I'm sorry if I confused you all last chapter. I don't want ideas or suggestion I just need everyone to let me know if they are ok with the direction the story is going because I don't know too much about Psychology and I will be demonstrating my lack of that knowledge and I don't want to do it wrong but I also don't want to take as much time as I would have to research it properly . Basically I just need everyone to tell me it's ok to be unrealistic. Ok I love you all sooooooo much.
Sesshomaru would not ever be able to recall how he got Rin to the hospital but the nice officer who gave him a ticket lead him to believe that he'd done it very quickly and without regard for others. After they took Rin away Sesshomaru sat with his head in his hands and was just short of actually crying when he felt a hand on his shoulder.
He looked up to find Toga looking at him with great concern. "What happen?"
"I lied to get the company. Rin and I planned the whole thing but now I don't even care. Give it to the half wit. At least he seems to be able to take care of the women he loves. Rin's pregnant and we've bother known for weeks but she's been ignoring it. But today I shoved it down her throat and she had a nervous breakdown. They had to sedate her to calm her down. One doctor asked me to make the decision to abort the baby or not. Like I could or even should make that kind of choice." That was it he put his head back in his hands and cried. It was all too much.
"Mr. Taisho?"
Sesshomaru and Toga looked up. "Yes! How is she?" Sesshomaru sounded like a broken man.
"She's stable. She doesn't seem to be physically self destructive but she if she continues to stress like this and she will make herself sick. If she doesn't improve in the next 48 hours she's very likely to miscarry. She is not in any immediate danger. You are probably better off as far as her mental health goes to do the abortion now while she'd still out of it enough not to-"
Sesshomaru gripped her throat tightly for a moment before Toga was able to pry him off. The doctor fled. "Calm down you won't be able to help her like this." Toga tried but it didn't really get him to calm down any.
"Don't bother Sesshomaru has checked out and crazy husband has checked in. Come on Sessh drink this and we'll go talk to Rin." Sesshomaru drank deep and looked up at her drowsily. "it's a sedative Sessy it'll knock you out for a little while so you can calm down and not kill anyone. We'll take over till you wake up." Sesshomaru was out cold in a matter of seconds. "Well at least she didn't mention the Psych ward." Kana said before collapsing next to Sesshomaru. "Don't worry I didn't get a degree in psychology for fun you know."
While Sesshomaru slept off the mickey Kana slipped him the rest of the family showed up. When Sesshomaru came to it was to the sound of arguing.
"I won't take the company from Sessh. He loves it and he can actually run it. You should have never required that he had to get married to get the company. It was stupid of you." Inuyasha yelled at Toga.
"I was doing what I thought was best for Sesshomaru. He's so with drawn from people I knew unless I with held something he truly wanted like the company that he wouldn't even try to date. To get out and interact with people." Toga was seething with just barely contained anger.
"Well good job! You pushed him right into loving Rin and now she's going-"
"Shut up half wit I make my own mistakes and I'll have no one taking credit for me. How is she Kana?" Sesshomaru chose to ignore the rest of his family for the time being.
"She's fine physically but mentally she's going to need a lot of help but I'm willing to be that help if you'd like. I think if we can keep her calm we can even save the baby." Kana explained calmly.
"What do I have to do to save the baby?" Everyone turned to Rin in shock except Sesshomaru who flew out of his seat to hold her.
"Well you're going to have to stay calm and not go into another melt down. And you'll need to see a psychiatrist and talk about your problems. You have some really big issues and if you don't deal with them and you have a repeat of today you and your baby could die. We all love you Rin and we don't want to lose you. You really aren't that different from Sesshomaru only he turned his sadness and doubt into something while destructive to the creation of new relationships helped him move forward with limited control of his world." Everyone looked at Kana in confusion. "OK example the only way Sesshomaru was able to find love was by denying it's necessity in his life. And even after he figured out how he felt he still found it impossible to except. Rin if you hadn't helped him he never would have dealt with his issues over his mother's death. And he never would have realized or openly admitted to being in love with you. If you can fix Sesshomaru than he can help you to get your mind back together. By the way this is why you couldn't get a job. That and the fact that no one wants to hire someone who's about to get married. Any way I owe you for helping this idiot over here come to grips with something's." Kana said smiling at her.
Ok well I've decided that this is where I'm going to stop for today too many people in my store. If you all want me to post the rest of the chapter where we get to hear about Sessy's daddy issues than I will post that tomorrow night sometime but I need to know that you guys want it otherwise I'm gonna cut it.
I'm back and you all said you wanted it so here it is the rest of this chapter.
Rin tilted her head to the side. "Hmm. You mean like how he doesn't really care for his father so he treats him with basic respect and what not but ignores any emotional gestures he makes while on the other hand he's really defensive of his brother and his step mom so and shows it by pushing them away?"
"Yes. He's very keep your business close but don't let them see you weaknesses kind of guy. If you understand what I mean."
"Yeah. I love how he is with Inuyasha. I'm not sure how to put in though."
"'He's my brother and if you want to hurt him you have to get in line because I'm the only one aloud.'" Kana said in a imitation of Sesshomaru's voice which was not half bad.
"Yes." Rin half smiled since that was it perfectly.
Toga looked at his son in shock. "Is it true? Do you really not care for me at all?"
Sesshomaru looked at Kana who gave him a nod. "Yes it's true. You told me over and over that it wasn't anyone's fault. That mom just got sick and that no one could have saved her but you didn't explain. I needed more than that. Then when Inuyasha got sick still no one bother to explain the difference. I was a little kid. I thought he was going to die and instead of telling me I was wrong you yelled at me. I just decided you couldn't be trusted and I know it was childish but I was a child and it stuck with me I withdrew from you and you did nothing to stop me until long after it was too late. If I had been older or you had explained it better I would not have been so disturbed but at that time it felt like you were disallowing me to care for my little brother. Mother was never one for displays of emotion and the only time I showed emotion as a child you told me 'Don't cry it's not your fault' or 'What are you thinking telling him that!' I was only 6 years old father. By the time people started to noticed how withdrawn I was I was in high school and by then I didn't care. As far as I was concerned everything that went wrong was your fault."
Suddenly Izayoi was hugging him. "You do love me! I thought you hated me but you love me." Izayoi cried.
Kana pulled Izayoi off him. "Yeah yeah Sessy had issues but don't we all. Rin honey are you OK? We aren't avoiding the issues are we?" She asked knowingly.
"I want to go home." Rin said quietly.
"I see no problem with that. Why don't you guys go on home. We should have a get together soon. You know clear the air." Kana said as she shoed everyone out of the room.
