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Chapter 12: Endless Night


"Bella love, you should sleep now it's very late." Edward sounded like my father every time he reminded me about the time- well except the love part because that would be seriously awkward if Charlie ever called me that- and I very much disagreed with what Edward told me because right now I was too comfortable laying in his perfect, strong arms and I didn't want this moment to end. Plus I wasn't even tired at all.

His hand lay on top of my stomach, moving up and down with my breathing. I clutched onto it and held his into mine before closing my eyelids shut, but not because I wanted to sleep. Edward played the same CD he made long ago. The same one I had listened to over and over again while I wept about how much life sucked.

"But I'm not tired." I told him after taking a moment to take in the soft melodies of the song "Flightless Bird American Mouth" by Iron and Wine. The song had so much meaning behind the lyrics, it was calm and relaxing. Just what I needed to end a long day.

He reached out for the remote that controlled the sound system the hotel supplied us with. He turned off the player before adjusting himself so that he was lying on the side of his body, hand pressed against his hair while his other played with a piece of mine.

"Bella it's three in the morning. What could you possibly want to do at this particular time?" he sounded annoyed and I bet it was because he thought I was so stubborn, but we all know Edward wasn't tired either. He was just making sure I had enough rest for tomorrow's long day.

"Well," I bit the bottom of my lip, a habit of mine that I really should quit doing, "we could always play a game of-"

"Never have I ever!" Alice screamed from the other side of the door. I froze, blinking three times before realizing Alice had completed my sentence. I sat up and Edward followed me out the door only to find Rose and Alice's ears pressed against it. As soon as I had opened it, they fell right in.

"My bum!" Rose cried.

"Ugh. How did I not see that coming?"

"I can't believe this!" Edward shook his head disappointingly at our two friends. "Were you two eavesdropping?"

Rose and Alice smiled timidly only to make the both of us even more suspicious.

"No." Alice's tone became quiet.

"Not really."

"Maybe."

"Okay," Rose rolled her eyes. "Just because we happened to be standing in front of your door doesn't mean you can assume we were eavesdropping!" she snarled at us with Alice bobbing her head in agreement.

"I know!" Alice threw her hands up plopping down on the sofa. "You can't just go and misunderstand everything then suddenly get all suspicious and start glaring!" her eyes darted towards me. "I mean if you keep narrowing your eyes like that at me Bella you're going to get wrinkles!"

Edward's hand squeezed my hip. He knew I very much loathed Alice when she made comments about me. Though he had helped calm me down so I wouldn't throw a fit.

"Yeah!" Rose nodded her head. "I know right? And Edward you really need to stop glaring! It's just so… scary!"

"You were eavesdropping." Edward didn't ask. He stated it. Both Rose and Alice looked at each other with worried expressions.

"What part of not assuming don't you understand? Alice and I were just about to knock on your door and asked if you guys wanted some pizza because we're starving you know and the both of you consequently opened the door at the same time we came." Rose shrugged beside Alice.

Edward and I exchanged glances.

"So Alice finishing my sentence was a consequence too then?" I raised my eyebrows at the both of them. Alice looked like she wanted to explode.

"Okay!" Alice threw her hands in the air again as if she were surrendering. "Okay so maybe we were eavesdropping only because you two were so loud and we couldn't sleep!"

"You don't have to listen Alice!"

"Edward it's hard not to when it's like super quiet in this suite and your bedroom is right there. Hellooo," she chanted, "these walls are not soundproof just so you know."

"Alice you cannot go around thinking you can do whatever you like to pass time and then lie about it!" the sound of Edward's tone reminded me to never ever get him angry. Alice looked down then back up at him shyly.

"Hey I wasn't the only one! Don't act like it was all me. Rose was there too!"

"Oh yeah thanks for reminding them." Rose mumbled folding her arms.

"How much did you hear?" I asked them. Not that Edward and I talked about things that were only allowed for our ears.

"Don't worry Bella. We came a minute before you opened the door."

"Edward you are such a dad." Rosalie giggled along with Alice.

"Bella, 'love', you should go to sleep now!" Alice mimicked in a deep voice though no one could ever imitate the flawlessness of Edward's voice.

"Ooh Edward! But I don't want to! I'm not tired!" Rose whined, imitating me.

"This is embarrassing." I bit my bottom lip hiding my face in Edward's chest. He wrapped his arms around me in a hug.

"Could you please stop talking about this?" he hissed at the both of them. "I don't go around eavesdropping on you and Jasper or you and Emmett."

"Oh," Rose laughed. "You wouldn't want to."

"If you know what we mean." I could hear the teasing in Alice's voice. When I pulled away Edward had a sour look on his face.

"Okay enough with the exposures! Keep your thoughts to yourself." I warned them.

Alice giggled. "Oh Bella. One day you'll know what we mean."

Then I received a wink from Rose and I gasped. "Just kidding Bella!"

I looked around the room suddenly having a reminder of Jacob. "Jake's not back yet?"

"Why do you care?" Rose asked. "I thought you hated him."

Edward stiffened, but I didn't point it out. "I don't hate him. Jake's my best friend of course I'll wonder where he is."

"He came by a few hours ago and dropped off some bags," she pointed to the two duffel bags by the sofa, "then left. And let me tell you, his cheery mood disappeared when he saw us."

"What did you do?" I gasped. Edward's arm loosened around me and I wondered if I had made him upset in any way.

Rose shrugged. "Nothing. He just seemed like he was in a bad mood."

"That sounds like Jake," I nodded thinking back to how hot of a temper he had. "So what do we do now?"

"Sleep." Edward responded in an obvious tone.

"Or we could ignore the party pooper and play 'Never Have I Ever!'" Rose chanted along with Alice. Edward shot them a meaningful look which I had caught.

"It's okay Edward I'm not tired." I assured him with a smile. "Really I'm not." I gave his hand a squeeze.

He sighed. "Alright fine. I guess we could stay up later, but just this once."

"See? There's the fun, exciting Edward we know who lives deep down inside the stubborn, protective one."

Edward rolled his eyes. "Shut up Rosalie."

"Bring out the cans!" Alice cheered.


When Alice yelled, "bring out the cans!" I thought she meant cans as in coke cans or whatever type of soda but that was my understatement. By cans they meant the beer cans. And when Rose came back with it I stared at the metal cylinder she clutched between her hands.

When she passed me one I just froze, still staring. "Oh come on Bella," she told me rolling her eyes at me "goody-two-shoes" behavior. "Just one."

"Absolutely not." Edward shook his head behind me pushing away Rose's hand that contained the alcoholic beverage. I still starred as if it were haunting me, speaking to me.

"Stop controlling her life Edward. I know you've drunk at least once in your life." Alice waved her hand around for emphasis.

He didn't deny it so it was true I assumed. "Bella don't drink that." He warned me and I couldn't even respond. I was just shocked, still staring at the metal object. Part of me wanted to reach out and gulp it down. I was tired of being known as the "angel" in our group. I was too nice, too… goody-two-shoes like they called me. And here I had the opportunity to change that. To fire back at Emmett whenever he said I'd done nothing "badass" in my life, but I could be saying "Nope. I've drank." And he wouldn't tease me anymore. Talk about peer pressure.

When I didn't reply Rosalie went, "don't tell me you're going to turn down a once in a lifetime before you're eighteen chance?"

Edward tensed beside me. "Rose." He spoke in a warning tone.

"Edward relax," Alice rolled her eyes giving Edward a look as if she were going "chill!" "Bella will make up her own decisions." She had said. "Bella?" she turned her head to face me.

"Uh," I had still been so surprised and I couldn't understand why. I mean it wasn't like I'd never seen a can of beer in my life. Charlie drank it all the time when Billy came over to watch sports on our plasma screen. "No thanks." I breathed after declining and then Edward became himself again.

"Then it's settled," he had grinned in relief. "Let the games begin." And I didn't miss that he didn't give Rose his share back when she had handed it to him.

Rosalie started off the game and I had been given a water bottle instead while Rose, Alice and Edward were "allowed" to drink. It didn't seem fair but I didn't want to be stubborn over it.

"Never have I ever skinny dipped." She had on a wicked smile like she knew a secret that no one else had access of. Beside her, Alice gently lifted her can and took a sip. The four of us laughed together.

"You skinny dipped?" Edward asked, shocked.

Alice nodded. "But that's for another time." She had spoke indicating she'd save it for story time.

The game went on and it was only mostly Rose and Alice who drank. Edward hadn't drunk once and I could see why he accepted the beer. As a challenge because he knew he'd win in the end. That was Edward for you.

Without any notice, Edward's head had fallen onto my lap and when I felt his touch I looked down to see he had fallen asleep. I carefully lifted his head back up and placed it onto a pillow after I had grabbed it from the sofa. When I paid attention I noticed Rose and Alice were already in giggles. Drunk maybe?

"Guys I don't know about this," I put down the can Rose tossed me when Edward fell asleep. I looked to my side to see that his eyelids were still closed so it was good he wasn't awake to witness this. "I feel kind of bad."

"Bad about drinking or are you feeling bad because you're afraid of what Edward will do after he finds out?" the two of them looked at me like I was out of my mind.

"He has got to stop controlling your life. Seriously Bella."

"Well, both," I bit my bottom lip. "And Edward is not controlling my life!"

The two of them exchanged glances before looking at me with the same mirrored expressions. "Really? Then why don't you pick up that can and drink it?" I was challenged.

My eyes darted to the can, then back up. "Come on Bella," Alice smiled at me encouragingly. "Show us whose boss!"

And then my hand picked up the can bringing it closer to my lips. I don't know I managed to move, but I had and by the time I finally realized what was happening, the can was pressed to my lips and I was tilting it up along with my head to take a sip.

Rose and Alice watched me tensely as the liquid poured into my mouth. My eyes squeezed shut already feeling the cold liquid against my teeth. When I gulped it down I was shocked and not because I had just drunk alcohol for the first time in life, but because the taste was different.

I moved my tongue around my mouth to take in the taste again. It was strange because I hadn't expected to taste something… flat and sweet at the same time. I expected my throat to burn like they had said in movies and then feel a little… hyped up after, but I felt the same. Like I hadn't drunk in the first place.

"Um?" I stared at the rim of the can.

"Well… do you like it?" they had eager tones.

"It tastes like non-alcoholic pina colada."

"And?" Rose asked me, taking the can back and drinking it herself. I saw that she had not squinted when she gulped down the white liquid like they did in movies when the alcohol would burn their throats. She took it coolly and calm. Like I had.

"Is that how alcohol tastes like? So you can't feel the burning sensation of it?" I felt so… stupid. I didn't know what it was suppose to taste like, what it was suppose to feel like. I was only seventeen and a half.

Both of them pulled their heads back in laughter. "Bella!" Alice laughed clutching her stomach while Rose banged her hand- balled up in a fist- on the wooden floors. "It's not actually beer!"

"You think we'd give you beer?" Rose said in between laughs. "We're not that stupid."

I felt relieved and apparently they saw it too because they laughed even harder and I joined in with them only my laugh sounded awkward with stupidity. "Good one guys." I shot them an awkward thumbs up.

I picked up the can again and was about to drink it when it was pulled away from my hands. I looked at my side to see Edward awake clutching the can with wide eyes. "Bella what are you doing?"

"Here we go again with protective Eddie to the rescue!"

"Ruin our fun will you Edward?"

"You call this fun?" he looked at them in horror. "I fall asleep for thirty minutes and this is what I wake up to? Bella are you feeling dizzy?"

I rolled my eyes. "Drink it Edward."

He gave me a look. "Just drink it." I pushed the can up so it met with his lips and he took a sip without complaining.

"Pina colada?" he had the same expression I had.

The three of us nodded. "Totally alcohol free."

He laughed, hanging his head low as if he were ashamed, as he shook his head.

"Gotcha!" Rose and Alice laughed teasing Edward by poking him.

I've never seen Edward laugh so hard in his entire life. I just sat there smiling at the moment, joining in as well and when we were settled Alice sat up straight and yelled- as if she were drunk-" Never have I ever bossed around the love of my life." I knew she said that on purpose because she never left Edward's eyes as she spoke it.

Rosalie giggled as did she when Edward groaned and took a sip of his can. When the liquid was in his mouth he gulped it down and then he made that sour face.

"It's beer!" he stuck his tongue out as if he had ate something hot while still having that sour look on his angelic face.

The three of us laughed. "Gotcha!" Rose chanted. "Again!"

"You three are going to get it. Starting with Bella." He shot me a devilish grin and I had to admit, it was sexy and I couldn't help but burst into giggles when he crawled closer to me in threat.

I shielded myself with my arms and looked the other way. I expected to be jumped onto any second but when I heard the sudden groan come from Edward I put my arms down and looked forward. Sure enough, there he was on the ground with Rose and Alice lying on top of him yelling, "Victory is ours!"

"Bella, love, help?" Edward called from underneath. I grinned, walking closer to the sandwich pile as his eyes became satisfied, filled with joy I was coming to the rescue. Little did he know.

I bent down and whispered a soft apology before I hopped on top to complete the sandwich.


When you had a seven in the morning wake up call after a very long sleepless night it was most definitely durable to stay awake when you had to sit on a chair for at least forty minutes doing nothing but stare at yourself in the reflection of the mirror while you had make-up artists or hairdressers take care of your image. And it pained me to admit that Edward was right.

"I told you so," he sang nonchalantly while we took a seat inside the white van to the set of the movie. "Did I not?"

I had mumbled a soft "shut up" to Edward who went on about why I should have listened to him and had a goodnight's sleep instead of staying up until 5:30 in the morning playing games with my two best friends who didn't have to wake up early at all. Well at least not as early as Edward and I had to. I leaned my head against the cold window staring out at the beautiful pinkish orange sky while Edward babbled on about my big mistake.

That morning I woke up, Jake wasn't there and his bedroom was empty, untouched. And it left me with questions, why Jacob never came back. Was he upset with me? Angry? Did he never want to speak to me ever again? I was concerned, yes and just because I had gotten a little heated at him these past few days didn't mean I shouldn't care that my best friend has gone missing.

I only spoke of the issue once. I could tell no one cared as much as I did so I had stopped talking about Jacob and wandered on about my business, but it was hard for the situation to escape my mind when that was all I had been thinking about these last thirty minutes or so.

It wasn't every day you didn't have contact with your best friend. It worried me some.

"And we're done!" my hairdresser smiled setting the straightening iron on the counter of my dressing room. She smiled at me widely taking in her "beautiful work" which wasn't much of something to gasp over. All she did was make my hair straighter than it already was. I returned the smile as she turned on her heel and walked out of the room.

I let out a loud sigh of relief as I leaned back onto my director-like chair, squeezing my eyes shut wondering where on earth Jacob would be right now. He hadn't showed up on set and no one spoke of anything. Was anyone else aware that the third leading actor was not here today? It angered me in a way that no one bothered asking around.

Or maybe they knew all the answers to my questions so they weren't worried. But wouldn't anyone tell me? I mean, weren't we doing a scene with Jacob today?

At that thought I hopped off my chair and grabbed the piece of paper off the small coffee table that was our guide through the day. It told us what we were going to do. I looked for Jacob's name, but by the time I was done reading the scenes we were going to achieve today, there was no Jacob in neither of them.

So that's why he wasn't here.

Aggravated, I flopped down onto the small leather sofa, grabbing the wired phone down with me. I held the phone to my ear while I pressed the numbers of Jacob's number. It rang.

I've only tried calling Jacob once this morning back at the hotel, but his phone was off so I was quite excited, nervous and anxious at the moment since his phone was actually ringing.

It rang about five times before the sound of his voice came on.

"Hey!" he sounded quite cheerful. His happiness was contagious, making myself grin.

"Jake!" I shouted with nervousness. "Where are you?"

"What's up?" he asked, completely ignoring my question.

"Nothing really just at the set. Where are you?" I thought I should ask again in case he didn't get that.

"Well that's cool," Not really, I thought. Why isn't he answering my question? "Anyway, you're a sucker."

I raised my eyebrow. "And how am I a sucker?"

"Because you're talking to my voicemail!" he laughed in his husky, deep tone. That sent my cheeks to flame with red. "Leave a message after the beep, sucker!"

Beep.

I growled into the phone with much fury before hanging up, not even bothering to explain myself in his voicemail. I smacked the phone onto its holder before throwing it across the room. It wasn't like me to be so angry, but it wasn't my fault. Jake was on my mind practically the entire morning, never leaving and here he is fooling me at the greatest moment of my life when his phone finally rang. I didn't mean to be so melodramatic, but that was the truth. I actually smiled because I thought I would have contact with him. And he called me a sucker.

"Love, what's wrong?" Edward's face was full of concern as I watched him walk over to join me on the sofa. I wanted to tell him why my eyes were throwing daggers at the door I concentrated on thinking Jake would walk in and explain himself, but I couldn't. I knew Edward disliked Jacob with a passion so I didn't want him to get involved.

"Nothing." I responded in monotone. Edward was not a "sucker" to know that I had been lying. Plus I was a horrible liar so he obviously didn't buy that.

"Bella," he chuckled but only for a short second. "You are the worse liar walking on this planet. In fact, you shouldn't be called a liar because your lies are impossibly believable that it doesn't count."

I sighed knowing Edward was in fact correct about his assumptions. I was a terrible liar, I wasn't going to deny that, but I was good at keeping my emotions on track- if I tried hard enough. I composed my face trying hard not to let the tears escape my eyes. I couldn't cry. Not over Jacob, not in front of Edward and not because I was so angry. I just felt like I had to cry, like I needed to and I had no control over it, but I forced myself not to. I couldn't even blink because then the water would go through.

Edward leaned in so he was face-to-face with me. He looked at me under his eyelashes examining my face. I could already tell I looked horrible. That I had ruined my eye makeup, but I didn't care. Apparently I was glaring at him when his eyes became dull.

"Are you upset with me?" he asked. "About what happened last night? If I wrecked your night I apologize for that Bella. I didn't mean to, but I was just looking out for you. I could not let you get drunk and I knew today would be an elongated day bear in mind how many scenes we have to shoot later on. I just didn't want you to be exhausted." He sent me that half smile that I loved, the one that made my eyes concentrate on after watching his jaw tighten as he spoke. The only thing I actually heard before becoming distracted was the question he asked me. For some reason I couldn't help but shift my mind over to Jacob. His long black hair, tanned skin, big smile. I missed that, I missed him. Despite the things he had done to me. I wanted to leave to find Jacob. I was desperate for a call, a letter, a signal, anything. I could not just sit here and glare at anything that came into view

I stopped staring when he waved his hand in front of me with an upsetting look. "Huh?" I asked, startled.

He sighed. "Nothing. It doesn't matter. I should go now."

I didn't respond to that. I didn't know how. I was just even more angry, but not at Jacob or anyone else but myself. I noticed that I was paying attention to Jacob now than Edward. Which I knew was wrong, but I couldn't help it. Edward was important, I loved him, yes, but Jacob was nowhere to be known. Rose and Alice never mentioned anything when he dropped off his bags, only he came in for a quick second and left again.

When I was done my silent breakdown I fixated myself in the mirror removing any mascara or eyeliner stains and was proud that I hadn't messed it up too bad. I walked out of my dressing room and searched for Renesmee.

I was positive Renesmee had an idea or knew information on where Jacob was. The two had been hanging out quite a lot since Edward and I left to pack and he stayed behind. Plus they were in almost every teen magazine cover claiming their lunch dates, walk in the parks, shopping sprees, etc. He looked content in the photos I saw so he must be fine.

"Hey Renesmee," I caught up with her at the food table behind the set.

"Oh hey Bella!" she had her mouth stuffed with a piece of cookie, the full one in her hand. "What's up?"

"Not much. Do you know where Jacob is?"

"Ah Jacob," she grinned. "Funny guy."

It made me annoyed that no one was answering my questions today. So I asked for the second time until she finally answered.

With a shrug she said, "I haven't seen him since… two days ago. Why?"

"He's not answering his phone and I was just wondering. I haven't heard from him either."

"Oh," she shrugged again. "Well he's probably hanging out with Sam."

Sam. "From La Push?"

"Yeah!" she pointed up as if I had gotten a question right, her eyes wide with a smile. "That guy. He's pretty awesome too. Hung out with them once for a good, short five minutes before they excused themselves. Apparently they had other plans."

"Other plans?"

Shrug. "Yeah, but I don't know what they did."

Random disappearance huh? And I recall Jake saying he never hung out with Sam. That Sam was kind of "weird" and freaked him out a little. Was I dreaming or was this just a bad day for me?

"Well thanks anyway. I'll keep trying his phone."

"Yeah it's no problem. See you later Bella!" she waved skipping off to meet her agent by her dressing room. I turned around biting my lip thinking of places Jake liked to hang around.

Of course there was option one: La Push. Maybe he was hanging out in his garage fixing up his dream car, but he hadn't been doing much since the role. And he should be around in New York for filming.

Option two: Had he gone dirt biking? Jake loved working with anything to do with two wheels. There must be some place near here that he may have gone too.

Last but, not least, option three: I had no idea where Jake could be because I hadn't gotten to know him well enough to pick out his favourite hang outs. It was either Jake took it the wrong way when I had told him to leave and thought we were no longer friends or he just wanted to scare the living out of me.

I had no idea on what option I should go with.

I was unaware that two memorable pale hands wrapped around my torso from behind me until his cold breath tickled my skin. For a second I thought I was in Jake's presence which upsetted me a little.

"Something's wrong," he stated in my ear. I shouldn't tell Edward, I thought. Edward wouldn't care so why did it matter? Edward didn't like Jacob. He would probably just regret he had asked me and say, "You were worried over that mongrel?" Why Edward called Jake a mongrel was beyond me. "Would you like to talk about it?"

I just shook my head, too weak to find my voice for some reason. I was still angry at myself about the whole weeping over Jake thing than Edward. Edward didn't seem hurt like I thought he'd be, but he was smarter than that.

"Nothing's wrong." I told him for the second time. Sometimes it was true that Edward was protective of me, of my feelings, but it was cute. I liked that about him. It was just sometimes I needed my space to breath. It pained me more to even think about driving him away. But I wasn't going to. I couldn't lose Edward either, I just got him.

He sighed again- or at least it sounded like one. He spun me around to meet my gaze and I concentrated hard to open them up, to show nothing but joy. "If you don't want company, I understand." He said it flat out, without any signs of sadness. Sometimes I wished I could be like him. He was very good in hiding his emotions.

I shook my head. "I want your company."

"Then show me that you do Bella because right now I'm not at all convinced." My stomach felt as if I had been hit with a ton of bricks. I sensed an argument about to come and I couldn't let that happen. I didn't want to not talk to him anymore. I needed Edward, but for some reason it seemed as though I was pushing him away.

I leaned in closer to him, truly looking into his emerald eyes. With a smile, I pressed my lips against him and when I had tried to part them, going deeper, he wouldn't allow it. "Not right here." He had told me.

I suddenly remembered the agreement the other night. The one where Edward asked if we couldn't be public right away since we are always followed around and with this news, we'd never ever be left alone. And attention was the last thing we wanted right now. So I did agree to it. I didn't have a problem with it at all thought I remember saying something about how hard it was going to be distant from him out in public.

"It'll be alright, love." He told me and I believed him. I'd still be able to walk beside him just like I always had except I couldn't touch him, lean into him. It was going to be like the good- or should I say depressing- days when he was with Tanya.

Speaking of the devil, Tanya went around saying she dumped him when really it was the other way around. Edward didn't deny it; he spoke nothing of it so they went with that rumour. The hype surrounding the break up died down within the next couple of days- or hours. Maybe I was wrong about the attention that surrounded Tanya.

I blew a puff of air which turned into my lips strumming, making them itch afterwards. Edward embraced me into a tight yet gentle hug before pulling away in case anyone managed to take a peak. Right now, it didn't matter if anyone was spying on us because all I needed was a little kick in the right direction someone to tell me how much of an ass Jake was to keep it off my mind. Edward was definitely not someone I needed for the job. He would go on about how I was too much of a good friend for Jake and that… I don't know but he'd use all these big adjectives. I wanted to hear the foul language come from someone who I knew would make it funny in a way. In a way that would make me feel better.

Call me stupid. Call me whatever adjective you could think of that made me seem like a monster, but part of me wanted to hear these words. I needed to stop worrying. Forcing myself didn't seem like a good way to go.

"Sorry I just forgot." I responded after a while. Edward only smiled at me. This time though, it didn't affect my emotions like it usually did.

"Bella," my makeup artist called. Edward looked as if he wanted to say something, but closed his mouth when he was interrupted. "We need to redo your makeup and then you'll start filming. Come on." She was perky.

I looked from Gabby to Edward who still had a normal look on his face before sighing. I nodded at Edward then turned to follow Gabby back to my dressing room. I sat down on the chair and instead of looking at my transformation I hooked up my earphones to the iPod and turned up the music to the maximum volume, draining out every bit of none happy emotions I had inherited today.


I think you can see what's going to be happening in the story.

And if you hadn't already realized, I don't have any more lines to use from the song because now, Bella has Edward.
If anyone wants to make a suggestion for a song I could use for chapter titles then by all means.

Thanks everyone! :)