant even carry on your blood line. Jacob snarled loudly and then i felt it run through him, alpha. he made his decision suddenly.
there cant be 2 alphas. I said
There wont be... you will bow to me, i wasent raised to bow to a Uley, i was raised to lead this pack. IT ran undilited through him, he was alpha... now atleast... but it still ran through me
Now you'll keep your thoughts about Bella to yourself. and i'll keep mine to myself.
*Alice*
Things changed quickly in the vision. it was still dark. and they were staring at eachother. it was already happening.... they were talking i guessed.
"We have to get ehre now... its about to happen." I said quickly
"I cant smell them" Bella muttered
*Bella*
"I can..." Jasper said as he accelerated and we were going atleast 200 mph
"What are they doing now alice?"
"They are talking... i think Jacob already mad the choice, and now their talking... i didnt see the figt happening... though it seemed like it changd courses 100% they wont just let it go... its against eh grain for them... there cant be 2 alphas, and i know sam would let up his position. Jacob has no choice to fight...." i snarled i could picture Sam trying to kill him. the very thought of it made me want to tear him from limb to limb. Jasper hit the brakes suddenly and got out in a blur of motions i got out with them and we were running throught eh woods at full speed. i didnt know if we could catch them considering they run faster than us. Alice stopped dead and i ran into her. it made a loud thunderous sound
"their moving again... Jacobs idea.... they wanna get farthur from the road just in case theres hikers, theyre running... Jacobs mad..." Alice took off suddenly with a urge
"We have to get there NOW..." She said as she ran at full speed Jasper had never stopped when Alice got her vision. he didnt wanna see Jacob get killed
"Rosalie and Emmett are here..." She said as she ran i could smelll Emmett from here... but not rosalie. i didnt know her from other scents though. Emmett was suddenly at my side
"I heard you two crash... wheres Jasper?"
"HE went ahead..." I said as i pushed harder to keep up with Alice. she ran fast when she had an incentive. i wondered what she had seen. she ran through a patch of sun and it glittered off ehr skin. Thats what she saw. i pushed harder and harder Rosalie caught up wigh us
"Its gonna be okay Bella" She said as we ran then i could hear snarls ahead of me and water falling. i heard Jasper snarl and then i heard Jacobs. i knew his well. Then i heard howls ahead of me. my vision wasent wrong. as i ran into the clearing i saw Japer Crouched infront of Jacob protectivly. Alice took a position right next to him and me, Rosalie and Emmett. we all loved Jacob, i was part of the Cullen family and he was my lover, so they all loved him. Sam snarled
Move.... or i will kill you all I could hear his thoughts in my head suddenly
"We wont move Sam...." I anwsered. it startled me when i heard it... but i had to just let it be for now.
MOVE... i will kill all of you and then him
NO YOU WONT TOUCH HER
SAM GIVE IT UP
all of you are idiots
STOP!
i could hear everyone
"You will not kill any of us... or him" I said acidly
How is she knowing what hes saying
TOUCH THEM! I WILL KILL YOU!!!!
I'll kill you all... all of them Jacob. you hear that Jacob snapped at Sam and Alice had oviously seen it about to happen and stopped him
"Kill us.... TRY..." Sam Snapped at Emmett and he attacked Sam Jasper and Rosalie had him contained in a second. Jacob howled behind us and broke through us and attacked Sam he was ontop of him in a second biting him. it was bleeding everywhere... i was forgetting how to think. i could smell the delicious scent of blood everywhere. i could smell Jacobs spilling and Sams... i couldnt think. i could smell the stink of dog, all i could smell was blood. i was frozen in my need while Jacob and Sam fought.
