A/N: so here it is, the final chapter of my first and only story ever. You have no idea how proud I feel of this even though I know that I am nowhere near the best author ever but nevertheless I feel that for being my first story it is decent.
Thank you so much to everyone who invested their time on reading this story. I have enjoying so much writting it and feel happy with the outcome. Please leave your reviews, they are much appreciated.
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Chapter 12: Movies & Happy Endings
Austin's POV
I know I shouldn't have done it. I know it was definitely not part of the plan I had for today but I couldn't help it. In an instant I felt myself losing control and launching myself to him, to take him away from her. He wanted her to kiss him? She was mine!
I swear everything turned red and when I felt him push me back, it completely lost it and sent the first punch directly to Dalla's eye. I could hear screams everywhere, from Ally's, to Kira's and other people too. I kept on punching and dodging punches until I felt someone pull me up.
I then looked at Ally and saw she was on the verge of tears. All the anger I felt ebbed away as I realized what a stupid thing I had just done.
"Oh no boys, if you want to fight, do it outside not here" The guard holding me back, yelled.
When I was finally put down, I tried to get close to her but she looked away and started walking towards the door.
The four of us walked silently to the exit of the arcade. People were murmuring and pointing at us on the way out. As we exited the door, Ally turned around and looked at both Dallas and me like she would like to kill us at the moment.
"What the hell is wrong with you both? What were you thinking?" She yells. I look at the ground feeling ashamed.
"Great way to waste those tickets guys! Congrats! You have proven that both of you are a pair of idiots!" Kira yells at us also.
Suddenly I hear, "hey are you ok?" in a Ally's beautiful soft voice and of course, that kindness is not directed to me. Instead she is talking to Dallas and inspecting his lip. I glare at them, I can't help it, I feel jealousy run through my veins.
"I'm ok. I'm so sorry that I ruined our date Ally…" the idiot tells her which earns a sympathetic look from Ally. Then she looks at me with a poisonous stare and says "Don't worry Dallas, you didn't ruin our date. Someone else did".
"What? Are you serious?" I reply offended. Yes I know I might have started it, but Dallas was also in the fight you know? I was about to tell her that but Kira interrupted us.
"Guys! Really? Look, if you wanna keep fighting, no problem, but come on! Someone has to help Dallas with his bruises"
"Dallas, do you mind if Kira takes you to the hospital. I will get there in a minute, I need to talk to Austin first". Ally asks Dallas looking away from me and he nodded. "Please text me when you get there Kira" to which Kira answered "sure".
"This is not what we talked about today, Austin" She said rolling her eyes at me then she took Dallas' arms and guided him to his car. She drove away and I sighed. I had really screwed it up.
Ally turned back to me, and I still felt my blood boil but now I was angry at myself, not anybody else. A big silence followed and after a couple of minutes Ally interrupted it.
"What did Kira mean?" I look up at her, confused.
"You know, right now, when she left. She said this is not we talked about today Austin. What does that even mean?"
I sigh, uncrossing my arms and looking upwards "Believe me Ally, after this, I'm not even sure you wanna know."
"Well, obviously I want to know. I would not be asking if I didn't" She retorts, clearly annoyed with me.
I stood there in silence, remembering exactly what Kira meant and the conversation we had right before coming here.
Flashback
"Austin… I think we need to talk"
I stopped dead on my track and looked at her. "Umm… sure, what do you want to talk about? I tell her letting go of the wheel.
"Austin… what are we doing in Ally's date with Dallas? And don't tell me she invited us to a double date because we both know that is not true. She was as surprised to see us here as much as Dallas" she told me with a stern look.
"I- I …" I tried to come up with an explanation for all of this mess but it was useless. I knew that Kira had figured it out. It was all a lie. I expected her to start screaming at me or crying but instead she just shaked her head and chuckled.
"Oh Austin, you've really got it bad for her don't you?" she asked me in a way that made me understand she already knew the answer to that.
I put my face in my hands and felt horrible for doing this to Kira. "Kira, I am so sorry, I swear I didn't mean to hurt you or to lie to you, it's just, I honestly don't know what the hell I am doing… I think I am losing my mind."
"I understand you know?" She says calmly making me look up at her. She did not seem like she was about to cry or about to get angry and start yelling at me.
"You do? And aren't you mad at me?" I ask her confused and she chuckles again.
"Well… you aren't exactly my favorite person in the world right now but no, I am not mad at you and yes I do understand what is going on." she replies and after a slight pause continues "Austin, I should have known, in fact I always knew, ever since I met you, that you were in love with Ally."
"No Kira, it's not like that I swear. I really like y -" I say trying to explain that it's not that I had started dating her while having feelings for Ally.
"Austin! Let me talk please" she interrupts me. "I know that you like or liked me or whatever. I know that you did not start to date me thinking that you would one day leave me for her. I swear I understand that. The problem is you were already in love with Ally and I knew it, it's you who did not know or didn't realize it yet"
"What?" I say staring at her dumbfoundedly making her roll her eyes at me.
"That is why I was always so insecure about us. I knew this would happen one day, it was just a matter of time. One day you would realize how much you love her. But now, it doesn't matter because I understand it's selfish trying to keep someone with you, when you know that they want to be with someone else." she says looking out of the window of the car " I can relate of being in love with someone and not being able to be with them, that is why I am not mad"
"What do you mean Kira?"I say feeling a bit relieved and a bit sad knowing where this is heading. This is the end for us, it's not that I still want to be with Kira, because of course the one I want to be with is Ally, but she is nice girl and a break ups always hurts, even if it is for the best.
"Dallas" She says softly fidgeting with her hands in her lap.
"Dallas?" I repeat confused. "No offense Kira, but you just met the guy. Isn't that going a bit too fast. Not that I am against it, I mean…
She laughs and punches my arm playfully.
"I didn't just meet Dallas you dummy. I met him way back, he just obviously remembers nothing about me" she says once again sadly "I went with him to school for 3 years back when I was 12, he had just moved to Miami and I guess, I always l had a huge crush on him but he never noticed me"
"What an idiot" I mumble. She glares at me and says "He is not an idiot Austin, that is exactly why I have always liked him. He was nicest guy at school but I was never brave enough to talk to him"
Silence followed for a bit until Kira surprised me with her next words: "Austin, you and I, I think we are just meant to be friends but at least promise me you will do the right thing. Tell Ally how you feel about her, be honest with everyone and don't do anything stupid that could mess up your chances with her…"
"I promise…"
End of flashback
"You don't want to answer that? Fine. Then tell me, what were you doing today in my date Austin?" Ally's voice cut through my thoughts and brought me back to the present.
I sigh again, I know that I am supposed to be honest with her but the fear of getting rejected takes over me so I think up of the excuse I was originally gonna give her in case that she asked this question "Look, I just wanted to take care of you ok? Since you were so nervous a few days ago, I just wanted to be there for you, so your date could be perfect".
"Be there for me? Oh yeah sure, and that explains so well why you started throwing punches at my date a few minutes ago." She replies sarcastically.
"I-I'm sorry Ally, I just thought that …" I kept on saying still not wanting to hell her the truth of what is going on here.
"You know what Austin? Everything you are telling me sounds like bull. Why did you invite yourself into my date? And tell me the truth this time"
The truth. Oh God. I remember the promise I did to Kira, but more than that, whatever happens, I know that the right thing is to tell her. I look at her and can't believe how gorgeous she is and how she looks tonight, this gives me enough courage to say and do what I did next.
"Are you sure you are ready for the answer Ally? Because honestly, as mad as you are at me now, if I tell you the truth, you will probably hate me" I say.
Suddenly looking at her, I have the urge to have her close to me, like all of these days that I was able to hold her, kiss her and have her body pressed to mine. Without giving it much thought, I grab her waist with one hand and pull her closer to me. She is so small that it doesn't take much strength for me. Then I take my other hand and start caressing her beautiful cheek with my thumb. Her face so close and her breath is making me lose mine.
"Please tell me again, tell me you want to know" I murmured. She closed her eyes at this for a moment and it allowed me to examine how perfect she was. I looked at her lips for a brief moment, I was just dying to lean in and satisfy the need I have for her.
"Tell me Austin, I want to know the truth" She whispered after opening her eyes and locking them with mine.
This time, I am the one who closes his eyes and rest my forehead in hers, getting ready for what is about to come as I take a deep breath.
"The truth is Ally, I did not go to the date to make sure it was perfect. On the contrary, I wanted it to suck badly" I say.
This answer was obviously not what she was expecting. I felt her pull back and when I looked at her she had already this cute frown that I love and her arms were crossed "Why Austin? Why would you do that?"
I run a hand through my hair trying to find the right words on how to say this "Because Ally, I don't … I just can't see you with … arghhhhhhh… I like you ok? I like in a non-friendly way! Oh who am I kidding? I love you Ally, I'm in love with you" I end blurting out all at once.
It was like time had stopped. Her eyes looked at me wide, her mouth was hanging open but she said absolutely nothing for like an eternity so I decided to continue.
"Ally, I have always loved you but I was stupid. I never realized it until a few days ago when it was somebody else that was asking you out on a date instead of me" I say pacing "after that I started going nuts, all I wanted was to be with you and then when I kissed you, I knew that I felt something that I have never felt with anyone not even Kira. All I could think about was that I couldn't wait for the next day, to get the chance to kiss you and hold you again and forget about anything else".
"This is so wrong" she said finally making my heart shatter. "You cannot be in love with me Austin…"
"It's not wrong Ally, I…" I tell her, desperation dripping out of my voice as I took a step forward to grab her again but this time she took a step back.
"No! Austin, it is wrong. You have a girlfriend!" She tells me, tears forming again on the corners of her beautiful brown eyes. "And not only that, it happens that she is nice girl and she is trying to make things work out with you. We were on a freakin' double date with her just a few minutes ago for heaven's sake!"
"No Ally, please let me explain..." I tell her trying to make her understand but she just won't listen.
"No! Please don't do this to me, don't make me do something that I …." she starts saying but then stops, her breathing is heavy as she stares at me and shakes her head. "I can't. I have to go".
"What? Ally, where are you going?" I yell as I start following her, she is heading to a taxi that is parked on the corner of the street.
I run after her and grab her wrist to make her stop. She looks up at me and I notice how sad her expression is. I screwed it up, she obviously doesn't want me like I want her, she doesn't love me back.
"I need to go to the hospital. Kira just texted me and I promised Dallas I wouldn't take long. I have to go" at the mention of his name I released my grip on her arm and just nodded looking down.
"Let me take you" I say softly, feeling my voice starting to break.
She shakes her head "I can't be near you right now Austin"
I feel something so awful as I hear her say those words. She turns around without another word and gets into a cab. I stay rooted in my place for a few seconds, looking at the direction the car took and still feeling numb, I make my way back to my car. The only thought on my head is that I've lost her.
As I enter the car, I feel something wet in my face and as my hand goes up to wipe it, I realize that I'm crying. I've never been the one to cry but it doesn't seem to stop. I've really lost her.
Ally's POV
As soon as I get into the cab, I start sobbing and feeling and ache that I could not stop. You might think I am crazy, I should be happy that the guy that I love just told me he loves me back. But I can't be happy because I feel bad for Kira. I wouldn't want to be in that situation, like I always said, I am not the one who gets in the middle of a relationship. Yes, I love Austin and that is the more reason for me not wanting to do something so stupid like cheating on someone and then have him regret it and end up hating me.
The taxi driver keeps looking at me through the rear, probably thinking I'm crazy.
"Take me to Jackson Memorial Hospital please" I tell him between breaths.
Not more than 10 minutes later we arrive, I pay him and enter the hospital. I talk to the nurse at the reception "Sorry to bother you, I am looking for Dallas Martin."
She looks at me sympathetically, obviously it seems that it's evident I've been crying.
"Sure, you can find him on the 3rd floor" she replies with a smile. I thank her and head for the elevators.
When I get out, I see Kira reading a magazine and waiting. I walk towards her feeling super guilty knowing that her boyfriend is in love with me and I am in love with him. I sit besides her and she looks up and smiles "Ally! I didn't see you coming, that was quick, we just got here like 10 minutes ago"
"Yeah…" I reply not sure what else I should say.
Just then Dallas comes out of a room and is holding a frozen patch to his eye which looks like it has gotten more swollen by the minute.
"Dallas!" both Kira and I say while we stand up at the same. We look at each other, Kira's eyes widen, she blushes and looks at the floor.
He grins at both of us and then notices my puffy eyes "Ally, are you ok?"
"What? Oh yeah, don't worry" I tell him with a convincing smile.
"If you say so…" he says not convinced at all "Look, I just need to go pick up some medicine for the headache, I will be right back ok?" I nod and he leaves. I go sit down again.
"So… was it that bad?" Kira asked and I looked up to her confused. "Huh?"
"Your talk with Austin" she said as if it was obvious that is what she meant.
"Oh… I-I, you know w-we…"I stuttered not being prepared to talk about this topic, especially not with Kira. That and the fact that just hearing his name my heart ache and race at the same time.
"Ally, please tell he manned up and finally told you." My eyes widen and I wonder if she is talking about what I think she is talking about.
"What do you mean?" I tell her nervously and she smiles at me taking a seat besides me.
"Come on Ally. We're both big girls, let's be honest with each other. I know Austin is in love with you" She says calmly.
"Oh my god Kira, I am so sorry. I swear I didn't mean to intrude in your relationship at all" I say hurriedly hoping that a scene like the one the Arcade doesn't repeat itself and that she won't start throwing punches at me. At least I'm already in the hospital if anything happens.
"Ally calm down, it's ok" She says with a little laugh. Has she gone mad?
"It is?" Getting more confused by the minute. She nods and smiles at me in a friendly way. "Wait a minute? How did you know?"
She chuckles and says "Well first of all, It's pretty obvious. Second of all Austin told me."
"HE WHAT?" I yell louder than intended making her flinch. "Sorry" I mumble apologetically. She just chuckles again and I can't understand why she is so happy and calm about it. We are talking about her boyfriend after all.
"Before going to the arcade, that is why we were late by the way, Austin and I had a little chat" She explained "I knew something was up, I mean it was pretty obvious you had not planned this double date, he just wanted to be near you and make sure that no other guy wins your heart".
"Oh god, I feel awful for this. I swear I had nothing to do with that and I know how wrong this is." I said feeling ashamed "As a matter of fact, I just told him that."
"What do you mean?" she asked me.
"Well, before coming here, Austin told me what he thinks he feels for me but I swear Kira, I told him it was not right, that he had you in his life and that we cannot be together" I say sincerity dropping out every word.
She smiles kindly to me "Ally, Austin and I broke up. I don't know you, but I don't think it's a good deal being with someone who is not in love with you".
My mouth could have dropped to the floor for all I know. "You what?"
"Ally, I want you to know that I don't blame you for this. I don't even blame him, it's not like he wanted to do it on purpose. I understand what it is to like someone, and not be able to get them out of your mind. No matter what you do, it's not something you can control." She said smiling at me reassuringly and making me feel a thousand times better instantly.
"Thank you Kira for being so nice about all of this" I say genuinely making her smile even wider.
"Hey, I'm ready!" a voice interrupts us. Dallas is coming this way.
"Hey, how are you feeling Rambo?" I ask giggling with Kira. He just laughs it off and rolls his eyes playfully at us.
"Never better. Let's go now, it's getting late" he says with his innocent smile "I still have to drop you off beautiful girls" Kira giggles by my side and I smile but I have two new problems at hand.
Telling Dallas that even though he is sweetest guy ever, there won't be a date #2.
Talking to Austin and clearing everything out. Now that Kira has practically given us her blessing, I can now act on my feelings, I just hope that it's not too late.
I remained quiet on the way to Kira's house. I just kept thinking, how should I do things. I didn't want to mess everything up again, I felt really bad thinking that Austin must feel awful right now.
There was something bothering me though, did Austin really love me? Or was he just confused because he was jealous of Dallas?
Suddenly we stop at Kira's house and she gets out of the car. Before leaving she hugs me and Dallas surprising us both and she whispers in my ear "Ally, you have to fix things with Austin. He really loves you" then she turns around with a final wave and smile enters her luxurious house. Of course, her dad is Jimmy Star.
"Alright, let's go" Dallas says and next stop is my house which is not very far away. 5 minutes later he is parking his car in front of it. I stay seated for a second, I know this is the time to talk.
"Ally, I know you may not beleive me but I had an awesome time tonight" Dallas says smiling at me, I can't help but laughing looking at his purple eye.
"Me too. It's crazy though, how everything turned out in the end" I reply returning the smile.
He nodded and breathed in, then added "I'm aware there is not going to be a second date. Am I right?"
I look up at him, my face sad now "Dallas, I want you to know, I've always had a huge crush on you from the moment I met you and tonight I have found out that I was always right about you. You are an awesome person".
"But you love Austin" he says completing my sentence, not annoyed at all, more like a resigned voice.
"I'm so sorry Dallas. You have no idea how many times I've had to apologize tonight for this but I didn't… I just thought my feelings could go away you know?"
He nods again and tells me "Don't worry Ally, that's how life works. You are honestly one of the most beautiful and nicest girls I have met, so I don't regret any of it at all. Austin is a lucky bastard" He says with a grin which causes me to grin back.
"I can tell he really loves you too you know? I mean, I'm still mad about my lip and eye, don't get me wrong, but I guess, I can understand that he acted up like that because he can't stand seeing you with anybody else".
I blush and thank him for his kind words. Then we hug and I go into my house, feeling a thousand things at the same time but in the end, I guess the greatest thing I feel right now is happiness knowing that tomorrow, I will talk to Austin and hopefully we will finally be able to be together.
*********************** the next day ***********************************
My alarm wakes me up at 7:45 am, once again it is my day off and I'm so glad for that. As I think of what I am about to do, my stomach feels like it would explode with butterflies. I breathe in and try to calm myself.
I hurriedly message Trish:
Hey! I'm awake, will you still pick me up 8:30?
Soon enough, she replies back:
Hell yeah! There's no way you're getting out of this girl.
I laugh as I put my phone down and hurry to the bathroom. I want to look perfect.
Yesterday night, it was really late but still I called Trish. She thought she was gonna get news about the date with Dallas and although she did, it was definitely not what she was expecting. I told her everything and she was almost as excited as I was. She agreed on picking me up this morning because I had someone I had to see urgently.
I put on some blue skinny jeans and shoulder off top and my favorite ballerina flats. My hair was still beautiful from yesterday so I just let it down and I put some light makeup. Of course, my perfume and pancake and syrup lip balm as well. I smiled at the reflection in the mirror, liking it very much.
Soon after Trish was picking me up. She put on loud music and had me singing all the way to our destiny to make sure that I did not start chewing on my hair, as that all makes me relax.
As I got out of the car, I looked back at her worriedly "Umm, what if he rejects me. Should I walk back home?"
"Are you crazy Ally? The guy basically went all Mike Tyson on another guy just to avoid a peck on the cheek. There is no way in hell that he will reject you" she tells me encouragingly and indeed, it gives me the courage I need. As she leaves, I knock on the door of Austin Moon's house.
Mimi Moon comes out, it seems she was on hurry. She seems happy to see me "Laura! Thank God you are here! Mike and I have to leave, we're already late but we are worried sick for Austin. He came yesterday night, and I have never seen him so upset, he won't come out of his room and does not want to talk to us" she tells me worriedly.
I feel my heart ache knowing that I was the one to cause him this pain but at the same time I give myself courage, more the reason to tell him how I really feel.
"Don't worry Mimi, I will make sure to talk to him" I reassure her with a smile which seems to relieve her.
"Thank you Dear" she says while she pulls me into a big hug "We have to go, Mike is already waiting in the car" I nod and she waves as she practically runs to their car. I wave and wait until they are gone to get into the house and close the door.
My heart is beating so fast I cannot explain and my hands are shaking. I take a deep breath and make my way up the stairs to Austin's room where I knock 3 times.
"MOM! I already told you, I don't want to talk right now. Please just … give me some time alone" I hear his voice aggravated on the other side of the room.
"It's not Mimi, it's Ally. Please open the door Austin" I say. Suddenly there is long silence in the whole house that I can hear the tic toc of the grandfather clock downstairs.
I was about to knock again on the door when it suddenly opens. He looks at me still surprised but the way he looks make me feel so sad. He looks heart broken.
He doesn't say anything and there is an awkward silence, until I decided to break it "May I please come in?" I say. He steps back from the door and opens it a bit wider, giving me permission.
I enter the room and almost gasp. I know Austin is not the neatest person when it comes to his room but there is stuff everywhere on the floor.
"Sorry for the mess. As you may imagine, I've needed to channel my frustration somehow" he said in a cold voice finally talking.
"Austin… we have to talk" I say getting closer to him but he turns his face somewhere else and crosses his arms. He refuses to look at me.
"Ally look, forget about everything I said yesterday, just forget it all. I didn't think that telling you how I feel would make you feel so uncomfortable, I for once thought maybe you would feel the same way" the last part he almost scoffed "I know now that is not the case, sorry that you had to endure that and for ruining your date with Dallas. I promise I will personally talk to him and tell him it was all my fault and to take you out on a second date".
"No you won't." I said calmly making him look up again and finally look me straight in the eye.
"What?" he said confused.
"I don't want to go out on a second date with Dallas" I said simply to which he replied "Oh".
I get closer to him and grab his hand, he tries to pull away but I hold on tighter to it making him sigh "Ally, please don't… don't torture me even more" he says looking straight into my eyes, clearly pained by my closeness when all I want is to make that pain go away.
"Austin, I have to tell you something too" I say pausing briefly, his hand still in mine. Ok, here goes nothing.
"Yesterday, when you told me you loved me, I didn't know what to do" He sadly look to the floor so I used my other hand to pull his chin up and make him look at me. He had to hear this while I was looking into his beautiful brown eyes.
"I thought it was wrong because I… felt bad for Kira. I felt like I had gotten in between and it made me feel horrible. The truth is I've been feeling horrible for months now knowing that I am in love with someone who had a girlfriend and that it also happened to be my best friend" I say and his eyes widen as realization starts sinking.
"But at the same time, I couldn't help it, I can't resist loving you the way I do. I think I'm going mad! I need to be with you like you have no idea" a ghost of a smile starts showing on his beautiful lips, the pain is slowly going away.
"But then I talked to Kira and she told me everything and I felt relieved, knowing that meant that it is not wrong at all the way that I feel about you. On the contrary, now I understand that I everyone else was just getting in the way because you and I Austin, we are meant to be together and that makes me the happiest girl in the word. I love you Austin Moon, I am crazy about you and I don't want to spend another day of this life having to repress what I feel. I need to be with you" I say finally emptying my heart and loving the way his face has no trace of fear or pain anymore.
"God Ally, I hope this is not just my mind playing tricks on me" He says with a hoarse voice.
"No Austin, I swear, this is real" I say laughing softly.
"I love you so much Ally" He murmurs before his lips come crashing into mine and all the feelings we have expressed for each other seem to pour through that kiss. It was different that the rest because finally, we were not kissing because we were on a lesson or with the feeling that we might be hurting a third person's feeling. We were free.
Free to love each other. Free to be together. Free to kiss every single day of our lives.
********** 2 months later ***************************
Ally's POV
I sigh as the last customer I helped is getting her bags and leaving the store. I look at my watch, it is 6:00 pm. Finally the day is done, I head the door and I'm changing the door sign from open to close when I see the most beautiful face staring at me outside of the door.
I open the door and let my gorgeous boyfriend in, he immediately gives me one of those bear hugs I love and that always leave me breathless.
"Hey babe" He whispers in my ear making a shiver run through my spine "I couldn't wait to see you. I've missed you so much".
"I've missed you more sweetie" I say pecking his beautiful lips.
"So, shall we watch movies?" He says taking my hand and practically dragging me to the practice room where I set up a dvd and t.v earlier today.
We decide to watch a romantic movie called "Love Rosie" which turns out to be about two friends who have been in love for the longest time but something always gets in the way. In the end, they got their happy ending, just like Austin and I did.
When the credits are going, I am sitting in the couch while Austin's head is on my lap.
"Hey, you know I ran into Kira today" He told me. "She says that she and Dallas are dating"
"Really?" I ask him genuinely happy for them.
"Yeah… maybe we should double date sometime" He says making me crack up.
"You know that I was thinking? When we did our kissing lessons, there was one kiss I was dying to try with you but in the end we never did. It was going to be the last class but since you moved the day of the date, we never tried it" He told me with a mischievous smirk.
"Oh yeah? Which one?" I ask him curiously.
"The spider man kiss" he says with the same smile on his face and I can't help but chuckle.
"Well, what is stopping us now?" I say seductively as I lean my head forward. The position we're currently in, making it perfect for the upside down kiss.
My lips brush into his and I know I've said it before but I swear, it only gets better. My breath hitches as his tongue comes out and starts to lick my lips softly asking for entrance. I open my mouth to give him access and we moan in unison as our tongues meet and start fighting for dominance.
After a couple of minutes I pull away, the position starting to be a bit uncomfortable.
Austin gives me just a few seconds to catch my breath while he fixes his position and sits up next to me before taking my face in his hands and crashing his lips once again with mine.
His kiss is hot and passionate. Lustful. I feel one of his hands roaming my legs and I whimper the other runs down my ribcage. I reply back to this with my own hands running up and down his muscular body. My hands stop at his chest and six pack abs. I can't still believe how lucky I am.
"Ally … god, Ally…" he hisses through his kisses making me melt and feel the too familiar pulling in my stomach and other areas.
"Austin" I moan back as I feel his arousal against my leg. He presses his body harder into me without crushing me, just to make me feel how much he wants me. This is the farthest we have gotten ever since we made it official but this time it seems as if things are not stopping any time soon.
I suddenly gasp as I feel his lips leave mine and feel them on my bare stomach as he unbuttons my shirt and places wet kisses in all the skin he can reach. He finally finishes unbuttoning me and starts at my chest that it is now only covered by a black bra. He makes me lean back on the couch as he comes carefully on top of me. This is definitely something that has not happened before and I'm not sure I am ready yet.
He licks his lips, his eyes a shade so dark that I've never seen before and he starts at my exposed stomach and chest. As much as I love him, want him, I am not sure I am ready for this just yet. I know it is bound to happen and soon, but I feel maybe tonight is not the night.
As he kisses my collarbone and starts getting near my breasts I stop him breathlessly "Austin, wait", he stops immediately with a concerned look.
"I'm sorry Ally, did I do something wrong?" He says as he sits up from the position where were.
"N-No" I tell him still out of breath. "Everything you do is so perfect. It's just… I have never… well you know and I am not sure if I am ready for that step yet. Not that I don't like you that way, it's just…"
He smiles sweetly at me, coming closer and giving me a lingering sweet kiss on the lips making me shut up.
"Don't worry Ally, I understand." He says with a smile.
"Are you mad at me?" I ask him worriedly.
"No Ally, of course not. I want you to feel sure and ready when that happens. I'm not going to lie to you, I can't wait because I love you so much and I like you so badly but I would never try to push you into it or something like that. I love you way too much and I'm not a jerk" He says, his thumb caressing my cheek.
I smile at him "I know Austin, I would never think that you are like that. I love you"
He embraces me, while he kisses my forehead. One of my favorite ways for him to kiss me. I sigh contentedly on his arms, inhaling his intoxicating and delicious smell.
"I'm kind of worried as well to be honest" I tell him sincerely after of couple of minutes of being in his arms in silence. He separates his head just a bit to look into my eyes.
"Why? Worried about what baby?" He asks concerned.
"Well, you know very well I don't have any experience in that. What if you don't like it?" I tell him, fear clearly expressed in my voice.
He starts at me for a second not saying anything and then starts laughing. At first I feel annoyed but then can't help it and start laughing too. After a minute of laughing we are finally able to stop and then he shakes his head still chuckling.
"You're so adorkable" he says but in the sweetest way that it would be impossible to get mad at him. I blush slightly and look down. "Baby, you are so beautiful, sexy and I love you so much that it is impossible that I would not enjoy every second of making love to you. Im-po-ssi-ble. He says the word enunciating every syllable making me smile wider.
"Ok, if you say so" I say shyly.
"But you know what. If by any chance you still feel insecure about it, I have an awesome idea" He says with a grin on his face.
"What?" I ask him curiously having no idea how I could feel less nervous about it.
"You miss Ally Dawson, urgently need some "making love" lessons and I happen to know just the perfect tutor" He tells me with his beautiful smile making me start laugh again.
"Shall we start now?" I ask him with my eyebrow raised. He nods and leans down to kiss me again.
All I can say is, what a wonderful tutor!
The end….\\
A/N: Awww I feel like crying! Anyways, I thank once again everyone who read this, I just hope you enjoyed it and that you were happy with the ending as much as I was.
I have some ideas for new stories and I hope I can make that happen. I will appreciate your support if by any chance I happen to write new stories.
Thank you once again everyone, you messages and reviews have my days.
Until next time ... your friend Yami
