Homeward Bound

Make It Right

Nick's p o v

[Joe]- Yo Nick man you need to calm down

I spun around my eyes must have been as wide as they felt my heart was racing so hard I honestly thought I was going to have a heart attack. Kevin made a soft comment something like..

[Kevin]- Well that was entirely the wrong thing to say Danger

Smooth move

[Me]- You want me to calm down!

Calm down

How can I calm down they want me to break up with my girlfriend!

Again this is the second time they pulled this crap on me

How am I suppose to break her heart?

Without breaking her did you see her in there Joe

Huh did you see her?

Okay so I know I was like a mad man almost grabbing Joe's shirt which would explain why he was hiding behind Kevin like a puppy who had been kicked. I was pacing the dressing room sweating trying to think about our options but they were smart and had covered all grounds.

[Joe]- She knows what the deal is though Nick it won't be like last time

[ME]- Last time almost killed her!

She didn't talk to us for over a year and a half!

I can't I just can't do this I love her and I won't lose her

[Joe]-So what are you saying?

[Me]- That I won't hurt Lena again esp now

[Kevin]- What's so special about now?

Inwardly I cussed why did that slip out? There was no way I could let them know that we had broken our promise to my parents to wait to marriage before we had sex. Excuse's what could I use for..

[Kevin]- Nick man did you and Lena do something you weren't suppose to?

Damn Kevin was not going to back down and he wasn't stupid like they make his character he was going to get it at any minute so I had to think of a lie which I suck at yes I know actor's lie all the time it's called acting. Maybe this makes me a bad actor but I can not lie to my family or friends with out them knowing. I was already so nervous my palms were sticking together my throat was dry and I felt dizzy.

[Me]-No We would .. we made promises we..

[Joe]- Then why are you twitching like that Rascally rabbit

[Me]- I'm not..I'm just upset

[Joe]-Why is your voice 3 octaves higher?

He did a intimation of me which made me laugh but Kevin didn't back down he looked into my eyes I swallowed.

[Kevin]- Little Bro man you are beat red

[Me]- just back off man nothing happened I'm just trying to say

That breaking up with her when she's going through so much already is

Going to be so much more nasty

She's dealing with her mom running off

Her dad hasn't contacted her in years she's alone out here

She still doesn't feel like she has talent or beauty she's

Always comparing herself to miles

This will wreck her and if I know Lena and I do

she's already trying to think of ways to make it easier

For me not even thinking about herself

[Joe]- Well maybe you should follow that

I mean think of us

[ME]-Excuse me?

[Kevin]- Yea What he said

[Joe]-this isn't just your problem Nick were a band man

We make up Jonas not just you

We started this dream when we were kids in Jersey

Singing in school plays

We worked our butts off to make this dream happen not just you

So think of what will happen to us not just what your feeling down there lil dude

[ME]- Really it's just that easy for you Joe

So if they told you break up with Demi you would just dump her

[Joe]-She's a girl Nick just a girlfriend

There will be plenty of them to get with

As the years go by but were hot now

Yes if I had to I would break up with Demi

If she cares about me she would understand why

Like Lena will..

Kevin did it he broke up with Danielle

For years so we could move out here and concentrate

On making it and it worked out for him

[M]e- Danielle wasn't in the business she didn't have to deal

With the paps asking hundreds of

Questions up in her face living out her pain in public

She didn't have the fans hating her!

Selena did She's put up with so much just to be with me

Now I'm suppose to throw her away

Like yesterdays trash

this just proves why Taylor was so right about you Joe

You wonder why she wrote that song

Look at yourself listen to what your saying

No wonder why she hates you

[Kevin]-Don't be so dramatic man

[Me]- Forget you two I'm out I need to clear my head

[Dad]-Nickolas don't be so hash with your brothers

They have a valid Point

I Know you think you love Selena

[Me]- think dad I more then think I know

I love her enough to propose marriage!

[Dad]- Nick be quite no one needs to know that

Your not getting married any time soon

now we need to think about the show and your music

[EM]- No you people can think about that

I need to find Lena she was a wreck after the meeting and she

Doesn't have anyone out here to call

[Dad]- Nick don't walk away when were having a meeting

He grabbed my arm I shock him off his face started to get madder by the minute.

[Dad]- Lose the attitude buddy

[Mom]- Kevin let him go he needs to check on Selena

He's right she's alone out here and she was barely holding it in at

The meeting I'm worried about her as well

I swallowed sighing in relief mom smiled at me motioning for me to go I pretty much ran out of there.

My legs didn't stop till I was outside the building in the back area finally taking a deep breath I leaned against the wall. Sweating and breathing heavy I swore to myself I would hit the gym to get back into shape asap.

[Miles]- Always in a hurry Nickolas huh?

Cursing as she came up behind me scaring me she gave a little laugh damn she could make a guy forget their name just by her sheer presence her laugh still sent shivers down my back. Even after all this time

it made me wonder what could have been had I not hooked up with Selena again. She was looking at me so intently I knew she was trying to figure out what to say. My neck quickly got hot when I thought about the last time we were together. I hadn't seen her since the kiss three days ago, I was at a loss for words man did I feel so stupid her foot was propped up against the wall she was looking well amazing in a pair of ripped blue jeans with a mesh black top on showing off her bra and her uh tributes then a flannel which looked to be Mandy's red and white. Her long flowing hair was held up in a messy pony tail and she had little makeup on meaning she was here for a interview not to tape a show.

The girl knew how to make me hot without even trying and I was starting to feel confused why was I still admiring Miley that way and thinking about her when I knew without a doubt now that I was in love with Lena.

I could think about this forever and don't think I haven't laid in my room pondering this for hours on end. Just looking at her now. Standing there with her blue eyes which were fully staring into mine like she could read my mind. Maybe she could after all didn't we spend every day together for over two years talking and laughing sharing dreams and stories playing games helping each other practice. We went on tour together we lived next door to each other we rode bikes we sung to each other. She was my world my rock she helped me with my diabetes. I loved her well at least I thought I did. So yea it's true we were really young only 12 and 13 when we started dating but I really thought she was it. Of course I had a few girlfriends before but she was the one that made me feel things I never felt before.

In short she was my first true love and they say you never really get over your first love.

Miley stood there waiting for me to speak she wasn't going to make the first move that was for sure. Miles had always been tough even at 12 she grew up in this business she knew the game from watching her father people use you for fame , money , status , so she always had her guard up but once you gain her trust and she lets you in she falls hard. I always knew how to get to her a smile a few words. Taking a deep breath trying to settle my nerves I smiles my sweet innocent shy school boy smile the one that use to make her melt. This time her eyes regarded me coolly time had changed her made her more guarded looking into her eyes I tried to see if I had a part in that. Her eyes remained neutral showing no signs of giving anything away. Finally I decided to speak.

[Me]- Miles I'm not sure what to say

[Miles]- Try I'm sorry for being a selfish ego manic

Self adsorbed cheating lair who kissed you

Even after you said NO!

I felt the color creep up my face as she spat each word with more venom her eyes burning through mine. What could I say? She had hit the nail with he hammer hard..shifting my feet I kicked the stones.

[Miles]- You can't say nothing now Big man huh?

Sure it's easy when you get a girl on her back or force yourself on her lips

But you can't say nothing to apologize?

It's real easy Nickolas just open your mouth and speak

A two year old can say it

Dang she was angry more so then I could remember her ever getting. Sighing I looked towards the ground as she went on..

[Miles]- I shouldn't be surprised though should I ?

I looked up suddenly I was starting to get angry what the hell was her problem? I maybe the one who started the kiss but I know somewhere inside she wanted it to.

You never could say those words could you Nickolas

In all the time we dated never once were you the one who said

I'm sorry

Guess it's true cheaters will always cheat liars will always lie

And Men will always be dogs...

I just hope Selena comes to her sense's and drops your lying butt

I take it you never told her did you?

I swallowed and I couldn't look at her how did she see right through everything I said?

[Me]- Look Miles it's not as easy as you think

[Miles]- Sure it is you just open your mouth and say Selena

Oops I did it again I cheated

I am so sorry

oh wait that's right you don't say it you text it

Well Here Nickolas

She threw her phone at me

Text her from mine that way when it hits the press

What a surprise big bad slutty Miley is the cause

I ducked as she threw it and her phone hit the concrete hard shattering just like the look in her eyes. Her face was hard and her eyes cold I swallowed it was true what everyone said I was the one who broke her. I could see it clearly now..all the pain I had caused the lost trust the betrayal the hate it was all there it made me wonder if she had ever really forgiven me or was it just for show? Maybe she had learned something I hadn't how to cover up your emotions. I wanted more then anything to blame her I mean I couldn't take all the blame could I? I wasn't the only one who caused our breakup she was always obsessed with her career she was always running off to tour the world. She was always in the studio or writing or in rehearsal she was always giving interviews I mean she is obsessed she wants fame she may say it doesn't effect her but it does she wasn't innocent she was always trying to prove she earned her fame and wasn't riding on her father's fame. She got sucked into Hollywood she was Hollywood. She wanted the latest fashions she had to be in the latest fashions. She had to be talked about even if she said she hated it she secretly liked some of it I mean it meant she mattered it's when the whispers and flashes stop that you suddenly get some peace but at that point no matter how good you are it don't matter cause they don't care and if they don't care your career is gone. Where would she go without being the center of attention?

Okay so maybe I'm being selfish she would say so without any problem I bet it was on the tip of her tongue I bet she was reading my mind, as those gorgeous blue eyes stared dagger into mine. Maybe it was a bit of mine in truth with everything that had been done how could I really know? I was young and cocky .I wanted fame just as bad I let the whole teen heart throb get into my head for awhile it's pretty awesome to know that millions of girls sleep with your poster by their bed and dream of meeting you. At 13 it's every boy's dream to be the cool guy the one who is wanted and who is treated like a god fancy limo's personal assistants ,maids ,drivers body guards to appear untouchable. Sighing I stepped forward fast to corner her against the wall. She was taken back not use to me moving so fast and I got her, pressing myself against her face I looked into her eyes she was unsteady now like a mouse being chased by a cat who backed itself in a tight corner. Our faces were so close I could of kissed her right then and there...but it was too late I learned that the other day she was over me she might of loved me once upon a time when we were kids but time had changed us it had passed and while I was still stuck on repeat she had moved on maybe not to someone else but her heart no longer cried for me. Maybe I was a fool to think I had a chance? Maybe I was a fool to think I could hide from Selena ..or maybe I really just finally saw how much Lena meant to me...I glanced at Miley again slowly taken in her whole body she stiffened like she knew what my eyes were doing..without a word she tried to ease out..but I blocked her with my hip...Then I kissed her lips quickly …

[EM]- Good-Bye miley

I really am Sorry...

Cursing myself for taking so long with her I realized I had no time now to see Lena no matter how much I loved her or was worried about her. I had commitments today we were being visited by the president of Disney Kids Programming I had to be on set like now..

I barley made it mom breathed a sigh of relief I hated knowing she was worried she looked at me her eyes searching for answers but I had none to give. I had made such a show of being worried about her but I had barely gotten 5 feet out of the studio when she stopped me in my tracks..I changed and grabbed water before heading out..

We were wrapping up we just had to preform the song. I was hot and sweating as I played the guitar and Joe sung..I looked out to see Demi smiling at him but no Selena she never missed our performances unless Wizards went over and when I checked earlier they had been on time. I was starting to get worried but I had to preform so I pushed it aside as we did the song I got into it jumping and interacting with the audience.

"Make It Right"

You say you'll know when you really find the one
But it's hard to tell With the damage that's been done
But id like to say that it's your fault
But I know better
Cuz' I'm a fool to think you'll wait around forever

Maybe I Could have loved you
Maybe I could have shown
That I still do care about you
More than you could know
Don't say it's to late too try
To make it right

I didn't know how good you were for me
Now it's clear I'm seeing all that we could be
And I know that it's my fault
But I'm gonna treat you better
Cause If I had one wish you'd be with me forever

Maybe I Could have loved you
Maybe I could have shown
That I still do care about you
More than you could know
Don't say it's too late to try
To make it right

Is there something I can say?
Show me how to break it down
So before you walk away
Take the time to turn around
Listen to me now

Maybe I Could have loved you
Maybe I could have shown
That I still do care about you
More than you could know
Don't say it's too late to try [x2]
To make it right
To make it right
Make it right
Gonna make it right

Yea I couldn't help but think these lyrics fit so well with Miley and I . But there was nothing I could do just like my favorite bible verse says to every thing there is a season a time to love a time to mourn..for me and miles our season of love was over but did it mean we had to be over? I think for now I needed to keep my distance and focus on the one who did love me..But where was she was my question? Looking out again I saw her...no wait that was Miles and Emily but where was Selena?

A/N I know that's not the exact verse of the Ecclesiastes 3 but I changed it for now to fit. So what did you think? Reviews would be lovely...please I'll give u a virtual Brownie Sunday with loads of whip cream and any topping you want. All u have 2 do is hit that button down there and say what you feel in a nice way. You would rule! Thanks ..