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"There's no going back, huh?" I say.

My brother's life or humanity's. I swallow thickly. I can feel the beads of sweat sliding down my forehead. My eyebrows furrow in concentration. Memories fly and disappear. My tears are remembered. My blood is still shed. My pain and suffering resurfaces. Am I only running away? Am I really getting rid of my problems?

He's my brother. He's my family. I love him. Do you? He made you bleed. He made cry. He left you for dead. He killed you. This voice. It's not Satan. It's so familiar, but so out of reach. It makes me think of my life.

I wasted myself all these years. I pushed them all away until they left. They gave up on me because I did that to myself. In reality, am I any better? I tried to make them pity me. At what cost? It didn't benefit me. It made me believe in something that wasn't real. But I'm too trapped. I'm too far gone. I'm too lost in this labryrinth, this maze. I'm not getting out.

No. They hurt you. They made you bleed. They cursed you, beat you, and you still forgive them? You are pathetic. You don't even know what you want. You don't know what's wrong, what's right. You are in the dark. You are blind. You are nothing.

I know who it is. It's me. Why am I running? I'm running away from myself, from them. They killed me. The moment I opened up, they left. They told me I was a monster. I hate that word. I hate it all. What's the good in this world? There is none. Why am I shedding blood for something I never asked for? Yukio, of all people, should know that. He's hated me all along hasn't he?

I've seen those glares. I've seen it all. He thinks I don't know. I do. I buried it so deep, I lost sight of the fact that I've never lived for myself. I was kept alive to be a weapon. I have never been anything more than a tool. Everyone knew it except for me. I was a fool. I was blind. I am no longer going to suffer. They are.


"I've made my decision." I say, my voice sturdy and strong.

Let them burn.


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