Author's Note

Rated T for swearing


"Oi Eren."

"Yes, Corporal?"

"Weren't you the one who said that, more than anyone else, you can understand my feelings of hating meaningless deaths?"

"Yes, I did say that, Corporal."

"Then why the BLOODY HELL are you requesting me to do your execution ALREADY? Have you fucking given up already?!"

"There was never anything to give up on. My life hasn't been my own life for a long time. I appreciate what you and Commander Erwin are trying to do for my sake, Corporal, I really do. More than I can put into words…. But as I explained two days ago, this is my decision. Not only is it my decision, it's the best decision for the public to embrace this new freedom-"

"They don't deserve it! They don't FUCKING deserve it if they can't even recognise that none of this shit would've been possible in three bloody years without you!"

"Maybe not, -"

"Definitely not! The Recon Corps' most optimistic estimates said 40 years, even under Erwin's command!"

"...Yes, but in just three years I've also been the cause of so many deaths. If my role is over, then I have to uphold my responsibility towards all their lives."

"That's bullshit."

"It is not bullshit."

"That's just…..."

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"Why me, Eren? Why do you want me to kill my own subordinate?"

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"Corporal, you never saw me as a monster. You always, right from the beginning, saw me as a brat. If I can, I'd rather leave this world as a brat, instead of being slain as a monster, by another's hands."

"…I can kill a brat any day…...…...…but I hate meaningless deaths."

"That's good,"

"?!"

"That means if I die by your hand, my death wasn't meaningless, right?"


Author's Note
If I recall correctly, did Levi say that at some point? That he hates meaningless deaths? I hope I didn't remember wrong...
I feel that Levi and Eren can relate to each other on a very fundamental level (in my head that means that there's no bromance or BL or guardian relationship present), because of how both of them value human life to an unnaturally high degree. Especially when they are both soldiers, I'm sure that their ideals would have overlapped and clashed a lot, as they both survived countless battles together.
This idea was swimming around in my mind for a while, but I wasn't really sure where to put it, so I decided to post it after the main story. Sorry for the chopped-up-and-no-content-just-dialogue-ness, but I felt it might go well with this story so I tried it. What do you think?

Thank you so much for reading! It means a lot to me that you read all the way to this chapter. Please accept a virtual hug.