A:N// Dear God I know that took forever! I am sorry! I got back form vacation and then my friends claimed me and this is the first time I've been home in like two weeks and then add the three week vacation on that and you can see how I am busy.
Who missed me, huh? Probably no one, but it's nice to think you did...-sad face-
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Now, on with the show!
Chapter Twelve
Patience
My room smelled like vanilla now. I found some candles out in the kitchen, I don't know why they were in the kitchen but...I couldn't complain. I had completely forgotten that I painted my room a dark red. I don't know why I painted it that color, it didn't match with my blue sheets or blue rugs or silver curtains. What I was thinking, I just don't know.
Even I had enough sense to realize that it just did not look right.
Though, I was glad for the comforting smell of vanilla and the ability to actually see. I smiled at the room, I should have done this a long time ago. Link really changed me I suppose. Not completely, at least that's how I would like to view it. I wonder if I changed Link at all...I doubt it.
Well, maybe I did a little. I was probably his first heart-break and rebound all in one day. Was it a smart idea to fall in love with a ten year old? I mean, he might just think he loves me but is he old enough to realize what love is?
So, does he actually love me? I sighed and laid on my bed, letting the scent of vanilla wash over me. Should I be worrying about this? I had what I wanted as of now, we could work everything else out later. Right? There was still time to decided everything, right? Of course. We could talk later.
Right now, everything was just as I wanted it. Right now it was perfect. Well, as perfect as it could be I suppose. Link still had a job to do, I still had to make sure that he didn't get distracted...which I suppose I may have failed at...
That remained to be seen though.
I mean, I couldn't distract him that much, could I? Sure, he could worry about my welfare a bit more but he has to worry about the welfare of everyone. So, I shouldn't add any burden, should I?
I mentally groaned, did I not just tell myself that I should stop worrying about this? I have what I want, don't I?
Maybe that was it, maybe I just don't know what I want. Or maybe the idea that true companionship doesn't exist was still embedded in my head from what I was taught in my younger years. The teachings of the Sheikah weren't especially bright, all of the stories of love always ended in weakness, betrayal.
Though, there weren't any stories of a man liking a man...Perhaps that was a good sign? Though I highly doubt it, knowing the law. I sighed and began to run my fingers through my hair, why did I have to worry all the time? Link wasn't, he just keeps on smiling and does his job.
And maybe that's a reason why I'm worried, how serious does he take this? As seriously as I do?
I don't know why I keep doing this, I am just going to make myself sick. Or depressed. I'm such an idiot.
I sighed and leaned my head back. Goddesses above, give me a sign on what to do.
I looked around, in hopeful idiocy to see if I would get such a sign.
No such luck.
I sighed again, fighting the urge to pound my fist into the wall. It was becoming an agitating habit, one which he had to break. And soon.
I yawned and arched my back, cracking the bones that were soon becoming irritating and again resumed my horrible habit of over thinking.
My mind had turned to thoughts of suns and fields when I heard the banshee shriek again. My eyes involuntarily winced for me as I reminded myself that I could not hurt the seventh sage nor the crown princess of Hyrule.
"SHEIK!" Oh dear Nayru, grant me patience. "Sheik! Link is out of the temple." At Link's name I bolted up to grab my lyre and daggers and was gone faster than Zelda could blink.
A:N// It's short and you hate it and I totally understand but writer's block is a bitch so I decided you guys waited a month and a half and you need something!
Sorry to all my reviewers but I cannot reply to you all for this chapter because for some reason that page is not popping up. But know that I love you and reviews make me write a whole hell of a lot faster.
-Mary
