AN: Thanks for the reviews everyone, and Emi I like your thinking and yes it just may be possible, as you said it is ff, anything can happen. Ana will be having the babies, no abortion in my story, as screwed up as the story line is I've lost a baby so could never let my character have an abortion. Got a bit of both POV in this chapter and see Ana starting to develop more backbone, hopefully what you all have been waiting for!
ANA POV
"Now I've just got hold of your records back home since you were concerned about your contraception and it seems that both your shot and pills were filled with a non-contractive product" says the doctor.
"But how the hell can that happen?" I yell
I look over to my husband, and he is hanging his head like he has something to hide and says "doctor can you leave my wife alone for a little while please, so we can have a chat?"
"Mrs Grey are you ok to be left with Mr Grey?" and the doctor glares at Christian.
I want some answers and I have no doubt in my mind that Christian knows the answers that I am wanting. "Its fine doctor I'll be ok, thanks".
"I will be just outside, don't get stressed Mrs Grey it is not good for the babies"
Too late for that I think.
Once the doctor has left I look over to Christian, ''what's going on''?
Christian sits there for a long time, before slowly starting to talk, ''I changed the contraceptive so that you would get pregnant''.
"Why the fuck would you do something like that", I snap.
"Because I know about you and Elliot and you are mine and I want to keep you as mine so you will have my baby and I just found out that you first hooked up months ago, that's what the phone call was about back in the hotel room, was he a better fuck then me Ana or what"?
I'm pretty sure that the babies are Christians, as Elliot used condoms, although there was once where it was spur of the moment and then also the time we got drunk but that was more than 10 weeks or so ago, but I'm not going to give Christian the satisfaction.
I come back with ''these could be Elliot's babies you know and at the moment I think I'd actually prefer that". Christian looks like I just slapped him in the face.
So I continue with my attack "and before you come back your with your comeback I know all about your hookers. That first business trip in New York I rang you that night and you know who answered? Some bitch saying how you were tied up, and what topped that off I heard woman giggling in the background, how the fuck do you think I felt, oh I'll be in my hotel room all night Ana, I guess you forgot to mention that you would actually have company. So you know what I did that night, yes I did sleep with Elliot, it certainly wasn't meant to happen, I was drunk, heartbroken and so angry and you know for a little while I actually felt so darn good and powerful, someone took care of me and cherished me, something that you should have been doing but were too busy off fucking some other sluts."
Christian then stands up and roars "I never slept with any of those girls, I just beat the shit out of them, I knew you take the heavy stuff so Id whip the shit out of them they could take it I knew you couldn't".
"Well that makes me feel so much better doesn't it, that's where you were going today wasn't it? Go and whip the shit out of another woman while we were on our honeymoon". Christian doesn't look at me. "Wow that's just fantastic, here I thought you may have tried to change now that we were married but I guess not, man what a fool I have been. You know back a few months ago I got a phone call and email from your Mrs Robinson, and you know what she said to me, that I'd never be enough and then sent me pictures of all the woman you have been with behind my back for god knows how ever long, and you know what happened then, that sent me straight back into your brothers arms and well if you can hook up with random hookers then I should be able to have someone you cares about me you never did." I scream back at him.
CHRISTIAN POV
Christian now realises he pushed Ana into Elliot's arms when they were doing the house together and that Ana probably deserves Elliot more than him, but he's come this far so he's not going to let her go without a fight.
"Ana I have hurt and betrayed you so much over the last few months, but you are no innocent in this either", she goes to talk but I cut her off. "I promise you that I never slept with any of those women, not that what I did is much better, but can't you see and baby, I couldn't beat the shit out of you, I love you".
Ana scoffs "yep right and there aren't any other ways you can try and take out your frustrations then to whip other woman, no doubt there just a bunch of meaningless faces all to serve your needs, did you ever think about me when you whipped those other girls, there take that Ana I can't whip you for misbehaving so ill whip the Ana look alike, oh take that Ana look alike my business is going through a rough patch".
I just don't know what to say to that, but Ana continues, "you know the day I got that phone call from Mrs Robinson, (I really have to talk to Elena about that, I have no idea how she knew about those woman, you know Elena makes your business her business, she's never liked Ana and is always looking for ways to destroy you) I was so broken once again, I don't know why I ever thought that the New York thing was a one-time thing, how many times did you 'hook up' with woman while you were away? You know what don't answer that I don't even want to know and you know what Christian I don't even care anymore, I'm done with caring, I'm done with loving. I really thought that when we got married things would change, Elliot was willing to let me go and marry you knowing that deep down I could never give him the love that I felt for you, your family loves me telling me how much you have changed and how far you have come. I was willing to let Elliot go and your past go to try and create a new life and new memories and what I have a got back since we've been married, a husband that was, just not long ago, going out to whip another woman and that has also changed my contraception to knock me up, wow I was really blindsided and stupid wasn't I?"
I think I know what's coming and I know I'm not going to like it one bit, I'll fight with Ana until the end. "Ana baby no you are not stupid, and of course I take my vows seriously, when I got that phone call today I was so angry and had my suspicions about you being pregnant so knew I couldn't lay a hand on you, I had to get out, had to get away. I haven't touched another woman since we have been married, and I won't I promise you baby, I'll get help, I'll do anything, tell me what I can do to fix this?
Ana replies "I just don't know anymore, I'm just too tired to fight anymore, I can't get stressed I need to think about my babies, they will always come first". Oh no I'm losing her "I think it might be best if I try and get away for a while when we get back, try and clear my head and figure out where to go from here.
"You are not going anywhere Ana these are my babies and I'll not let you leave.
"Don't you get it Christian this is not your decision to make". I just sit there with my hands in my hair. I will do anything to stop from losing her, I can't lose her.
So all the secrets are out, where will Ana go from here? What's going to happen when they get back home? How will the Greys react?
