Claude stood in the hall his golden eyes smoldering as he breathed heavily, a hand pressed to and across his lips and he rested one hand on the wall as he shivered softly at the desire and lust burned and raced through his body. He wanted Alois. Wanted him so bad he wanted to scream, his cells and muscles clenched making him want to scream, his pants were so tight and he trembled softly. He turned walking to his room and let the hand fall away from his mouth as he walked into his room locking the door and just went down onto his bed.

He laid down on his back as his cheeks, surprisingly, turned to a dark red as his body trembled while the feeling of electricity crackled through his body making him want to whimper. He knew where it would have leaded to if only Alois hadn't pushed him away. He let out a breath of what sounded like irritation and closed his eyes. He wanted Alois, no he NEEDED Alois.

He felt his cock aching with the need to dominate and penetrate Alois in the most sensual and sexual of ways, his arms ached and wanted to hold the blonde to his chest tightly and hold him gently through the day and night, his body felt like it was on fire wanting desperately to have one soft press of Alois's bare skin against his his EYES were aching and craving to stare into Alois's deep ice blue ones. Alois was everything Claude wasn't and it was for that exact reason that he wanted to have Alois for himself. The kiss kept replaying itself over and over within his mind, he felt like declaring his feelings to Alois, to shake, squeeze and even maybe kiss sense into his thick head.

He wanted to be near Alois, he felt so. . . so alive when he was near him, he felt such intense emotions when Alois was laughing or smiling or even blushing, like he wanted to keep those beautiful things alive, to make it so Alois would always laugh out of joy, that he would always smile out of complete and utter happiness, that he would blush for whether it was a desire, an embarrassment or just one of the moments he felt happy enough he blushed. He wanted to be around him so badly, he felt like he might just die or cry without the feeling of him within his arms.

He knew he fucked up by doing that, he knew but. . Alois had responded so powerfully he was just so shocked by it, despite what Alois was saying with his words it was like his body was sending out, or more like, it was was screeching out for Claude. He suddenly grinned as he stared up at the canopy that covered his bed and he let out a soft chuckle. Oh yes, now was the time to truly start the seduction, he needed to do it, if he wanted and he needed Alois then he'll reduce down to straight, old fashioned seduction and he will get Alois, whether Alois accepts him or not.

Alois sat against the door his tears had long dried against his red cheeks as he hugged his knees tightly to his chest as he shut his eyes gently burying his face into his knees. He felt so utterly confused. Claude was giving off so many signals he struggled to understand, he didn't want Claude or so he had thought at least, he'd lived without the man for a complete three years, he knew he could live without him once again after the month was over. Only day two of Claude staying with them and it was strange for him, twice Claude kissed him and twice he had responded immediately.

He knew it must mean something but what it was he had no idea, he wanted nothing more than to press and hug Claude tightly as they laid on his bed, the thick deep blue curtains hanging around the bed cutting them off from the rest of the world. He wanted nothing more than to be with Claude right then and there, the scene all but coming alive in his mind as he imagined how it would slowly go from being sweet and tender to a beautiful moment where he could give up everything he was and trust Claude with his heart and be able to love Claude once again. He wanted it so badly but he couldn't let himself have it.

He squeezed his knees tighy as tears began sliding down again and he clenched his jaw, his teeth pressing and grinding tightly against one another, it hurt so badly but he couldn't help it as his brow pulling tightly together as he squeezed his eyes tighter and whimpers softly his chest suddenly being spear and stabbed over and over with the same intense burning pain. He knew and believed he would just live through this and endure it until the month was up, he would make it until then or at least he hoped he did. But some part of him wanted Claude to. . stay? He cringed softly at the feeling as he sniffled heavily as the sun rose to the middle of the sky and he assumed it was around lunch time but had absolutely no appetite. A soft knock on the door made his body jerk at the semingly loud noise and he twisted glaring at the door ready to yell at the person.

"Alois? Would you like to have for lunch?"

"N-Nothing Monique!" He yells through the door his years trickling down his cheeks softly grateful his voice sounded strong and clear despite the state he was currently in.

"Are you alright? Did you go swimming this morning?"

"I'm f-fine and yes I did go swimming this morning, right after I got out of bed."

"Alois. . . I feel like something is wrong but I won't push it or at least I won't right now. We can talk tonight if you would like." She says clearly through the door and a part of him wanted to talk ot her so badly but he felt so bad about lusting after a man he told Monique he hated.

"I think I might just have to take you up on."

"Alright. I'll make lunch for just me unless you get hungry." She says chuckling softly and he felt like chuckling along with her if the pain wasn't so intense.

"Okay!"

With that he heard her steps getting fainter and fainter and he let out a soft little breath clenching and squeezing his knees tighter to him and then he pushed himself to his feet running to the bed and he threw himself on it pushing his soaking wet face into his turned his face just a bit staring out the window at the bright sunny day. He was going to remember this day, he knew that much, besides it was always going to be imprinted on his mind forever as he shut his eyes feeling suddenly tired. He didn't mind what was going to happen right then and he closed his eyes again allowing the tiredness to wash over him and he laid still. He didn't understand why he suddenly got so tired when he bawled like that, he yawned out softly even if it was a tiny one and he allowed himself to sink into his dark, restful sleep.


This is probably the best chapter I could work on since I got school tomorrow, its from Tuesday's to Thursday's so those days it'll be harder to write and update then. Buuttt I have been seeing some people favoriting and following this story and not gonna lie I feel super happy about that! XD I hope people continue to enjoy the story! I didn't think too many people would like it since I didn't throw yaoi in left and right like the other stories I did for Kuroshitsuji fanfics but I just really can't explain how happy this really does make me! I appreciate those who take the time to read this, it makes me happier than anything! It makes me believe this story is actually worth readying :). But anyways I won't keep blabbing on and on haha, I'll try to update as frequently as I can this week, next week is my last week of summer school though! Til then I hope you enjoy this new chapter even if it is short haha!^^