I apologize because it has been a while since I last updated, but I have been SO stressed out with school. Bleh, school… Anywhere, here you go.
It's been 7 months since Bella found out she was pregnant, and everything was already set. She was staying with the Cullen's, and they would help her take care of the child. Carlisle has been homeschooling her, and everything had been going perfect. Everyone was coping with what happened to Bella, even Rosalie.
Except Bella herself. She still hated herself for what happened, even if it wasn't her fault. She hasn't seen Rain in months, and she also felt terrible for leaving her best friend.
But then, the unexpected happened. Bella was alone in the house with Carlisle and Esme, as everyone else was off at school. Carlisle was in his office, and Esme was cleaning up, when the bell rung. Bella muted the TV, and stood up from the couch. When she opened the door, she dropped the remote on the floor.
"It's been 7 fucking months, and you're already knocked up with a little Cullen?!" said Rain with a smile. Bella was speechless, but she went over to Rain and hugged her with all of her might. "I can't breathe Bella!" said Rain, and Bella let go.
"Rain, you have no idea how much I missed you!" yelled Bella. Rain smiled big.
"Dude, we have to catch up. That's why I came here. Think you can go for a walk?" said Rain, and Bella nodded.
Rain and Bella were both sitting down at the cliff where Bella once jumped 8 months ago, Rain hugging Bella.
"I am going to fucking murder Charlie. I can't believe he did this to you." She said, hugging her closer.
"Well, enough about me, what's been happening with you?" asked Bella. At this, Rain let Bella go, and looked down.
"Well, James tried committed suicide…."she said, without any emotion.
"What? Why?!" said Bella, moving to sit in front of Rain.
"Because you left, and he was in love with you." She said, looking at Bella. "It's okay, I don't have anything against you. And he's okay now; he's in rehab, for the drugs and the depression."
"Rain, I'm really sorry." said Bella. Rain shook her head, and said it was okay.
"I went out with Peter for a while… yea, didn't turn out so well." She said, her eyes full of tears. "He raped me Bella. And he beat me up, and he did these horrible things to me…I can't have kids anymore, because of him. He also gave me HIV. It's just been terrible, Bella." She said, her head on Bella's lap, crying. "I've chosen to not take medication. So, bye next year, it's goodbye Rain." She said, standing up.
"What?! Why would you do that?!" said Bella, Rain helping her get up.
"Because I don't deserve to live anymore." She said, looking down, crying.
"Rain, I need you. Do you actually think things have been easy for me? I'm carrying this child when I don't want too! Every day, I feel like killing myself, because I make everyone's lives worse! But I can't doo anything about it, just to make Edward happy. It's killing me!" She yelled.
They stood there in silence, looking at each other. Finally, Rain broke the silence.
"Let's leave then. Together. We can wait until you have the baby, you leave it with the Cullens, and you leave with me forever to I don't know where. I'll take my pills, and we can try and live on our own." She said, hugging Bella.
"Do you really think that would work? They would come looking for us…" said Bella, taking into consideration what Rain proposed.
"We'll leave a letter or something, explaining why they can't come looking for us. We need to escape these lives, and start new ones somewhere else. Are you with me?"
Bella thought for a moment. It's an easy way out of her life, but where would they go? Would it work?
Screw it.
"Yes. I'll go with you. I'm due like in two months, so we won't have to wait that long, but we do have to get things ready. Where would we go?" said Bella.
"Well, I was thinking Wales. I know, kind of farfetched, but I used to have an aunt living there, she died already, and she said it was a beautiful place. She also had a secret back account for me. It has like 20,000 dollars for college. She told me about it when I was 14, and I know all the info. We can use that money." said Rain, smiling. Her and Bella held hands until they reached the Cullen house.
"I hope everything goes the way it's planned, Rain" said Bella, hugging Rain in front of the door. She couldn't say what they were planning, because Carlisle might be listening, or all the Cullens might be back.
"It will. Trust me. Bye" she said, giving Bella a kiss on the cheek. Bella went inside, and found that none of the Cullens were back, and Carlisle was still upstairs.
Just two more months, and then freedom. I hope
Like it? Even if you don't R&R please! Also, I am so addicted to the song Poker Face by Lady Gaga o.o Sweet potatoes. Sorry this took so long!
Random again: I'm going ice skating for the first time in two weeks (school fieldtrip) I'm scared I'm going to fall and someone is going to blade over my fingers o.o
