Alright guys... It's been almost 7 months since I last updated. You have no idea how bad I feel T^T I'm a terrible author to my Shizaya fans... I hope you all can forgive me...(isn't sucking up with sex scenes or anything ;P) But seriously! Thank you all sooo much for staying with me and not giving up! I've been getting random favorites, follows, and comments these past months and I haven't even been on fanfiction!
It means the world to me guys^w^ Thanks again to all of my loving Shizaya fans and enjoy this long awaited chappy^^
Izaya's POV-
He pulled me into a tight hug and bawled, literally bawled.
Even though I was beyond shocked at the quick acceptance, I quickly moved my hand up to tussle his hair. We were both wet from the warm bath and his clothes were soaked; we were both exhausted and yet I couldn't help but sigh peacefully and smile slightly, rubbing circles into his back as I sat on top of him.
I tried to ignore the fact that this was completely embarrassing since I wasn't wearing clothes, but the draft was very distracting. Not to mention the wound on my back that seemed to protest at all of the sudden movement and I couldn't help but groan. Swaying unnervingly, I leaned on his shoulder.
His sniffles seemed to stop abruptly. He pulled away from me and pushed me back just enough to see my face before he became distressed.
He was saying something but I couldn't really hear him, only bits and pieces like my name. The pain was excruciating… but at the same time I felt very calm and relaxed.
I couldn't keep my eyes open and my body felt like lead. I felt like I was drifting to sleep before I felt a certain warmth spread through me. My eyes fluttered open curiously as I began to feel stronger and pain free by every pacing second.
My sight focused in more and I could tell now that he was hugging me, but it felt different.
"Hang in there Izaya… Please…" I barely heard him whisper as the pain nearly dissipated. He pulled away from me and then he was sweating, his breathing was ragged.
"Sh-Shizu-chan you-" He covered my mouth and smiled.
"As long as you can get better- I'd do anything." He kept smiling like an idiot, tears still plastered on his face. I pushed his hand away as a lump formed in my throat.
Stupid Shizu-chan… He transferred energy again! It all feels so wrong… Taking so much from him…
"Shizuo…" I mumbled and kissed him softly. His lips felt so soft compared to their rough appearance. Just like the last time we kissed- I thought I'd never be able to claim these lips ever again, let alone live to see his mop of blonde hair or bright smile.
"I-Izaya…" He mumbled and I felt a smile rush to my lips.
"Come on, let's get dried off." I said and he nodded, letting me help him up from the bathtub.
I got dressed in some loose clothes and I had Shizu-chan change out of his. Once we grabbed something to snack on from the kitchen, we sat down on the couch. My body cuddled into his warmly as his arms tightly wrapped around me. He chuckled and cleared his throat.
"You know... Leaving Shinra to explain things was a stupid move."
"How so?" I frowned at him.
"He was stuttering and talking fast and he was all like 'Shizuo, you have to help! I wish I could help too, but I have to stay with my dear wife Celty-' and then that's when Celty elbowed him in the ribs." He laughed and I couldn't help myself; the laughter was contagious.
"You're right, I must not have been thinking straight." I smiled and looked up at him, his arms still wrapped securely around my waist.
I looked down fondly at his calised hands, enjoying the silence between us. It was good to just relax and unwind. Especially so because of all the things that have happened recently.
I let my mind wander, my hands doing the same as they traveled up one of his arms. I smiled to myself, thinking about all the times he's held me- comforted me. I caressed a mark that I found and stopped.
Wait... when did he get this? I thought curiously and rubbed over the dark scar.
"What did you get this from?" I asked and he looked down at me slightly.
"Get what?" He said and I pointed to it quickly.
"This." I pestered and he looked at it oddly.
He was right about to say something when his eyes shot wide open, standing us both up.
"What...?" I asked in concern and he shook his head.
"I never got a scar there... This is..." He trailed off and looked back at the scar. I looked at it too and was shocked to see that the scar was moving... it was forming different swirls and patterns, going from black to red.
Then it hit me.
These were the patterns of Shizuo's demon form.
Why are they showing up now? I thought in panic and watched as the markings slowly covered his whole body.
He hunched over in pain as his bat-like wings sprouted from his back along with his horns. His shirt tore in the process and the markings had indeed spread all over him. He staggered and held his head, gritting his teeth at the pain.
"Shizu-chan! What's happening?" I asked in worry as I rushed over to help him stand.
"I-I don't know... Ugh.." He groaned as his curved horns grew larger.
"I-Izaya...I..." He choked out as a huge portal opened up behind us. It was sucking Shizu-chan in, and me along with it.
Before I could grab onto anything to try and keep us in place, it was already too late. We lost our footing and got sucked into the gaping dark abyss.
"Shizu-chan!" I yelled as I lost my grip on him, desperately reaching for him. I could feel tears form as I watched him get farther and farther away from me.
I don't want to be alone! I thought and snapped my eyes shut. I was too scared to open them. Too scared to accept the reality that was crushing me. Stealing my happiness away right after I achieved it.
This can't be happening-
"Izaya Orihara." A deep voice rumbled in my thoughts, my eyes shooting open. They widened as soon as they saw what was sitting in front of me.
In a chair, surrounded by gold, jewels, skeletons, and pools of blood, was the devil himself.
Shiki
"So, I hear you aren't an angel anymore..." He smiled darkly, enjoying the fear that was evident in my eyes.
"What of it...?" I asked accusingly.
I was trying to hide the fact that I was scared shit-less of this man. The only being in the universe I was scared of is him, and I'm facing him alone. Even with my powers, I stood no chance against him.
"Should you really be talking that way to me?" He challenged and in an instant he was in front of me. I jumped and tried to move away but his hand was already around my throat. Clawing at his wrists I gasped for air, wincing as he held me up off my feet. He leaned in to me, his breath by my ear as he sniffed my neck.
"Hmm... Seems that it's true. Heh, why would you risk your life to save him?" He laughed and I stopped for a moment.
"How do you...? " I breathed and he chuckled.
"I have been watching him very closely you see." He said and dropped me to the ground. I coughed and gasped, trying to get the air back in me as Shiki continued. "I know that he fell in love with you the moment he saved your life... I watched as you two dealt with your past life's. I even influenced the trial in heaven so you wouldn't get killed." He said and my whole body started shaking. I was so afraid and confused. I couldn't even look him in the eye as he walked around me.
"Why...? Why g-go so far, just for Shizuo?" I said hesitantly, not sure if I wanted to hear the answer. He stopped walking and faced me, "He has become very... attached to you, it would be a problem if my son went on a rampage." He smirked and my heart stopped.
"S...Son...?"
Shizuo's POV-
Right after Izaya and I got separated in the portal, I ended up in an abandoned cemetery. I looked around in confusion.
All of the graves here were from the 1700's.
I walked around, making sure not to knock into anything with my wings or tail. It was foggy and all of the graves were almost unreadable. I squinted in the darkness, looking around for some reason why I might be here. Then, I stopped on a certain grave that made my breath go cold.
Shiki Heiwajima.
I backed away from it in horror as the scenery started to disappear. The graves turned into tall, ghostly trees and a voice started to speak.
"That's when I died Shizuo." The voice said and I turned around, Shiki himself standing there. "You see... Every 400 years or so, the current leader of hell needs to be replaced. AKA- me." He smirked.
"Back when I was alive and well, the devil chose me to take his place. He ripped me away from the family I had and placed me here, in this garbage heap... But..." He paused and walked up to me, "I didn't want to do that to some one when I needed to be replaced." He smirked and I watched him closely, not daring to move.
"So I decided to create a child, a successor to take my place when it was my time to leave. That's you- Shizuo Heiwajima." The brunette chuckled and my eyes went wide.
"Thats... i-impossible." I breathed and backed away from him. "A-All this time... I-I've been your..." I stuttered and he nodded.
"You have the devil's blood in you. You should be honored." He mocked and appeared in front of me. He grabbed my jaw and moved my head back forcefully, catching me by surprise as I struggled to get out of his grasp. He pushed me against a wall, nearly knocking the wind out of me. "Now... This might hurt a little bit, but it's necessary."
He took his hand, moving it to my chest. My eyes widened as he pushed it through my skin- going through my body like a freshly sharpened blade. He wasn't actually damaging any part of me, but it feltlike it. I screamed in agony, the feeling not subsiding as he reached my heart. There was this sensation- like a part of me was being ripped from my body. I screamed even louder as he seemed to find what he was looking for and withdrew his hand, dropping me to the ground.
In his hand was a red gem. It wasn't very big, but he looked at it fondly.
"This is what suppressed your true nature... isn't it marvelous?" he chuckled and I looked up at him weakly, sweat dripping from my forehead.
He smirked as he snapped his fingers, putting us in a different room. Izaya was there, talking to Shiki.
The real Shiki was standing next to me, but the one over there was probably just an illusion.
Then out of nowhere, Izaya got a stone cold look on his face.
"S...Son...?" He whispered and the illusion disappeared. My body froze at the realization that Shiki not only told me, but told Izaya too.
"Izaya!" I yelled, getting his attention. He looked over at me in confusion, and then hesitated. He stood there and I could almost see the wheels spinning in his head, comprehending what was going on.
"Your... the devil's son?" He questioned and my heart sank.
"Izaya... I didn't know either..." I said softly and went to move forward, but Shiki stopped me.
"Shizuo... If you don't want Izaya to die, you can't touch him." I looked at him in alarm at his words and he smirked. "Since I took off your seal, your new powers are not used to your current form. It takes a long time to get the hang of it. So, if you tried touching Izaya- You could crush him. You could set him on fire. You could even make him commit suicide- ALL by accident. Now... Do you really want that?" Shiki questioned and I looked at Izaya with fearful eyes; Izaya also had the same look.
"I-Is there any other way?" Izaya asked and Shiki smiled darkly.
"Yes." He said and we both looked at him in concern. "Izaya, would have to turn into an Incubus." He said slyly and I shook my head.
"No. No way is Izaya going through that!" I said, anger filling my voice.
"Well, how else do you both plan to be together? Hmm? Because by the time you get your powers in check... Izaya will have passed away."
Thats right... Izaya is human now... I thought in panic but I still shook my head.
"W-We can find another way! He doesn't have to-"
"I'll do it." Izaya said calmly and Shiki's smile grew.
"Shake my hand, and you have a deal." He said and held it out to Izaya. I lurched forward, going to stop Izaya from making the deal but Shiki held me back. Chains shot from the ground and held me to the ground forcing me on my knees. I struggled and pried at them but they wouldn't budge.
"Deal?" Shiki asked again and I pulled even harder.
"No Izaya! Don't do it! I don't want you to have to go through what I did!" I pleaded, but Izaya walked forward and extended his hand.
"IZAYA DON'T!" I shrieked.
"Deal."
Izaya's POV-
When I woke up, I felt hungry. Not that hungry you feel after sleeping in too long and someone is making pancakes, but that hungry you have after you don't have sex for 2 months.
Of course, it probably wasn't two months since I last got laid, but I was still really fucking horny.
The second thing I noticed when I woke up was a delicious aroma that was making my mouth water. I turned over onto my side and opened my eyes. I was in a bed.
I turn over on my stomach and sniff at the sheets and shiver at the sensation that spreads through-out my body. The scent was so arousing. It was like I was a cat in heat. I gripped the sheets tightly and held them close to my face, breathing them in again and feeling myself become slightly hard.
I sat up, getting out of the sweet smelling bed and walking towards the bathroom where more of the scent was coming from. I don't even knock on the door and give a warning, I just walk just into the bathroom and indulge myself in the feeling on the warm steam that caresses my face. It had already covered up the mirror and I could start to feel my clothes stick to my body.
Whining to myself, I slipped out of them slowly and looked towards the shower. It was running and I could see a figure outlined through the steam and water. The scent was coming from there, I was sure of it.
Licking my lips, I walked over to the curtain and drew it back. Behind it was a tall, blonde, toned man with caramel eyes. He looked at me in surprise and nearly jumped when I opened the curtain.
"I...Izaya?" He asked and I looked him over. Not really paying attention, I was watching the water run down his chest. Following it as it touching all parts of his smooth skin.
I want to be that water.
I stepped into the shower with him and pushed him against the wall. He gasped as I grind against his waist and lick his neck.
"I-Izaya slow down... I'm not going anywhere." He breathed, but I wasn't planning on taking it slow. This man was driving me crazy. I needed him now but, even though he seems so familiar- I don't know his name.
I snake my hands down to his growing member and he groaned, the soap from the shower making everything very slippery. I slide to the wet tiled flooring and cover his growing erection with my mouth, took it all in with one movement.
"Ahh! Nuhg!~ Izaya-kun!" He moaned and I could feel my arousal twitch by the sound of his voice.
How was it that he knew my name, but I didn't know his?
He grabbed my hair and pushed his member farther into my throat, groaning when I hummed around it. It was getting bigger and bigger in my mouth. I moaned and started to touch my manhood as well.
We were both panting and the water was running down our faces. I could feel that he was about to cum and I wanted it so bad but he suddenly pulled me away and his arousal left my mouth with a wet pop.
He pushed me away slightly and I frowned, the delicious sensation I was getting slipping from my grasp.
"I-Izaya your not thinking straight... listen to m-" I cut him off and threw him on the floor of the shower, his back on the tiles. He gasped again as I got on top of him and licked my lips, going back down and licking all the way up the shaft of his throbbing erection.
I put the tip in my mouth, giving it a good long suck before his body tensed up and he clenched the shower curtains tightly. "Hahh... n-no!" He moaned as he came into my mouth. I moaned as well at the sensation of making him cum. My hunger was going away but I still needed more. It was like I couldn't do anything until the hunger was satisfied.
"More!" I said and climbed on top of him. His member was still semi-hard from his release making it easier for me to positioned myself over it.
"W-Wait Izaya! You're not prepared!" He said worryingly but I smirked and licked my lips.
"I need more.~" I said seductively and slowly slid myself down on his cock. I moaned loudly at the feeling of being stretched, being filled. I was going insane.
He moaned as well, a slight tint of pink on his cheeks as I began to move. At first it was slow and I was just enjoying the overwhelming feeling of it all, but then I started to want more again. It was like I couldn't get enough. I was getting frustrated with the pace, even though it still felt good. But I wanted to make it feel even better!
So I started going faster. Moving up and down on his length harder and pushing it in deeper.
"Ah...ahhh... Ngh... S-So good..." I breathed and he looked up at me. I could feel his member get bigger at my words, twitching and ready to release again soon. We were getting so close again, nearing that peak that we never wanted to turn back from, but suddenly the blonde switched our positions and I was on my back.
"I-I can't hold back anymore..." He mumbled and started pounding into me roughly. My eyes widened and I screamed in ecstasy as his arousal plunged into me even deeper.
"O-Oh! F-Fuck... I-I can't take it... I-I'm gonna cum soon... Ahh!" I moaned as his cock pounded into me, my hips bucking back into his with every thrust.
"S-So hot... I-Izaya..." He breathed and just as I thought I couldn't take anymore, we reach our climax. I screamed in pleasure as he released inside of me. The feeling of his hot seed inside of me was intoxicating and I came all over my chest.
We rode out our climax's, basking in our afterglow, before he pulled out of me and leaned against the wall. I panted, catching my breath while letting the warm water wash it all away.
I sat up and looked him in the eye. He was panting as well, the water streaming down his face and his muscles moving with each breath he took. The blonde leaned in and placed his soft lips upon mine. I kissed him back instantly and relished the feeling of the familiarity to it. I didn't want to part but he pulled away and looked at me with his warm, caramel orbs. There were so many emotions going through them... but one of them was one I wasn't expecting to see at a time like this.
Fear.
He took a deep breath and sighed as he prepared himself.
"Do you know my name?" He asked hesitantly and my eyes widened.
Even though he looked familiar, felt familiar, even smelled familiar...
I didn't knowhis name.
I now understood why there was fear in his eyes. He knew me but-
"I... I-I don't know you..."
Rrrraaahhhhbbb... Sorry lol. A terrible cliff hanger I know, but I had soooo many 'disagreements' with my editor this time around... lol She's just trying to help, but we had a hard time sorting things out. She really helped the story for the better though so give thanks in the comments for blackrose414!
I'll try not to be gone for 7 frickin months before my next update okay?
Thank you readers for inspiring me and making my stories worth writing! ^w^ 3
