Okay, next request! Whoo, two in one day! When I had school and play practice! yes, I am beast, feel free to admit it.(; Anyway. Here, I give you That Should Be Me by Justin Bieber! Speaking of Justin Bieber, I got his perfume todayyyy.(: Disclaimer: Ohh, Logan. How I love your brains and charming good looks... if only I owned you.(;
Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!
Looking in the mirror, I could see the troubled look in my brown eyes. With a sigh, I ran a hand through my black hair and wondered what could've happened. Alyssa and i had been so happy together, when suddenly she broke up with me. Apparently there was another guy she was interested in. I had been hearing rumors about them, day and night. I tried to shrug it off, tried to act like it didn't faze me, but the truth was... it did. It was all I could think about. Did he love her the way I did? With his entire heart? Would he give her everything, like I would? Would he do anything to make her smile, like I would? Had Alyssa forgotten all the plans that she had made with me? We had dreamed together... we had shared our life goals together... how could she have forgotten? I sure didn't!
We had our life all set out. We would grow up and get married, I'd become a doctor, she'd become a journalist. With our wages, we'd buy a small, two-bedroom house. We actually had one already picked out, and we were just waiting for the day we could put a down payment on it. When we were ready, we'd have a baby boy, then a baby girl. Now suddenly all that was thrown away, and she was off making plans with some other guy. And all I could think was, "That should be me."
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me
One day, I saw Alyssa. It made me realize just how much I missed her. I already knew I missed her a lot, but seeing her made the pain a million times worse. I was just about to go up to her and talk to her, when another guy came up. She smiled brightly as the guy kissed her on the cheek, and tucked a strand of red hair behind her ear. My heart sank. So this was the guy I'd been hearing all about. He took her hand, and they just sat there for a while, talking. Every so often he'd say something, a teasing smile on his face, and she'd start laughing. That should be me. I should be the one holding her hand, I should be the one making her laugh. Why wasn't that me? What did this guy have that I didn't? I had given Alyssa my whole heart... wasn't that enough? As I kept watching, I saw him pull out a little box, like a jewelry box. She opened it and with a gasp, looked at him with a huge smile on her face. I saw her say "I love it!" Then, they kissed. When they got done kissing, he took the jewelry out of the box, and put a necklace around her neck. "That should be me." I whispered lowly. I didn't even realize I had said it out loud until Kendall said, "What?" I jumped at the response, but my eyes didn't go away from Alyssa. "That should be me, kissing her. That should be me buying her stuff. Not him."
That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my
heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me
Yes, I had made mistakes. Who doesn't? She had made her mistakes, I made mine. Neither of us were perfect. But apparently one of my mistakes was just too big for her to forgive. I had hurt her, badly. She told me she needed some time to get past my mistakes, and I had gone with it. A lot of relationships need some time apart in order to grow stronger. You know what they always say, when a bone breaks, then mends, it's always stronger. It was funny how she used that time to replace me... she just replaced me. Just like that. Like I had never mattered, like I was just someone to pass the time before someone else better came along. She had been my whole world! Suddenly, I started to see them everywhere. Everywhere me and Alyssa used to go. The movies, the beach, even the old restaurants we went to. Why did it have to be everywhere we went? It was like she was trying to break my heart. Well, if she was, it was working. When i saw her at the beach one day, I once again whispered, "That should be me." That should be me, playing with her in the water. That should be me, pulling her up when I threw her in, and kissing her passionately. That should be me.
I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!
I was so confused. Should I fight? It had been a while since we had dated. Heck, it had been a while since we talked. Should I continue fighting for Alyssa? She seemed so happy with her current boyfriend... but she could be so happy with me! Right? I always thought we were happy... but maybe he did have something I didn't. I just didn't know what to do. I wanted to fight for her, but if she was seriously happy, then maybe I should suck it up and move on. But what if she was still just hurt from my mistakes and wanted to get back together with me but couldn't because she was with her boyfriend? Girls are so confusing! All I knew was that it was getting harder and harder to hide the pain I was feeling in my heart. It was all I thought about, so it happened often that the guys would ask me what was wrong. I somehow always managed to convince them I was tired, or that I was spacing, but those excuses can only go so far. They were getting more and more suspicious.
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me
Never should've let you go,!
I never should've let you go,!
That should be me! 3
Never should've let you go
That should be me!
I never should've let her go. I never should've let you go...I thought sadly while watching Alyssa and her boyfriend at the park together. Somehow they always managed to show up wherever I was. It was like they knew I was there, and they just wanted to make my life a living nightmare. They stayed there, on the swings, talking for hours. And hours. And hours. Then he said something, got up, and walked away. She watched after him. After walking to his truck, he opened the door, got something out of the back and came back to her, carrying whatever it was behind his back. Then he produced a big bouqet of roses. Her favorite. That should be me. I should be the one giving her flowers. I should be the one talking to her for hours.
That should be me.
Well, I hope you liked it! Don't forget to request, and let me know what you think!(: Also, wanna do me a favor and check out What Happened to James by me? But warning, it is slash, so if you don't like that kinda stuff, then don't check it out. But, yeah. You guys are amazing 3
