Callie and I ran off down to the ER.

"What's going on?" Callie asked Bailey.

"Some guy got hit by a bus trying to save a girl." She said.

"Is he unidentified?" I asked. Bailey nodded.

"Another John Doe." She reported. I nodded.

"How bad off is he?" Meredith asked appearing next to me.

"He's bad." Bailey muttered and walked off. Meredith helped me tie my trauma gown and then I helped her.

"I can't believe Bailey is letting you work already." Meredith whispered. I nodded.

"Me either. Espically since I just had a spell maybe five minutes ago." I said. Callie nuged me and pointed toward the doors. A gurney had just touched the floor. They wheeled the man by. My eyes fell on him and my stomach dropped. I knew this man. Somehow I knew that I knew him. Callie ran off to assist and Meredith followed. I stood frozen. I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach about this John Doe. Meredith turned when she realized I wasn't following. She trotted over to me.

"Kim you okay?" She asked.

"I have a bad feeling Mer. I know this guy somehow. I think maybe I loved him once." I said. Meredith looked at me with concern. She felt my forehead.

"Are you sure your feeling okay? You could still be sick." She said with concern. I shook my head.

"I'm physically fine." I assured her.

"This feeling is really bothering you isn't it?" Meredith asked concerned. I nodded.

"I swear, it's like he's someone I'm really close to." I said. Meredith nodded.

"GREEN! GREY! LITTLE HELP HERE!" Hunt yelled. Meredith smiled at me sympathetically and we ran down to trauma one. The patient was coding.

"Charge paddles to two hundred!" Bailey yelled. I stood there frozen starring at the man. "Green! Charge the dang paddles!" She yelled. I didn't move.

"Meredith! Get Green out of here." Chief shouted. Alex pushed me out of the way and charged the paddles. I stumbled and fell backwards. My head hit the wall behind me. I grabbed it.

"What the hell Karev?" I asked. Meredith pulled me out of the trauma room. She had me sit down on a gurney and checked to see if I was okay.

"Do you know who he is?" She asked once she had determined Alex's rudeness hadn't injured me.

"No, but I definitely know him somehow." I said. Meredith nodded. Chief stuck his head out of the room.

"Grey! We need you in here! Green, go lay down." He ordered. Meredith ran back into the trauma room. I stood up and walked in with her.

"What the heck is she doing in here?" Bailey asked.

"Please, I can focus now." I begged. Chief nodded.

"Fine, Grey and Green, you're on this case." He decided. I nodded and jumped in where Bailey told me to. We took John Doe to surgery and patched up what we could then we took him to the ICU. Meredith went to check on him later. I stood at the nurses station across from his room. Meredith gasped and looked down at her hand. She ran out of the room.

"Kim, Kim it's George." She gasped. I couldn't breathe. I felt faint. "Kim, do you need to sit down?" She asked. I nodded and sat down on the floor. "Forreal? Come on, on a gurney at least. Is your blood sugar okay?" She asked.

"I'm sure it's fine, just the fact that you just told me it's my ex-boyfriend." I said. Meredith sighed. "Wait, how do you know that?" I asked.

"He, he wrote 007 in my hand." She said. "I need to go tell everyone." She said and ran off. I sat on the gurney and stared into George's room. He was dying he was dying. I was a heartless witch. I had killed George O'Malley. I needed a drink. I got up and walked down to the cafeteria. I paid for a coffee and walked back up to George's floor. I sat down on the gurney and rested my head on the wall again. I finished off my coffee quickly. I threw it into a nearby wastebasket and continued to stare at the ceiling. Coffee definitely did not work. I needed a beer. Better yet some tequila. I killed George O'Malley. I killed George O'Malley. Holy frick, I killed George! I really needed a drink. It was all my fault, George was dying and I was to blame. I'd killed George O'Malley, dang I needed a gun or something. Meredith ran by.

"Do you not here the monitors?" She asked. I glanced at George's room. Nurse were running about frantically. I sprung up and ran into George's room. We took him to surgery.

"I cant get it!" Bailey cried in frustration. "Where the heck is that bleeder. Come on George don't do this to us." She pleaded. Derek stepped away from George's head.

"I got it!" He cried triumphantly. George's heart monitor went nuts and then it went flat. They tried to shock him back but after fifteen minutes of hopeless pumping Bailey was pulled away by chief.

"Bailey, Bailey he's gone." He said. I couldn't breathe. I leaned over and gasped for air. I felt myself passing out. Callie ripped my mask off and held me.

"Kim, Kim calm down." She said. I started to cry.

"It's my fault. I killed him. I told him I loved someone else and he…he….he…" I said in between sobs. I struggled to continue.

"Hey, Hey, it's not your fault that George jumped in front of a bus to save a girl." Callie said. The others were silent and somber as Callie held me. It hurt, everything hurt. I didn't want to carry on. George was dead because of me. No matter what anyone told me, I had killed George. I felt dizzy. I felt really dizzy. The room was spinning like a newly released top. I started falling.

"KIM!" Callie screamed as I hit the blood covered OR floor. The tile felt good on my burning skin. Strong hands rolled me over on my back.

"Kim?" Bailey asked. "Kim can you hear me?" Bailey repeated. I couldn't even tell where she was I was so dizzy.

"Kim?" Meredith asked.

"I NEED A GURNEY!" Bailey yelled. Pain ripped through my abdomen and I gasped for air.

"Kim, can you tell me what hurts?" Callie asked. I tried but nothing escaped my lips. No sound emitted from my throat. I was surprised I was still conscious. Derek picked me up and sat me down on a gurney. I felt someone push me out of the room and to an elevator.

"Kim are you still with us?" Bailey asked as someone slapped an oxygen mask on me. I nodded best I could. Everything was groggy. I looked at Bailey for a second and then next thing I knew it was black.