Ch. 12

Castiel really never meant to fall in love. He actually didn't even know he could feel actual love in the romantic sense. But he felt it, like a warm liquid that filled his heart & warmed the insides of his body, which was a big reason why he brought up the prospect of getting married. Meg had looked at him & laughed but still said yes.

Dean of course still wasn't too happy that Meg was always around. Meg was a demon & she killed Ellen & Jo & been a thorn in his side for years. But after a pep talk from Sam & Cammy & even seeing how much happier Castiel was with her around, he eventually gave his blessing. He even seemed a bit happier about it when Castiel asked him to be his best man.

So there they were, in Shane's back yard having the ceremony. They had invited several employees from the local gun shop that Castiel & Meg had befriended & everyone made sure not to talk about hunting around them. As far as they knew she was Meg Masters & he was Castiel Colt. That weekend Adam finally spoke with his brothers & even though he doesn't forgive them yet he's learning how to.

Castiel was very nervous, he couldn't stand still as Dean was working on his bowtie, growling as the angel seemed to tug & pull away every second. "Damn it Cas hold still!"

"I'm sorry."

"No you're not. Sit still damn it!" After a while Castiel finally stopped moving about. With a tired sigh Dean sat in the chair. They were getting ready one of the guest rooms. "Are you okay?"

Castiel looked at his friend, an awkward smile on his face. "No."

"Relax. You'll be fine. You said you & Meg were witnesses to Cam & Adam's wedding. Were either of them this this nervous?"

"They weren't nervous at all. They were excited, they waited years to get married."

"Then were you like this when you married Daphne?"

Castiel shook his head, "We went to a court house & since I had amnesia that meant no identity so we couldn't legally marry. She said we'd be married in our hearts if we couldn't marry by law."

"Did you even love her?"

"No, I didn't know what love was & I don't even think she loved me."

"So you were married to her for months & you lost your virginity to a reaper two years later?"

"She said it'd be wrong because it wasn't a marriage in the eyes of the lord, but I knew she'd go out at night & meet men."

"You did?"

Castiel nodded. "I lost my memory not my common sense. She'd come home at night smelling like cologne that wasn't mine or she'd come home in the morning wearing the same clothes."

"If you knew she was running around on you then why didn't you leave?"

"Because I had nowhere to go. I didn't have money because nobody would hire a man that had amnesia & I thought it was wrong to take money from people I was helping."

"Well…I may not like that you're marrying a demon but you've had a remarkable influence on her. She really does love you."

"I think that's the first time you've said anything nice about her."

"Yeah well, after Cam told us about her human life I did feel bad for her. She deserves this just as much as you do."

"Cam told you about her human life?" Dean nodded. "What was her life like? She doesn't remember,"

"That's probably for the best,"

"Was it that bad?"

"Probably worse than you think, if you guys really wanna know then you should ask Cammy."

"You can't tell me anything?"

"Go through with the wedding."

"Yes of course, why wouldn't I?"

"When she was alive, Meg sold her soul to save her fiancé from a terminal illness, on the day of their wedding he left her at the altar."

"Poor Meg. Good thing she doesn't remember."

"She might, does the name Isaac bring any emotions to her?"

"We've read books trying to pick out a name for the baby & she's told me she hates that name."

"That was her fiancé's name."

Sam came into the room & Castiel was visibly nervous, which amused Dean because he actually never knew angels could sweat. They went to stand at the altar and Castiel started to relax a little. The music started & Meg walking down the aisle on Sam's arm. She was stunning in her black wedding dress. When she reached the altar she smiled at Castiel as Sam handed her off to him.

After the ceremony, they danced for a while before they sat at their own table, talking softly & exchanging kisses. Dean helped himself to the food table, sampling the pies & even a slice of wedding cake. As he looked over at the newlyweds, he couldn't help but feel happy for them. As weird as a couple they seemed, they were happy. They had gotten over what they were & what they'd done & they'd moved on. In just seven months they would be parents.

"Dean!" Castiel called from his seat making room beside him.

Dean took the gesture, sitting beside him & digging at his cake slice. "So how are you guys doing?"

"We're doing just great," Castiel didn't even turn to look at him, he couldn't take his eyes off of Meg.

Dean blinked. "You called me over here & you won't even talk to me?"

"He called you over here so you wouldn't be hanging out by yourself," Meg taunted, cutting a piece of her own cake slice & shoving it into Castiel's mouth. "Too bad you couldn't find a date,"

"Thanks Meg." He said sarcastically.

After everyone had gone & Dean had finally gotten drunk enough to go off with any woman that would take him, Castiel & Meg were back at their apartment. Meg wasn't allowed to drink but it was fun watching Castiel get drunk. She had been told the stories of drunk Castiel & was glad to finally see it for herself.

"You have a great ass," He said slapping her butt.

"Wow, Cas, I've never heard you talk like that," she smirked. "I think I like it,"

"Come on."

"Come on what?"

"I want my wife."

"You're not too drunk?"

"Not even close," He put his hand behind her neck pulling her in for a kiss.

"Alright," Meg pushed him into the bedroom.

"We should have a honeymoon," Castiel said as they lay in bed the morning after the wedding.

"Where would we go?" Meg asked. "We've been everywhere. We've seen it all."

"Did you have a favorite place?"

"I was enjoying a spa in Tahiti when you found me & made me come back to the states to go after Dick & the leviathans."

"If that's where you wanna go then we'll go. Relaxing at a spa could be good for you."

"We'll leave later today then," Meg decided.

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Getting close to the point where I had gotten writer's block :(