I'M BACK!!!

Yay! Ok well this is only the first part of this because this is the only edited part but this is better than not giving you guys anything after all of this time so I decided to put this up at 2:30 in the morning after I got home from my 6 hour flight so I hope you guys really appreciate this and I apologize in advance for any errors because I am SO TIRED right now! Lol well I love you guys! Enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything details of Twilight (because if I did I sure as hell wouldn't be sitting here on this computer right now.)

We arrived at the Cullen's house shortly after and Edward could tell that I was embarrassed by my sex orientated rant.

"Well here we go" Edward said while helping me out of the car and into his arms. We walked up to the house and were met in the living room by the rest of the family. They were spread out among the three couches. Edward and I shared a seat. I sat in his lap that's when Carlisle addressed me.

"Well Bella, congratulations! Not only on graduating but on the engagement as well. Now, there's only one question that immediately concerns you and Edward and that is deciding when we are going to change you.

I stiffened; this was the first time we'd spoke about this subject like it was actually going to happen. I felt Edward tense beside me also. He wasn't quite as excited about this as I was, if you hadn't noticed.

"I'm sure you and Edward have talked about it." He was right "So, I just wanted to know if you'd come to a decision?" I looked at Edward and the fear in his eyes was great as he waited for what I might say. I sighed.

"Edward isn't going to like this but I actually was hoping that we could do it about 48 hours from now..." I stared around the room looking for any sign of change in anyone's expressions. Slowly, Alice smiled and Edward tightened his grip around my waist to an almost uncomfortable degree. Alice got up from her position on Jasper's lap and walked over to the couch upon which I was sitting.

"Oh, give it a rest Edward!" She removed his hand from my waist with ease. A growl rose in his throat. Alice just sighed impatiently." You can't protect her from this anymore. She's made her decision." She squeezed my hands as she helped me up off of Edward's lap. Carlisle also rose to Speak.

"Then it's settled. Two days from now you will be a part of this family." He smiled and Esme interjected.

"Not that you weren't already a part of the family but what Carlisle was trying to say is that we're going to make it official." She smiled too and I smiled back at both of them.

Once in the car again, heading towards my house Edward spoke.

"I was expecting you to say you wanted to be changed tonight, why 48 hours? I looked at him with hesitation.

"Because if I'm going to give away my soul then I at least wan to say goodbye to my parents…and Jacob." He flinched several times as I said this.

"You can't go over there Bella, it's not safe. You can't go alone and I can't go with you." I frowned.

"If you want me to marry you and run away with you and your family then at least let me say goodbye to the only real friend I had when I was all by myself." My eyes were wet as I continued. "Believe me Edward; you don't want to fight me on this one because you have no chance of winning. I chose you and your life but let me say goodbye to my old one first." He considered what I said and nodded.

"Just know that if you get hurt, I'll never recover." I smiled and kissed his temple as we pulled into my driveway next to the police cruiser. The rest of the Cullens had been following close behind us, all crammed into Emmett's Jeep. As I unbuckled my seat belt Edward stopped me from reaching for the door handle.

"Now exactly what is it that you are intending on making my family and I choke down?" I shrugged.

"I don't know what would be easiest for you guys to cough out?" He pondered this thought for a moment before answering

"The less solidity the better" I nodded

"Soup it is" I smiled and got out of the car. My mother arrived about 15 minutes after I did and I made broth stew with small vegetables. I also decided to make fish on the side for the others (Its not like we didn't have like 30 pounds of fish just sitting there in the refrigerator.) I was sure we could make up a believable lie about them being vegetarians if it came up.

The dinner went well. There was some friendly discussion among the entire table and even Charlie and Phil managed to keep things civil. After a few hours of this my mom left along with the Cullens. I had also promised my mother that I would meet her at the airport the next morning… to say goodbye.