Hey guys here is chap 12,

enjoy, usual disclaimers apply :)

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amba

Chapter 12

"Blair Cornelia Waldorf is the main character of the Gossip Girl book series,and also the lead in the television adaptation we have created. In addition to being the protagonist of the original novels, she is set to be the most widely publicized figure in the television series, and the most critically acclaimed for the books and soon to be series. Additionally, she is the creation who author Cecily Von Ziegesar who has labeled as her 'most complex'." she continued after a short pause.

"she is a privileged young woman born to high society, Blair is presented as the beautiful Queen Bee of Manhattan's social scene. Due to her status on the Upper East Side, Blair's actions and relations are under constant scrutiny from the mysterious Gossip Girl, a popular blogger" she stopped then continued again.

"but Blair aside, Gossip Girl the series was created by josh Schwartz and Myself, and is set to premiere on CW September 19, this year, we hope. Narrated by the omniscient yet unseen blogger "Gossip Girl", voiced by Kristen Bell the series revolves around the lives of privileged teenagers attending an elite private school in New York City's Upper East Side. The series mostly follows the life of 'It Girl' Serena Van Der Woodsen, being played by Blake Lively, upon her mysterious arrival, Dan Humphrey, being played by Penn Badgley, an outsider who becomes a part of the turbulent Manhattan scene."

she wouldn't stop talking, but I liked the idea of this show. Then she continued talking again.

"Dan Humphrey, is Serena's main love interest whom she starts dating in the first episode. Blair Waldorf is a beautiful Queen Bee of Manhattan's social scene, Serena's best friend, ally, and often rival, on whom the show is strongly focused. Nate Archibald is wealthy and popular guy, always confused with his feeling and the paths in his life. Chuck Bass, serves as the show's antihero, he is a womanizer and party lover with a troubled life and past. The five mentioned characters serve as the show's focal point, while the other characters contribute in subplots. Jenny Humphrey is Dan's younger sister, who desperately tries to become the next Queen Bee, a goal that makes her realize the true values of life, which she eventually accomplishes. Vanessa Abrams who enters the show in its first season as Dan's past love,is planed to become a series regular after the 14th episode of the season, where her storyline drastically changes and she falls deeply for Nate.

A major subplot in the show involves Serena's mother Lily Van Der Woodsen and Dan's father Rufus Humphrey, both of whom share a romantic past which will follow them throughout the show, and eventually lead to marriage. Other characters include, Eric Van Der Woodsen, Serena's overly caring gay brother, who becomes very close with Jenny and Georgina sparks, the main antagonist in the show, but with a recurring role". She was finished I could tell.

"well, I love it!" I said "lets do this" we went inside and I did the reading in front of heaps of people, Stephanie called someone and told them to come down. 10 minutes later – I knew her from the club and seeing her in magazines – Blake lively came in. we said hey and talked then did a reading for a scene.

"that's it!" Stephanie screamed.

"the parts yours, your our Blair" she ran to me and hugged me, who knew I could act and sing?

"really? That's great" I hugged Blake and Stephanie then dimitri.

"i got it" I told him

" I know, you were great, and your going to be really famous." he said

"oh fame doesn't matter, I just love doing what makes it.." I paused " although I don't mind the fame either" I said laughing.

i was told to come tomorrow so we could start shooting and things, I was allowed to leave shaelee said she would work out the paperwork for me to fill out for tomorrow.

When we got inside I headed upstairs pulling Dimitri by the hand with me, when we reached my bedroom I closed the door and wrapped my hands around his next with one hand and began undoing his shirt buttons with the other, he understood and returned the gesture by pulling my top off.

I woke up 4:00am that morning, had a shower got dressed and left after leaving a note for dimitri saying ill be back tonight, it was a 3 hour drive, I had to go into Manhattan all the way from Pennsylvania. I got there at 7:00am, right on time I said to myself, I met up with Blake and met the rest of the cast. Penn Badgley (Dan),Chace Crawford (Nate),Taylor Momsen (Jenny),Jessica Szohr (Vanessa),Ed Westwick (Chuck),Kelly Rutherford (Lily) and Matthew Settle who plays (Rufus).

They were all very nice, and we worked great together. We managed to shoot the first episode, we were shooting the scenes in real streets and there were people standing by taking photos, it was a little nerve racking but only for split second, I thought about waking up at 4 and how tired I was, there was still going to be another 18 days of this. And that's only if they get done as fast as this one.

After each scene there was a photoshoot both single and group photos taken. We all left together and went out for dinner, we had a great time they were almost like family.

While on my way home I gave shaelee a call.

"hey rose, whats up?" she spoke

"hey can you check available houses in the Manhattan area?" I asked

"rose, your a celeb, you can get a mansion" she stated the obvious.

"well, can you search mansion in the area or close to anyway?"

"sure, happy to help."

"thanks shaelee, I gotta' go talk to you later, bye" I hung up and turned on the radio, it was a 'Top 10 hottest hits' and they were up to number 6 "Party in the USA" was playing, then followed by my songs, I sung along tapping my hands on the steering wheel as I sung and drove.

My life was becoming great, I was making it out in the world and no one could stop me, Britney was right, I deserved this.

Of course that's when I got a call, I looked at my phone and it said 'Mum Calling' ughh what now? I thought, i answered the phone after the 3rd ring.

"yes?" I asked into the phone, my tone of voice going hard.

"rose, I told you not to but you still went along with it, now I hear your an actress? Whats wrong with you? You have too many secrets to keep, living in the public eye is not going o help that, oh and WHERE DID YOU GET A RING LIKE THAT!" she almost shouted, how did she know?

"firstly, I can keep a secret, secondly I have chosen MY life" I added emphasis on the 'my'.

" and thirdly, I dont have to tell you anything other then it was a gift!" my voice grew louder, this was just like her, always ruining my good moods.

"they are sacred, you cant them from anyone who isn't royal, and really only royals should wear them, you! Are not royal" that was harsh.

"its the only way I can not have people know what I am, and a royal gave it to me so, im obviously worthy" Britney told be that night that she was named royal after becoming famous, I dont know the details I just thought it was weird.

"you know this is just like you, always ruin my good moods, so now that im mad ill tel you what I think, this is my life if I want to be a famous singer and actor thats my choice not yours, my until recent events Absent mother, so dont but in!" I yelled.

I was driving along a narrow mountain while yelling at mum, when I saw in the review mirror some paparazzi behind me, they went into the next lane, which was actually for traffic coming the other way, I was only 5 minutes away at the moment, if I could keep driving until I got to the gates of the court they wouldn't be able to follow me, mum said something to me and I yelled again, then the paparazzi started taking photos and the flashes distracted me, my tire spun and a wheel almost went over the edge I swerved quickly, lucky the Porsche has alloy wheels.

"just shut up and let me drive, im going along the mountain that leads to new york and there's paparazzi following me, I DO NOT! Need to be having this conversation with you now." I spat out.

"we will talk rose, whether you want to or not! We will talk" she said

Just then a car on the other side of the road came around the corner, the paparazzi following me were still in the wrong lane, they swerved into my single lane and I swerved off the road, the Porsche rolling down the mountain.

had to do it. no one to save her, gas leaking?

put the peices together, how can she survive...she cant :(

sorry ;)

hahaha, wait and see what i have instore...P.S

review or i wont write ;)

xxx

amba