Hey my followers I have come to realize thanks to some of you that it is my story, so I will do what I want with it. So I redid I'll Find Bella Myself, Lets Go Clubbing and you should probably read it so you don't get confused later on.

This is only the first part of the date part two should be coming up shortly so please enjoy this and review and I'll be sending more pages your way.

Paul: Why the fuck is my girl on a date with this loser, when she could have all of this. –Gestures to himself 'sexily'-

Me: Shut up and read she will be coming your way eventually

I'm getting ready for my date with Juan, we had left the club immediately after I went back in. He questioned me on where I had run off to and did a thorough body check before peppering kisses over my face. I had not told him about my little encounter with Paul and I didn't plan on telling anyone about it. It was a stupid mistake that will never, ever happen again.

I was just going to avoid him because he was bad news. I don't understand why I went from hating him to wanting to-to- I don't know what I wanted to do.! He's just so so… Sexy, Charming, Sex on Legs…okay.! Okay.! I'll admit it looking at him is like you've become melted chocolate. And he's just the sun beating down all over you an- ugh.! What the hell is wrong with me.! I love Juan. I love him, so why am I having these thoughts for Paul.? A guy that I've hated since forever.!

"[Sissy Bella's here for you.!]" Ricky called from somewhere downstairs. "[Alright.!]" I called back pulling myself out of my thoughts and back to my clothes. I heard the door creak open as Bella let herself in. "Hi" She said casually, sitting on my bed as if I didn't have a shitload of questions for her.

"Spare me the bull B, what happened between you two last night.?" I asked rushing towards her and hopping impatiently on the bed momentarily forgetting about my date. She sighed deeply and fell with a thump onto my bed. "He asked if we could be best friends again. Go back to being just Jake and Bells." Ouch, I guess I was forgotten.

"And.?" I asked, obviously prying. "Well I dumped my drink on him and eventually said I would think about it." She said looking at her hands pulling at a loose string on my comforter. I busted up laughing, "You dumped a cranberry vodka on Jake.!" She looked up at me smiling slightly, "That is kinda funny isn't it." She said giggling, "Mmmhmm," I replied nodding my head becoming overcome with laughter. We laughed for a while before stopping completely and becoming engulfed in an awkward silence.

"Well hopefully you guys will make up and my shit head cousin will pull his head out of his ass." I told her before walking back to the pile of clothes on my floor and began shuffling through them. "Well what happened between you and Paul.?" She countered. All my movements ceased.

"How do you know about that.?" I asked staring at the clothes too afraid to look at her face. "Pack mind." She said leaning closer to me from her spot on my bed. "Everyone knows about it M." She whispered somewhat sympathetically. Oh…My…God.

"Shit.!" I screeched, burrowing beneath the heap of clothing on my floor. "C'mon girlie, you've got a date. Sure I can't help you decide what to wear but I'll be your personal cheerleader." Bella said as she pulled my face out of the clothes.

Everybody knows.! I am supposed to hate Paul.! And he hates me too, whether or not he wants to admit it. He ruined my childhood, well almost ruined it Bella and Jacob were pretty awesome when Jake wasn't being a dumb ass follower.

Theres this annoying gnawing in the back of my head that actually likes him, but all he wants is to get into my pants. He is the slut of LaPush after all, I am already getting glares from random ass girls when I go out because people have heard about me blowing up in his face.

But I don't give a shit because he fucking deserved it. And that was only about a pint of the stored up hate for him. "EARTH TO MARI.!" Bella shouted into my ear sending me shooting up ten feet in the air. "What.?" I asked recovering from my thoughts and the disturbance that just went on in my ear.

"Isn't your date at 8:00.?" She asked. I nodded slowly, "Yeah why.?" She shrugged but didn't make eye contact, "Oh nothing it's just that it's 7:45." Shit.! I hopped up and searched through the monster that are my clothes lying on the floor. I finally went with an off the shoulder green mini dress. I thought it looked really nice with my highlights. And Bella kept her word about being my cheerleader, while I changed she was hopping up and down with a bunch of my colorful socks in her hands chanting 'Put it on, slip it on, So you can make out with Juan.!'

I burst out laughing and tumbled over in only my underwear and bra. I guess Bella liked my reaction because she did it up until I had finished painting my toe nails. Her chant did change a bit because while I was painting my toe's she was chanting, 'Paint that toe, paint it fast, Juan will slap you on the ass.!' And she was doing all these ridiculous dance moves that would surely leave her sore later.

Once she was done I slipped on some black pumps; a pair of studs; and a necklace in record time. I quickly applied some mascara and swiped on some light pink gloss. Now all that was left was my hair. I was frantically pulling the brush through my hair trying to think of something to do with it. Bella silently stepped behind me and put her hands on my shoulders, "Breath." She said between giggles, I rolled my eyes but followed her instruction. She slipped the brush out of my hands and pulled my hair into a low side pony tail that fell over my shoulders and rested on my chest.

My jaw dropped, "That's perfect," I breathed out. Bella smiled at me through the mirror and shrugged. "Simple is always sexy." She said as if she was saying 'Duh.!' I smiled at her through the mirror and turned to give my best friend a hug.

"[Lil Maria Juan is here.!]" My mom called from downstairs. I pulled back from the hug and grinned at Bella. "Kill 'em girlie." She whispered, I gave her one more hug before clacking down the stairs. With Bella following behind me silently, once I got to the bottom of the stairs I saw Juan sitting on the couch with Ricky talking about video game cheats. I walked into the living room and smiled at the back of Juan's beautiful head. "I'm ready." I said, and everyone turned towards me and I took a self-conscious step backwards.

Juan was looking at my legs, my dad was evaluating my dress with a look of unapproval, Ricky was laughing at Juan's expression and my mom was looking at my face, smiling. She had tears in her eyes and whispered "My baby is all grown up." She scooped me up into a hug and I clutched onto her as if my life depended on it.

My mom was my best friend throughout the move, my dad was pissed at me for not telling who was doing this but my mom was always understanding about it. She never pushed me but she was worried and I knew that she had every right to be. She had a cancer when I was younger that was killing her and she was admitted to the hospital. They said she only had a few weeks to live because the cancer was getting to her. I withdrew from everyone, I only wanted my mom so they would send me to her and I would curl up into a ball next to her in her hospital bed. She would whisper reassuring words to me even though she was the one who was going to die not me.

She would tell me that she couldn't promise me anything except that she would always be there for me even if she was gone she was watching from wherever god had sent her. She would always be there for me until I didn't need her anymore and I was all grown up. While she was in the hospital my father cheated on her with a woman numerous times and got her pregnant. My aunt Delia figured it out when she saw his car parked in her drive. My mom was crushed but she stayed with dad, they went to a counselor and 'fixed everything'. But he did it again, after the triplets were born, but once again my mom looked the other way and gave him another chance.

I hated it I wanted them to get a divorce though I never voiced it to my father I had voiced it to my mom a numerous amount of times. She explained that it would destroy our family and that was the last thing that she wanted, she wanted us to all stay together and not be passed back and forth from mother to father. I guess I took that anger and my anger towards Paul and was just an angry person. But Juan helped me.

That's how we got to where we are now.

We must've been like that for a while because dad cleared his throat. We pulled back from each other and she gave me a kiss on my check before turning and walking into the kitchen. I smiled at Juan and he got off the couch and walked towards me. "You look amazing." He whispered pulling me in for a hug.

"Thanks," I took in his appearance of black denim jeans a button up, "And you my friend look orgasmic.!" I whispered in his ear. We chuckled, at our little inside joke and he escorted me outside.

"Have her home by 11.!" My dad called, "Yes sir." Juan replied. He closed the door and swept me up in a kiss. Once he finally pulled back because of the need to breathe, we touched foreheads.

"What was that for.?" I asked once I found the capability to speak. "It was because you are so beautiful and because if I didn't kiss you I would have blown a gasket." He said flashing me his beautiful smile.

I threw my head back in laughter at how corny he was. He took advantage of the exposed skin to attack my neck with his warm mouth. He sucked nipped and bit, soon enough my laughter turned into soft moans.

He was gripping my waist and forcing me into the door, my hands dug into his shoulders and my leg ended up finding its way around his waist. I felt my core getting hot and wet in anticipation, I pressed my core into his side and started to slowly grind into him, "More." I whispered forgetting that we were at my house in the front where people could see us.

He laughed in the crook of my neck and started to pull back. I wasn't letting that happen so I started to grip him tighter. He laughed and continued in vain to try and pull me away from him. But I wouldn't let him, so he finally sighed deeply with a smug grin on his face. The bastard. Then, and picked me up and carried me to the car.

He put me down in front of the passenger side and opened the door for me to get in. I sighed and tilted my head to the side a bit to expose my neck. He laughed, but kissed and then kissed me lightly on the lips.

"Better.?" He asked pulling back. I smiled at him like a little girl who had just persuaded her daddy to get her the makeup set that she wanted. "Much." I replied hopping into the car. He smiled and closed the door for me, before walking around the other side to his door.

He started up the car and started heading up the street, "So where are we going.?" I asked, amazed that, that question hadn't already come up.

"It's a surprise," He said in a sing-song voice, I narrowed my eyes at him. I bet I could persuade him into telling me. I felt a mischievous smile tug on my lips. Juan looked at me quickly then back at the road and smiled slightly already shaking his head briskly.

"Na-uh no way, Mari don't even think about it." He said scooting closer to the driver's door, "Whatever do you mean.?" I asked feigning innocence as I advanced on him.

He shook his head still smiling, "Your not gonna get me this time, I am not telling, my lips are sealed." He said 'zipping his lips and throwing away the key' I slipped into the spot that he had made in his seat and put my head on his shoulder.

"I could help you with that," I whispered seductively, I kissed his lips once. And he groaned softly already breaking. Ha-ha. I slipped my hand under his shirt and traced the outline of his abs that I had memorized. I moved my hand towards his manhood, slowly, I was the predator and he was the prey.

"This isn't safe.! We could get into a car crash.!" He exclaimed, trying to focus on the road, "Well at least you'd die satisfied." I chuckled. I started nipping his neck at trying to get a grip on his goods through the pesky denim jeans.

I made a sound of accomplishment as he swerved abruptly, both caused by the fact that I finally grabbed him after my many non successful attempts. He stopped the car in front of the woods, it screeching to an ear-shattering halt.

I was confused and momentarily let my guard down. "Juan what are we-"I was cut off by his lips assaulting mine and his hands under my dress creeping closer to boob town.

I was overcome with a feeling of want and tangled my hair in his glossy locks pulling him closer to me. I wrapped both my legs around his waist pulling him on top of me and onto the passenger seat.

He moaned and started working on my neck, I moaned in pleasure as he worked his magic. What are you doing.! You are supposed to be seducing him into telling you where you are going.! I ignored my inner voice. I was way too stop this, he just feels so good. I know not many people have inner voices that talk to them and have their own personalities and I am glad for that…it makes me different.

He was tonguing my neck and nibbling sucking, I was ecstatic.! I bent my neck back so I was looking behind me as I ground myself into his pants. I felt his hands creeping up into my bra when a streak of silver shot threw the woods.

I pushed him off as I sat up as if the seat was on fire. "What.? What, babe you okay.?" He asked trying to pull my face towards him.

I was staring into the woods trying to figure out what that was, I know Im not crazy it was there. Yeah we're not crazy I glared at the voice that was only helping to disprove my point. Was it Paul.? Was Paul spying on me, us.? Is he mad that I am on a date with Juan.? Um, was I the only one who saw how he busted out the club shaking when Juan asked you out in front of the whole club.? I hate you, have I ever told you that.? On numerous occasions actually my inner voice is a smart ass.

"Mari.! Mari.!" I turned to Juan who was looking at me with worried, and guilty eyes. "Are you okay you blacked out for a while?" I nodded my head coming back to earth.

"Yeah I just, uh got a little lost in my own head for a bit." I said in a voice that I hoped sounded reassuring.

"Alright, if you need to talk or anything I'm there for you, you know that right.?" He said trying to read my face. I nodded looking away incase he was successful in doing so.

"Okay, …I guess I'll…yeah." He said awkwardly getting back into his seat and starting the car. We drove in awkward silence thanks to me, we pulled up at a classy restaurant and Juan turned off the gas and muttered a small "Ta-da."

I turned to him and saw that he even did the small hand movement and smiled. He smiled back at me and I kissed him…repeatedly. "I'm guessing you like the place." He said pulling back from the kiss, trying to catch his breath.

I grinned at him and kissed him one more time. "It's not the restaurant its you, I love you." He smiled back and kissed me, "I love you too." He whispered, I was about to ask if he wanted to ditch when the valet knocked on the window and did an awkward wave.

Juan chuckled and kissed the pout that I wasn't aware of, on my lips. He got out the car and walked around and opened my door curtsying and everything. I laughed and got out the car and turned smiling at him. "Thank you young man." I said laying a sloppy kiss on his cheek. He smiled and grabbed my waist twirling me around.

I laughed and gripped his shoulders in fear that he would drop me. He set me on my feet and everything but him looked like it was spinning. I grinned at him which I am sure looked like a drunken one and he grinned right back at me.

He kissed me and intertwined our fingers as he led me through the glass doors of Au Poivre. We were immediately met a waitress, she looked around our age. She was a bubble gum popping blonde, she had her hair pulled up into a tight pony tail. She was wearing a short black skirt and a white button up that had some buttons undone to expose cleavage. She was wearing a lot of makeup and well she screamed "SLUT!"

"Hello my name is Dominique and I am going to be your waitress tonight." She purred at my boyfriend. I glared at her and thought about socking her in the face, but I don't want to get kicked out so I'll keep shut for now.

Juan smiled, "Well hello Dominique," he said "My name is Juan and this is my beautiful, gorgeous girlfriend Mari." He said gesturing towards me.

I smiled smugly and threw our joined hands in her face. She jerked her head back quickly and glared at me. She turned back to Juan and smiled, "Well that's good to know, would you like to come over to this table here.?" She asked him, taking his other hands and guiding him to a corner booth.

He gripped my hand and took me with them. I yanked my hand out of his grip and followed behind them silently.

"Thank you Dominique, this table is great." He said letting go of her hand and coming behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck, "My girlfriend and I will take it." He said. I smirked at her and took the seat that Juan had offered me.

She rolled her eyes, and pursed her lips looking like a Barbie doll that just got dumped by Ken. I laughed at my joke, though no one heard it but me. This is going to be an interesting evening.

Mmmhmm Part 2 is going to come out soon I have a lot planned and I hope you guys enjoy it but if not don't tell me about it. :] Well review, love you guys.! Byee.!

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