A/N: Sorry for taking so long to upload, I am currently between computers and am using the library to get most of my personal work done. Not that I'm complaining since it is of course the library. Please Review I know it's not the longest but I promise I am trying to get more uploaded more often. Thanks again and as always I do not own the rights to Stargate Atlantis or any of its characters. Enjoy!

"We can't just sit around and keep waiting for another video of her being beat up and tortured." Sheppard stated while running his hands through his hair.

"Trust her...I'm sure if she felt like she needed our help she would have sent us a different message." Teyla responded. "If Ronon trust her than we should also."

He started pacing in the room, it was killing him knowing that he couldn't do anything and if he was feeling like this he wondered how Ronon was taking it. "Speaking of him have you seen him since we saw the last video?"

She sighed feeling a weight start to hang on her shoulders. "Last I saw of him he was in the gym...I feel he was working out his anger."

"Well of course he is, why wouldn't he be?" Mckay chimed in, "The woman he's in love with has been captured by a man we hate and we're all just sitting here like it isn't happening."

"Rodney are you saying we don't care?" Teyla asked as he turned around realizing what he had said.

Sitting at his desk he faced his friends, they knew what he meant but it hadn't stung any less. The looks they gave him was a mix of animosity and depression. "No..no..I...umm…I don't know what I'm trying to say….No I know what I'm trying to say and that's that I miss her."

Teyla just smirked at him before walking over and hugging him. "We miss her too."

"I just wish I knew a way to find her.."

"If anyone can find her I know you can McKay." Sheppard stated with a slight smirk on his face. "Now I'm off to check on Ronon, hopefully he hasn't broken anything….yet…"

As he left the room Teyla looked down at McKay seeing his mind wondering around in the atmosphere somewhere. "Don't worry Rodney...we'll get her back."

As though a light switch went off in his mind and his face lit up like Christmas. "He's right...and we will..We're going to find her if it's the last thing I do."

Before she could respond he turned around and started typing on his computer as windows were popping up left and right. "Rodney...Rodney...RODNEY!"

"What?!" He responded with confusion on his face.

Teyla of course sighed and shook her head remembering who she was talking to. "What are you doing?"

"I'm taking all of the videos we've received since Riska has been captured and putting them together as if they were one whole tape so this way I can watch it all over again."

There was a moment of silence between them as they stared at each other, neither knew what to say. It was a reach to find something in that stream of videos and yet the part that would be painful of it would be to watch the torture and agony that Riska would go through. Finally Teyla brought up enough courage to ask him one thing. "Can you handle that?"

He took in a breathe and let it out slowly before he looked into her eyes, "If it helps get her home…then that's all that matters.."

Rodney turned back to his computers with no more to say, if anyone was going to do this it would be him. Teyla decided to find the boys and tell them Rodney's plan, as she was walking away she could hear him arguing with himself before silence fell as the door shut behind her quickly.

With each step she took the pain in her heart grew, walking past each person she saw attempting to fake a smile or a friendly hello each time. It finally was too much for her, she snuck behind a corridor and quickly into an unoccupied room. The tears spilled over as she cried and cried, watching what Riska was going through each time that bastard would send a video was killing her more than she knew it would. And then the thought of what was happening between the videos was what kept her up at night.

Sheppard had found Ronon like Teyla had said in the gym, punching away at a bag that was looking like it was wearing thin where his fist kept connecting. "How many of those bags have you killed so far?"

He paused for a second his fist against the bag, "I could tell you that…if I had counted them.."

"I'm not sure how to respond to that." Sheppard said attempting to laugh it off running his hand through his hair.

Ronon stepped away from the bag and sat himself down against the wall. "After they started piling up I got rid of them…that was shortly before you showed up."

"Mind if I sit next to you?" He asked finding his dear friend nodding his head as he sat down alongside him. "Probably be stupid to ask you how you're doing."

"Yeah that would be." Silence laid heavy between them, although it was merely seconds to them it had felt like hours. "I feel like it's my fault in a way….. I keeping thinking if we wouldn't have gotten into that fight maybe none of this would have happened.."

"Actually when you think about it if we would have never gone on that planet none of this would have happened…..but then you wouldn't have opened up or fallen in love with her."

Ronon had a shocked look on his face as if he were trying to deny it. "Who said I loved her?" He asked as Sheppard gave him an exasperated look as if he were stupid. "Well at least I'm not sure if I love her….we never got past a first date nor have we really spoken since that letter I got from her. What if we save her and she comes to realize I'm not what she wants."

"Are you kidding me? How could she not? You're strong and brave, a little crazy but hey who isn't anymore. Besides you two are so much alike, you both would do anything for the ones you care about even if you won't admit it. But the truth is you'll never know till we get her back and then we'll know, I just hope when we get her back before it's too late."

Ronon made a slight chuckle, "No she's too spiteful to die on Koyla if anything we'll be lucky if she doesn't kill him before we get to him."