The busyness of the hospital immediately overtook me, The hospital was huge and I didn't even know where to go or who to ask, I went up to the front desk and blurted out without even thinking
"Where the Hell Is My Husband?"
The poor woman behind the counter looked frightened,
"Who is your husband?"
"Harry Winston" I felt so weird calling him Harry,
She began to rummage through some papers, paused for a second and looked up at me with sad eyes
"He was just brought in via Life Star Helicopter; He is being prepped in ICU"
I turned away from her and began walking towards ICU; I knew exactly where it was because that was where I ended up after giving birth to my daughter.
My Brother and Mother closely followed behind me, we stepped into the elevator and not a word was spoken, It felt like it took forever to go up three floors, a surge of pain shot through my body again but I didn't my hardest to ignore it, finally the elevator door open and we were near ICU, I took a deep breath and pushed open the doors to the waiting room, Not a soul could be seen except for the woman behind the counter, I threw my purse down on the chair and wobbled over to the window, she opened the glass and I blurted out
"Where is my Husband, My Name is Jacqueline Winston, I want to see my husband"
I hated this grim look everyone was giving me when I mentioned my husband
I grabbed the counter and doubled over in pain once more, this time the pain was so much worse
"Your husband is being prepped into ICU as we speak, a nurse will come get you to see him"
She shut the glass and I could of fell to my knees if my stomach wasn't in the way, I looked over at my brother and he had a confused look on his face.
"When the Hell Did You and Op get married"
part of me wanted to scream at my brother, the fact that's all he could say at this moment really pissed me off,
"Unser married us a few weeks ago, in our living room"
Mom's cellphone rang, she flipped open the top
"It's your Father, He's on his way"
She pressed talk and proceeded out into the hall way to talk to him
I began pacing the waiting room, I couldn't wait any longer I was almost ready to go up the counter again and a doctor called my name
I could have jumped out of my skin at this point,
I walked towards him and was prepared to hear the worse news of my life.
"Well Mrs. Winston, He's in pretty bad shape, the worse of the injuries is a fractured skull, with bleeding in the brain, and we are trying to reduce the swelling which is why he is in ICU"
I was relieved to know he wasn't dead, but scared for what the future holds
I could barely swallow
"Caa-n I see him" I was able to mutter out
"Yes, but only once person at a time though"
I wasn't sure if I could prepare myself for what I was going to witness when I got in there.
I looked over at Jax and I could tell he was a nervous wreck as well
I followed the doctor down the hall way, I let out a deep sigh and was trying my hardest to contain myself so I didn't burst into tears, we stopped outside the room,
The doctor looked me in the eyes
"Now prepare you self, It's not going to be a pretty site, Let the nurse know when you leave"
My Heart just sank as he slide open the sliding door and motioned for me to go inside, I stepped inside and could hear the door slide behind me, I moved the curtain out of the way and it took a few seconds for my eyes to adjust, I noticed a nurse in the corner filling out some paper work and I could make out the shape of a bed, my eyes were finally able to adjust and the constant beeping of different machines took me by surprise. I stepped closer into the large room, and the nurse looked up from her paper work, she stood up and walked towards me
"Hello, You Must be Mrs. Winston, I'm Tara, I am going to be Your husband's nurse while he is in ICU"
I shook her hand and looked down at the floor
"I will leave you alone"
She walked out of the room and I was faced with trying to get myself to go over and touch my husband. I walked over to the side of the bed and put my arm on the railing, I looked down at my husband and barely recognized him, His face was covered in dried blood, his head was all bandaged and one side of his face was massively swollen, He had numerous Cuts and bruises all over his body and stitches lined his body, He had huge gash on his left hand that had been stitched up. I got instantly sick to my stomach not because of how he looked, but because I couldn't bare seeing him like this.
"OH Opie" I screamed out as tears began streaming down my face hard and fast, I leaned over the railing and placed my head on his chest, I cried and cried, after a few seconds I pulled a chair up and sat next to him, My face was soaked with tears and I began to rub the side of his face that was swollen, my other hand gently caressing his left hand. I could they had to cut off his wedding band to stitch up his hand, I ran my fingers over where it had been and more tears began to stream down my face. I looked at his battered face and a contraction came over me hard, I could barely contain myself as I yelled out in pain, after a few seconds it went away. I got close to Opie's Ear.
"Opie, I love you so much, Please make it through, For the sake of our child, our child needs you, I need you, you're strong"
I kissed his cheek and the nurse slide opens the door again.
"It's time to change his bandages" I will call you back in when everything is done
I nodded,
I felt like Opie was going to be fine, he seemed to be in good hands
As I began to walk down the hall way towards the waiting room I suddenly got really dizzy, I grabbed onto the wall and slowly made it back into the waiting room, as I did my mother looked up at me
She ran towards me and grabbed me as I almost fell
"Jaq, Oh my god, your bleeding" she said as she grabbed me, I looked down at my pants and they were covered in Blood
"Nurse!" My brother yelled as I began to drift in and out of consciousness.
I was Semi Conscious and I could hear my mother talking to the nurse who was trying to tend to me, I saw them flash a flash light in my eyes and that was when everything went black.
