Author's Note: Well… You have every right to hate me. I'm really sorry for not updating but I went on vacation and I just got back a couple of days ago. Anyways, right now I'm trying to decide my high school courses. I'm thinking of Journalism. It seems fun. Back on topic, I was thinking of having a party in the story. So should it be at Clare's house, the school, or at someone else's house. I need you guys to review and tell me what I should do. Thanks for putting up with my unusual updating and for reading.

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KitKat0219: You know, now that I think about it I really was feeling a bit sick that day. But I still have to kill you because you know about my ESP :P Thanks, the flashback took the longest to write… it took me like a whole 20 minutes… which is really sad because it's not even a paragraph. Awww! Is this really one of your favorites? I'm honestly in love with Victimology. I did know what you were going to say! Haha it works again (:

Sydneylovesyou1000: Haha I apologize for keeping you waiting :P I hope this chapter is to your liking (:

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of their characters.

Alex 2 POV:

I pulled away from Dylan's arms and looked him in the eyes. I could see the anger brewing behind his amazing chocolate brown eyes and I hated it there.

"Please don't do anything stupid. This is why I didn't tell you. It would ruin your friendship with your cousins. I don't want that. I don't want to get in between your family! You probably think I'm a whore anyway…" I trailed off sadly. I was shocked as I felt a pair of muscular arms wrap around me.

"Alexandra Goldsworthy! How could you ever think that? You aren't a whore! Anyways, anything I do to Lucas will always be less than he deserves." Dylan said darkly. I looked up at him and I saw it again. The anger. I hated it when he was angry. He was like a whole different person…

"Dylan! NO! Please? For me, don't hurt him. I'll tell Alec when he visits but I don't want you to do anything!" I pleaded looking into his eyes. The fire in them eventually died down and he nodded in defeat. I squealed, and without thinking, leaned up and kissed him. I immediately pulled back, blushing, but he stared into my eyes and leaned down. I felt him gently press his lips to mine and our lips began to move in synch. After about two minutes we both pulled apart, gasping for air. I smiled up at Dylan as he looked down at me.

"So… uh… will you… uh… go out with me on Friday? I mean it's cool if you don't want to bu—" I cut him off by pressing my lips to his again.

"I'd love to." I giggled out. He chuckled and led me to the door. I stopped him and asked, "So are we like… you know… official?"

"Are you allowing me the privilege of calling you my girlfriend?" Dylan asked, smirking. I nodded and hugged him again.

"My boyfriend is amazing. I think you know him." I said. He laughed and picked me up, throwing me over his shoulder, and ran down the stairs. We were met downstairs by surprised looks. Eli looked at Dylan menacingly. I gave him the finger after Dylan put me down and subtly hid behind me. Manly, isn't he?

"Well now that everything is fine… time for Twilight!" Clare exclaimed, her nose and eyes still red from the tears she probably shed after seeing me. All the band dudes groaned and received death glares from Clare. They all seemed unusually afraid of her. I took out my iPod, not intending to go through this torture, when someone yanked it away. I looked up, glowering, and found myself face- to- face with Alex Gaskarth and Andy Six. I gasped and stumbled back, straight into the arms of Jack Barakat and Jinxx. They were surrounding me and I was about to start hyperventilating due to my claustrophobia.

"We can't start the movie until she tells us what happened." Jordan stated as if it was obvious. I looked at Eli and Clare with wide eyes. I didn't want to tell them but I didn't want to have to hide this from one of my best friends "older brothers" (1). I nodded at Clare, indicating that she could tell them.

"Alex was raped by her sister's boyfriend's brother." Clare mumbled. Even though she spoke quietly it was clear that everyone had heard. All the band guys gasped and quickly ran over to hug me. I felt surprisingly okay being hugged by them… It was caring, not forced or fake.

"OKAY, ARMS OFF MY SISTER!" Eli yelled at them furiously. I can't believe he just did that. They all released me and Eli ran over.

"I'm not three years old anymore!" I groaned.

"I'm sorry… I just don't like it. Especially after what happened." Eli said, leaning over to hug me. I snuggled into his chest and smiled.

"It's okay… I still love you." I smirked up at him. He laughed and shook his head.

"All right! TIME FOR TWILIGHT" Clare yelled. We all laughed and settled down. Since my iPod was being held hostage by Andy, Alex 1, Jack, and Jinxx.

"You know Clare… your friend has some really nice taste in music." Andy laughed, obviously referring to how I had nothing but those guys on my iPod. I blushed and snuggled into Dylan, feeling his arm wrap protectively around me.

"Andrew Dennis Biersack! You give her back the iPod or god help me I will take it!" Clare yelled. Andy immediately gave it back and I put my headphones in, finally relaxed. That is until Dylan got a phone call and had to get up to leave. I got up to come with him but he signaled me to stay. Dylan looked weird… like he was hiding something. I hope we aren't keeping secrets already.

HOW WAS IT? Now remember… answer the question in the author's note please.