I'm so sorry that's it been so long. I've had a lot going on at home and It was my 18th birthday a few weeks ago so I celebrated that and it's been very hectic. Not to mention the extreme case of writers block I'm currently suffering from. I'll try my hardest to update soon. X

Miley's POV-

Nick smiles at me "what was that dream about?"

I close my eyes as I recall the happy memory that I had re-lived in my dream "do you remember when you asked me to be your girlfriend?"

He looks down as his cheeks turn red "yes I do. I have never been so nervous"

I out my hand in his cheek gently "you gave me a purple lilac"

Nick nods "a sign of first love. I googled it"

I smile at this "yes. It was the first time someone had given me a flower. You got down on one knee and I literally died because I thought you were proposing"

He smirks "I was 13 Miles, bit young for marriage"

I glare at him slightly "don't interrupt my story. Anyway, you got down on one knee and said 'Miley, your kind of cool. Please be my girlfriend' and me, being the crazy person I am, said yes"

Nick smiles "I'm not going to confess to my eternal love for you at 13 am I?"

I frown as I notice my hospital gown "where am I?"

Nick frowns "you don't remember?"

I shake my head and then the memory comes back to me and my hand immediately covers my mouth "oh my god."

Nick rubs my hand gently and then pulls away as he stands up "I'll get the nurse and call Gabriella" he walks out the room.

A few moments later a nurse enters "how you feeling?" she asks me.

I shrug "I don't know. Kind of crappy."

The nurse smiles slightly at this "that's to be expected. A doctor will be here soon assess you. That ok?"

I nod "can I ask you something?"

She nods "what is it?"

"what day is it today?"

The nurse smiles sympathetically as she realises what I'm really asking "2nd March" she responds.

I do the math in my head "so I I've been out over 2 months?"

She nods "I'm afraid so." nick reenters the room "I'll leave you to it now" she then leaves.

I look at nick "I've been asleep 2 months Nick"

He nods "longest 2 months of my entire life"

"Gabby?" I question him.

Nick smiles slightly "her and Tory were already on their way"

I remember the way Troys life had turned out in my dream "is he ok?"

Nick nods with a confused expression "he's fine. Why wouldn't he be?"

"I had a dream where he was hurt" I explain.

Nick sits on the chair by my bed "you've had a lot of dreams lately" he points out.

I nod "well apparently I've had a lot of time."

Gabriella rushes into the room and freezes when she sees me "your awake" she says with tears streaming down her face.

I nod "I couldn't leave my godchild without their amazing aunt Miley, could I?" I joke with a weak smile on my face.

Troy enters the room and smiles at me "welcome back to the land of the living"

I look at my three best friend and then back at Troy "looking at you all, I don't think I am. Have any of you slept recently?"

They all exchange glances and I got worried "what it is?" I ask.

Gabriella sits down in a chair by my bed and holds my hand "Miles, we've all been miserable without you"

I frown "no Gabby. You need to look after yourself for the baby." I turn to Troy "haven't you been looking after her?"

I looks at Gabby "I was until Gabby dumped me"

I sigh "this isn't meant to happen. I woke up so my nightmare shouldn't be happening. Nick you shouldn't be waiting around for me, not doing anything with your life because it will kill you" I turn to Gabby "Gabriella you shouldn't be pushing people away and Troy you shouldn't give up." I Run a hand through my hair in frustration "she told me that if I came back it would be ok. she promised!"

Nick looks at me "who promised?"

I look at him "my mom"

Gabriella frowns "sweetie, your moms dead"

I look at her "I know that. It was a dream. Troy was paralysed and spending his life in a bar, Gabriella was a single mom and spending time at my grave and Nick..." I freeze at the heartbreaking thought of Nick not being alive anymore.

"what about me?" Nick asks, worry in his eyes.

I turn to him "you were dead. You had killed yourself." I shake my head "but i did not wake up to have that life. I woke up for a happily ever after. I need to believe in a happily ever after because I can not handle anymore tragedy."

Troy walks closer to my bed "that wont happen"

My head snaps at him 'no? Well why the hell do you all look like freaking zombies?"

Nick grabs my free hand and starts stroking it gently with his thumb "all I needed was for you to be alive"

My expression softens slightly "I don't want your life to be dependent on me Nick. That was always our problem. We were a mess together and a mess apart. I don't want to be a mess, I want to be happy"

Nick shakes his head at me. "when you think about all the times we've had together, why do you only think of the bad? We may have 10 years of bad memories Miles but there are also 10 years of good memories.

Troy interrupts us by putting his hand on Nicks shoulder "why don't we let her get some rest?" He suggests.

I nod "I think that's a good idea." I look at Ganbriella "can I talk to you for a sec, Gabby?"

She nods "sure" she turns to the boys. "I'll be right out" they nod and leave the room. "So what's up?"

I stare at her. "You'd tell me if anything was wrong right? If anything had happened?"

Gabriella freezes for a second before a small smile appears "you need to stop with the paranoia. Yes, your my best friend and I tell you everything"

I nod slowly "good. That's all I wanted. I'll see you later." She smiles at me and then leaves. "I already know you're lying" I whisper as soon as the door has closed.